[ Wedding ]

okie... this is the 3rd wedding that I gonna attend this year... my cousin's one in Malaysia... followed by a friend's... & now another cousin's one in Malaysia... will be going Malaysia later in the evening till Sunday... so I will be uncontactable for this weekend...

hmm... when will it be my turn... I always tell my relatives that I will probably be the last among all my cousins to get married... hehe... most of my close friends are also attached... so will be anticipating eagerly who will be the next one to get married... will it be Viz? Roy? Tristan? or Seer?... like wat I mentioned before... I will also probably be the last one among my good friends to get married... hehe...

"Behind every successful man, there is a woman. And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two."

[ Back at Home ]

before I start this post... let me give out some scoldings first... F@#$%^&*&^%$#@!!!

my reservist ended just as soon as it started... in fact it never even got started... never even go through the whole in-processing... at the first point... was asked to cut my hair cos its too long... but its not!... walked a few steps to join in the barber queue with the rest of the unfortunate ones... it costed me $5 & I think less than 2 cm of my hair was cut... damn!... & its like so ugly... but its expected... army standard... those guys who need to dye their hair black again will need to pay $10... dunno how their hair will turn out in the end...

went back to the first point to get my "approved hair" stamp on my hand before I proceed on to the next point... my 11B was scanned & my company was being told to me... at the next point... I could not find my name on the list!... was then told tat I was actually posted out of this unit!... which means I need not come at all!... grr... the clerk told me tat they tried to contact me but they could not... EXCUSES! BETTER WAKE UP YOUR F****** IDEA SOLDIER!

had mixed feelings after hearing the news... I do not need to stay for reservist loh! can continue to slack... sleep late... watch tv... eat good food & go online!... but spent lots of money taking cab to camp & back home... not to mention the needless hair cut!

no wonder pple have different meanings for SAF... Soldiers Are Funny... System Always Fail...

[ Back to ATC ]

will be going for my first reservist in bout 8 hrs time... just finished packing my stuffs... my civilian bag... my full pack... & a huge paper bag containing my SBO & helmet... hehe... quite alot rite? dun really know wat to bring or expect since its my very first time going back to army... so just bring everything lah... haha... I guess I have to take a cab all the way there... unless some kind soul offer to give me a ride...

hmm... have I left out anything?

[ SWOC Camp Done ! ]

yup, its done. SWOC Camp is done and over with. it was a physically demanding camp where we even as instructors have to burn through day and night with all the meetings and stuffs. and yes, my butt hurts from the rented bicycle from Pulau Ubin.. but not so bad as compared to the previous time.

took half day leave this morning for one of my favourite hobby - Shooting. heheh. went for NCC M16 Shooting Competition and with some luck and lots of teamwork from our group of 2 guys and 2 gals. We managed to secure the Champ for inter-UG shooting competition for Red Cross. you guys should see the faces when Red Cross name was announed.. but hey.. can't blame them, we are suppose to save, not shoot and kill. hahaha..

ok.. so now i'm sitting back onto my office chair.. thinking what lies ahead for me.. to work or not to work.. wat should i do? things are getting less meaningful now.. the thought of job switch seems to speak louder now.. sigh..

can you hear?.. .

[ After Camp ]

I am walking like a duck now... with legs slightly open... after a full day of cycling around the whole of Pulau Ubin... not once but twice... dunno how many km I had covered... but its real tiring... even had leg cramps... & now the abrasion is killing me... argh...

I am stoned now... after getting only bout 6 hrs of sleep for 3 nights... got a headache cos of tat... but I am alright now... will be catching up with my sleep soon after this short post... maybe I will wake up at 6pm... just in time for dinner... hehe...

will be going for another camp next wednesday... a one week camp... dunno how it will be like... hopefully with many book outs, nights out or stay outs in between... still waiting for a miracle to happen for me to escape this very first time though... & guess tat I will fail tat dreaded test (if there is one) after not exercising & keeping fit for so long... not to mention the amount of fats around my tummy... sigh...

k sleeping time... nitez...

[ Busy like siao! ]

My life is now trap in the farcical cycle of debilitated activites... i can almost feel my heart pounding against ribs. My PDA can't even catch up with my schedule and my HP just can't stop ringing with calls and sms.

