[ Dun Feel Good Again... ]

okie... now I am feeling worse... but this time I know for sure wat kind of feeling I am having now... feeling of uncertainty... lack of confidence... feeling lost... feeling confused... I need someone to lend a listening ear... those whom I had confided recently... but have to wait till I come back from Malaysia ya? ... but then again... I guess I will feel better again after a good night sleep... hehe...

[ Happy Chinese New Year ]

will be going to Malaysia tomolo noon to celebrate the chinese new year... should be coming back on Sun... so here I wish all you pple an early Happy Chinese New Year... May you be happy & healthy always... :)

[ Dun Feel Good ]

hmm... dun really feel good now... dun really know how to explain this feeling... it feels like I am sick cos my body feels weak... it also feels like I am sad & troubled cos my heart feels heavy & tight... it also feels like I am just tired cos my eyes are closing... it feels like a combination of all... making me feeling very uncomfortable now...

but not to worry... everything is gonna be alright again tomolo I guess...

[ Gossip ]

cant believe there are actually pple gossiping bout me in NTU... haha... I mean I am not prominent in sch... just a normal student who skip lectures & go home after sch... hehe... but just knew tat there was this rumour going around tat I was chasing after this gal... no doubt she is pretty... but we were just project mates... & she has a bf too... merely had discussions & lunch together after the tutorial... & there were others around too... although those are also gals lah... haha... wat do u expect when the whole course comprises of mainly gals rite? :Þ

[ The Phone ]

okie this topic is not bout the Korean horror movie... hehe... I can remember the times when I was in sec sch & JC... those times where I regularly chat on the phone with friends... till the wee hrs & toking bout almost everything on earth... haha... but since I got my PC... gone were those days... ICQ & IRC took over as I was consumed by the virtual world of communication... I can chat with alot of friends at a go... but the feeling is definitely not the same... thanx to someone's reminder last nite... I realised tat long lost feeling again after chatting with Pucca on the phone last nite... hmm... so dun be surprised if any of u receive a phone call from me... hehe... :Þ

[ Hello... ]

hello all... I have been missing in action again.... hehe... now into my 3rd week of school... & I am supposed to be in school now cos there is a lecture at 230pm... haha... 4 days week... but gonna be self declared a 3 day week liao... haha... 3 more subjects plus my FYP to go... the lectures are boring as usual... FYP is progressing slow but there shouldnt be any great problems... shall try to enjoy my last semester in NTU... hopefully...

I think this good news is not revealed yet... so let me post here... haha... Someone passed his driving test liao... hehe... congrats man! although abit kelong lah... hahaha... :Þ

Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day are coming soon... made any plans yet folks?

[ ah! he! ha! ]

my back muscles are aching from Friday's kickboxing lesson.. throwing punches and kicks for an hour.. kick ass! i like it. heheh..

and now is monday.. my tired body is training for work.. nothing seems interesting on monday don't you say? hahaa..

anyway.. chill out first..

[ Snifffff ]

still sniffing from the cold last week.. stopped medication too.. today will be out of office most of the time.. gonna meet clients in the morning and afternoon.. will be running about.. from east to west..

oh yes, need to call SingNet for their useless efficient 4060.. it doesn't work well with my PC, much less talking about being efficient?! haha..

today is the day of Andys... my collegue, Andy officially entered fatherhood with his new born baby girl.. and my RC friend, Andy is celebrating his (early) birthday through dinner tonight.. congrats to both of them..

chill.

[ Broadband Surf ]

What can i say.. within minutes after i've installed Efficient Modem 4060, i'm surfing on my new broadband 256kbps horse power engine.. yeee haaa! not that i've never enjoy the broadband (i got 1.5Mbps in office!!), but seeing my home PC speeding through the webpages and killing downloading speed, simple thrills me.. hehehe.. its like a dream comes true. hehe.. no more big attachments are going to jam my bandwidth.. hehehe.. oh yes.. now i can finally download some MP3 into the PC.. countless possibilities.. hehe..ok ok .. shall not dwell too much on this..

today is a rainy day.. (as if you guys dun know?!?).. and it's cold.. was out the entire day with Liz company.. we leave tracks on orchard road.. wisma.. lido (where we met JX and Alex).. taka.. pacific plaza.. and more.. Liz got herself a pair of high heels.. now she's gonna tower over me.. hahaha..

