My WoRLD is getting smaller...

true .. true.. sigh..sigh..
reflecting on my working life, i found myself in a small small world...
i may have embarked on another milestone of my life upon graduation but somehow i felt that i've lost a lot of things as well..
Having stepped into a BiGGeR world, i've seen different people, work with different people. (*ermm actually not that many, afterall its my 1st perm job*)
But still i felt my inner soul getting smaller..
my handphone no longer ring that frequently, having people to jio me out for coffee, shopping or simply do things together..
my time is no longer fill with a variety of things to do like sleeping then baking then pinic etc..
All for one simple 'adult' reason : " WE DON"T HAVE TIME"
When all your friends are working, nobody ever have time for each other anymore.
When i'm free, one of the gang gotta OT,
when they're free, i gotta work night shift.
even setting a few hours out for kopi seems so difficult now...

true we do meet lots of other people in the working environment, but somehow for people to get into our inner little cosy world is nonetheless near IMPOSSIBLE.
its not that i don't open my heart out, honestly i treat all people i meet with sincerity.. (*well at least 90% of the time*)
its just that all you two have to talk about is WORK !
everyone seems slightly reluctant to bring one's working partner out of the working environment ..they rather remain separated from work (& whoever is related to work) after office hours.

one week i get two days off, one for my boyfriend and the other for my family.. friends gathering seem to get into the 'ocassional' bonus range..
well i gotta work my way out before i got sucked in to a vacuum of BOREDOM or a WORKING ZOMBIE...hmm..
wait for my gOod news .. meanwhile you try to work your way out too... CheeRs ~*

[ This is Cool ]

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[ What a Day Yesterday ]

attended W's wedding last night and it was pure fun!.. hehehe.. reached the NUS Guild House at around 7pm which most of the guests were already indulged in their second round of food.. hehehe.. the food was mouth watering ranging from soup to sushi.. hehehe.. but i guess i did not eat much as i was more excited walking around talking to people.. hehehe.. saw lots of ling-time-no-see friends and seniors last night.. hahah.. it was really like a mini TD reunion.. namecards and laughters were exchanged.. spend lots of time catching up which each others' lives.. and glad to know that everyone is doing well.. :) hehehe..

towards the end of the ceremony, we took photos.. and as we take the 'TD' photo.. .inside me was screaming with joy! hahaha.. can you imagine.. generations of TD members.. past and now posing in a single photo?.. it was like a big family with brother and sisters coming back for a reunion dinner.. i felt touched to see that such spirit exists now and has always being around for more than 30 years of TD's glorious history.. all past unhappinesses dissolved like an ice cube by the warmth of the common spirit.. but at the same time.. i felt sad.. sad that this form spirit will not be able to spread to new members for years to come due to the restructuring of RCY.. :(

In this modern society, everyone is talking about change to survive.. so, we are all programmed to give way to wat is more important to produce results rather than building bonds and relationships as numbers, be it in money or recruitment, they speak louder than the spiritual interaction of human beings.. i believe that years from now.. it will be a pity that volunteers in RCY may never never ever have the chance to feel wat we felt at the moment when the camera clicked.. *loud sigh* .. life is still life.. we cope with it.

Nonethless, with or without the existence of structure.. TD still survives.. years down the road.. when i walk down the orchard road.. see a familar face.. we can always greet each other like old friends because.. "We are TD members".. then.. now.. ever..

I would like to thank W for his wonderful wedding dinner.. we have enjoyed ourselves tremenously in your generousity.. though its impossible to attend your wedding again.. ;) we look forward to the next one in our family gets married.. hahaha..

chill.

[ wat a day ]

today is a day of adventure! heheh.. as i left for office this morning, i left my bunch of keys hanging from the key hole of the gate. *argh*... but that's not the end.. i only found out when i reach my office which is 40 min of bus/mrt ride away ! *ouch*. in desperation, i took a cab back home.. *ouch again*.. but it was God's blessings that my neighbour actually saw the bunch of keys and helped us to safe keep it.. and he handled them to me when i was fanatically search under the flower pots. hahaha..

so.. neighbours play a very important role specially when we live as a community.. my parents and sister were not able to help me as all of them have their committment.. no relative will do it unless then live a floor on top of you.. but neighbours.. those neighbours that we often forgetten.. (unless they are quarrelling) .. hehehe..

and now, i'm in office (finally).. just settle some stuffs.. and i can foresee a very busy week ahead when this weekend got sucked up.. chill.