There's just so much to conquer and too little help to sought after. time is a issue here.. or is it? with more time, can i really be free? or will there just be more? sigh...

[ nothing intelligent ]

i believe so, the past week had been choked to the neck by tons of work in office, red cross and my own business.. that nothing of any intellect flush my brain. new technology spouting again.. Tablet PC.. stuffs are getting smaller and powerful...

economy is worsen by the tensions of possible war and technical adjustment.. CPF not going to re-adjust back to 20%.. GST is hiking..

i could foresee a busy week for me on this monday.. clients' problem to be solved.. quotations to follow up.. red cross meetings, plannings and camp.. websit revamp.. argh... so many things.. time is no longer an issue.. i need to rest.. i need to plan.. i need to know where i'm heading with the seer load of work i do..

nothing pops up like a light bulb yet..

[ In school ]

damn... I am still stuck in school now even though it is holidays! all cos of the FYP... just started today & there is really a long long way to go before I can finish this final year project... sigh... damn... the library is closing in bout 20 minutes time... my mahjong session is 2 1/2 hrs away... wat shall I do in the meantime? sigh...

[ Which is the real me? ]

hmm... Who am I?

If I really have to describe myself... I would say that I am just a very simple minded person... dun really have ambitions... rather down to earth... I am also lazy & slack... without much of a life or exciting hobbies... some of you may beg to differ but its okie... maybe u just dun know me well enuff... or u have not seen the real me yet...

I may be seen as an unapproachable guy... trying to act cool maybe... haha... this is due to my shy nature which some of u will definitely laugh at it... this is espescially so when I am dealing with gals...

I may be seen as a corny & humorous person... always smiling... u will very seldom see me getting angry over stuffs... always having a carefree & happy go lucky attitude...

I may be a deep person... always observing stuffs & many things will go through in my mind... or I may actually be day dreaming...

I may be a psycho... behaving in ways tat only psychos do...

I may be a mean person... always bullying or suaning people...

I may be a nice person to pour out your troubles to... always willing to lend u a listening ear... giving my opinions...

I may be... *too many for me to list down*...

Which is the me tat u see? And which is the real me?

[ Who am I ?]

well, i would describe myself as an ambitious person who want to achieve almost anything.. and i seldom give up (i guess)... well, that's why i get burn out very easily like an oven on power surge as i'm always on my heels on plenty. hehe.. i'm positve.. optimistic most of the time.. encouraging to be with.. (i hope).. i strive to be happy and graceful (less the burps and farts) everyday.. hehe..

My passion is to be able to revolutise, build or change someone/something to be better than its current state. Maybe that's why some people may find me naggy.. right Liz?.. hahaha..

my weakness could probably be insensitive as i'm not exactly an observant person.. too logical and rigid.. too firm at times.. oh yes.. poor listener! hahaha..

my love is for God.. one whom i always forgotten (opps).. Liz, my soul-mate.. Music... almost of all kinds.. but Rock is the Ace.. Guitar.. one of my most effective de-stress tool...

yup.. that's about all i know about myself for now.. hehe.. what do you know about me ?.. let me know k?.. chill

[ Try answering this ]

Who are you ?

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[ Back ]

exams are finally over... so here I am again... hmm... 4 papers this sem... should be able to pass all maybe except for the first killer paper... pray for me pple... dun be like Zoc who is so mean to curse me... hehe... hai... dun think will have my first A too... :(

went to KTV with some NTU friends after my last paper today... the place is quite cool or maybe I am outdated... cos the choosing of song is done through the computer screen & remote control... no more flipping through pages of song books... just scroll through the computer screen... its user friendly... the songs are quite new... so got to see many new MTVs... & the songs come out very fast... & its cheap... bout $55 for a small room tat can house 5 persons for 5 hrs... yah... saw bubbles with her bf there too... hehe...

k... tats all for now... till then... take care folks...

[ Back at work ]

yup.. after a long disappearance from post... i'm back (for a moment).

went KL with some good friends in the last weekend.. enjoyed myself though there are some hiccups in the transportation back to Singapore during deepavali season.. hehe.. nonetheless, we came back safely..

but think i've eaten some unclean stuffs and had diarrhoea twice last night.. *argh*.. i guess i'm still fine since i can get myself back to work.. hehee..

lots of work waiting for me.. chill.