My house is currently under re-development project and the kitchen is in a perfect condition that you may call mess.. dust... boards.. wood everywhere.. perhaps i should be hardworking enough to use G3 to take down some pictures and post it. hehehe.. perhaps..

oh yes.. something to confess.. sometime back i bought a 1000 pieces jizsaw puzzle with the intention of pinning them together myself.. (really!!!).. but well.. i've only managed get a few pieces of the corners up when my dad decided to do it at his free time.. -no kidding-.. now, the entire 1000 pieces are up, displaying a painting from Vincent Van Gogh.. all these in less than 3 weeks!!! all by himself.. perhaps i should try getting one more jizsaw pu.. hahaha.

ok.. i'm talking too much.. chill.

[ Scary... ]

As I typed this post now... there is a dead body lying along the corridor outside my house... yah u did not hear it wrongly... a dead body right outside my house! ... scary...

my mum woke me up from my peaceful sleep at around 8.20am... she told me there was a guy lying motionless along our corridor... she found out when she opened the door to go out & pray... too scared to do anything... she woke me up... so the sleepy & reluctant me got up... opened the door... went forward to take a look at the guy... before I went back into the house to call the police... the civil defence came first... & only one came... in bout 15 mins... he checked the guy & 2 more of his kind came... my mum overheard them saying tat he died of a heart attack at around 5 to 6 hrs before... scary...

my mum being the super superstitious kind... was quite petrified by the whole thing... she reminded me to walk by the side of the corridor whenever I go out so as not to "disturb" his sprirt... I luff it off again of cos... but come to think of it... 3 incidents had happened at my block in less than half a yr I think... & its getting nearer & nearer to my house... the gal who jumped down from dunno which storey... the "fire" just above my house... & now... a dead body right outside my house... scary

must pray tat nothing will happen to my family...

[ Should be on my way ]

time check: 8:19am and i should be happily on my way to work.. but HEY! i'm online posting! heheh.. well, gonna visit my clients later in the morning and i got my company's car to fetch me around.. so, here am i, enjoying the extra time as i've forgotten to changed my wake up time. *damn*.. hahah..

anyway, got myself a set of headphones from harvey norman and it rocks!!.. now i can play my electric guitar in the middle of the night without waking all my neighbours. hehehe..

although its raining everyday here in singapore, but i still never fail to receive bills from the ever sunshine M1. my bills rocketed beyond $100.. and i'm feeling the strain now.. you know, after christmas and new year.. whatever is left of that bonus is scarce and miserable.. *sigh*..

ok.. time to go.. and some screw-head is screaming somewhere downstairs.. going "ah.. .ahh.. * (shut the f*** up!).. phew.. much better..

chill.

[ Sick ]

right after *sniff* post, i will have to consume the medicines that were given to me for the remedy of cold.. *sniff sniffs* yup. down with cold and was on a half day MC yesterday.. but spent my time with Liz as she turn out to be on MC too.. hahaha.. she is rushing through her project while i helped her with some qestionaire stuffs.

so, some updates about myself.. finally, through the blessings of God and my friends, i've finally acquired an electric guitar.. it has a long, slender figure with blood red body.. while patch in the centre.. one of those simple ones (i'm not pro) you see around. But i'm already overly-contented.. in fact, if i look back for the pass one to two years.. i've been blessed with a lot of material stuffs.. viewcam, digital camera, money (for my degree course), electric guitar, computer and so much more.. blessings also come in not so material stuffs like good friends that remembered my birthday (not like me who tends to forget.. heheh), good friends to go out with.. wonderful gf who is always so naggy, and irritating.. hehehe.. ok.. cute too. ;)

there are so many things to learn and accomplish for this year. i wish i could have the time to learn electric guitar, drums, MS products, configure moveable type for vizinity, better manage my own business, balancing my work, to slim down and keep fit and so many many things.. i only got a year.

chill.

[ Joke of the Day ]

"I dyed my hair twice... natural brown the first time... copper brown the 2nd time... I used the whole tube some more!" ... "But your hair is still pitch black!" ... tats the joke of the day in school for me... if u get wat I mean... haha...

sch finally started today... the lectures were boring as usual... yah... today was Denise's birthday... Happy Birthday Gal! ... her bf Vincent asked me & Stella to put on a show to gif her a little surprise... basically to just suan him & add oil to fire tat he "forgot" bout her bdae... hehe...

wonder wats Pucca doing now... still bathing I guess? hai...

[ One Wish Fulfilled ]

yay! I am so happy today... hehe... went out with Pucca to watch a movie... did some shopping & had a simple dim sum lunch before tat... this is one of those times when I was quite happy going shopping... maybe its the company... but most imptly... I got a new HP!!! hehe... so one of my wish is fulfilled on the 3rd day of 2003... yay! ... met up with some NTU friends after Pucca went off... had dinner at Kenny Rogers before we went to chit chat at the Esplanade... I enjoyed myself today!

[ Its a Brand New Year Again ]

hope its not too late but... Happy New Year to all!!! ... its another year... fast... sch had started for some already... mine will start next Monday too... life goes on... hope there will be many new happy beginnings for me this year... & to all of ya too...

Viz never mentioned bout our TD reunion on the 31st... so I guess I will touch on abit here... hehe...
I enjoyed myself throughout the day... cos there was fun & laughter esp when we played the 2 stupid games "Human Jackport" & "Tortoise Tortoise Jump"... some of losers including me had to swallow a bowl of raw egg some more... gross... We also had our very own TD Awards Ceremony... let me announce all the winners here... haha... Viz was the big winner... with 4 awards... Best & Most Popular Male Instructor Awards... Craziest & Crappiest Awards... what's there for him to win next year rite? must give other pple like me a chance mah... hehe... NixPiz & Foam were the other 2 big winners... with 2 awards each... Best & Most Popular Female Instructor Awards... and Blurrest & Glutton Awards respectively... the last 2 awards goes to Sicec... Lifetime Achievement Award... and to Mel... Best Newcomer Award... other interesting programs we had included the steamboat dinner... ( a total of 38 of us were there! )... countdown with the usual sparklers & poppers... ( Roy nearly burned down a tree! )... photo taking... ( I took photos with almost everyone there! )... the stupid card game... ( I hated this game cos I puked last yr cos of it... so this yr I stayed clear of this game... haha... ) ... movie screening of past events... ( very stupid & funny! )... mahjong session which I lost again...

will be looking forward to the next TD reunion... hope it will be as fun as this... hence I would like to say my thanks to my orgainzing committee for helping me make the whole session a success! hehe...

[ Happy New Year ]

third year into the millennium we are.. and may all your dreams come true..

2003.. new year, new resolution.. and i guess most of us would really want WORLD PEACE..iraq war, n.korean nuclear threat.. terrorist.. us agressive counter-terrorist measures.. bi-lateral issues on water, land reclaimation.. moral issues on human cloning.. senseless killings, bombings..

the world is going crazy.. everyone is acting as if they have the power over everything... destorying lives, humanity and peace.. we seems to be very lacking in the grace of forgiving and love.. the world is contracting.. everything is turning inwardly central.. *sigh*..

maybe i'm not so positive about the world to come and will be.. but still its just a bitching that will dissolve faster tan sugar in water.. life still goes on.. and as the saying goes, "everything journey begins with a single step" and "let peace begins with me".