Dan, you have been online long enough since you have read till this portion of my post.. time to study man!

[ I'm hot baby! ]

*with Austin accent* .. yeah baby.. i'm hot.. yeah..

that's becuase the temperature is burning at 30 degrees.. well.. actually i dunno wat's the temperature but 30 degrees should be sufficient to express the heat of the night.. even the water from the tap is not as cold as it used to be.. guess i will have to sleep with the air-con tonight.

and to my friends who have shown their concern over my moody friday night.. cracking jokes trying to cheer me up.. thank you.. i guess i've found the source of the problem and is now resolved.. hehehe.. thanks God for good friends like you guys. :)

everyone (almost) should be 'hibernating' like Dan right now i guess.. exam fever is on the rise.. poly, jc and uni students are now categoried as highly stressed creatures.. intensively trying to stuffs all those lectures notes into their microscopic brain cells, this painstaking effort takes strapping determination (<--Dan take note.. heheh), and time, like a litted candle, only gets shorter each day adds on to the unbearable load.. all these for just a piece of paper at the end of the day... life..

ok.. dun you feel better now? hehehe.. chill.

[ Hibernate ]

Its official... I will start hibernating at home to revise for my upcoming exams... starting from this Sat... so anyone who wanna jio me out... these 2 days are your last chances... hehe... anyway no one will... *sob*... anyone who wanna jio me out to study together... erm... I have to consider first... hehe... so will be MIA from here till the end of my exam... wish me luck pple... esp for my first As but no first Tabao... take care folks!

"Be careful of what you are saying... Cos you never know who is listening secretly..."

[ badminton.. bad.. ]

i'm twisting in pain now from last evening's game of badminton.. it has been years since my last game.. and boy! all those stretches, sprints, jumps, strokes and twists are tearing me apart.. my right thigh, butt, hamstrings, shoulder and arm are crippling every inch of my body movements.. but, all these brought back fond memories from the good old days in my secondary school where i used to play badminton that its almost a weekly event.. *moment*.. ahh.. so much work, studies and other unimportant stuffs choke up so much fun that i've once enjoyed.

chill..

[ So Close... ]

Idiot!!! Damn!!! Stupid Michael Owen!!! I was just a few minutes away from winning $55 from a $5 bet & he scored in the last minute!!! ARGHHHHH... *faints* ... In the other match tat I betted... there is a already a goal only after 6 minutes... destroyed all my hopes so early in tat match... in case some of u were wondering... I betted zero goals on both matches... I wanna kick Owen's ass!!! GRR...

[ Sunday Night ]

yup, before i can start feeling weekend, the weekend is coming to a pit stop within 2hrs time. argh..

last night was out in a gang of 4.. Dan, Mel, Jo and well.. myself.. heheh.. linger around Bishan junction 8, tasted terrible korean food which got a price tag of shark fin and watched a super long movie (K-19) till i blurred my ass cleavage. hahah.. but what more important is the meeting up of long-time-no-see friends and cathcing up with each others lives..

tried Nooch for dinner today.. i must say that it's not bad at all.. specialised in jap and thai noodles.. affordable pricing.. i had Chilli beef ramen.. and Liz had Tom yam glass noodles.. both are Nooch's specialities. *burrrpp.. * the serving portion is large, so for small eaters, team up. hahah..

right.. time to close this window for the week and brace myself for tomorrow's challanges.. chill.

[ Smoking Cigar ]

yes, i'm smoking cigar..






If u have scroll this far, i've captured your attention right eh? hehehe. well, just a passive smoker in office.. one of the directors is smoking cigar in the smoking room and apparently all half of the office is now embrace in the fragrance of tobacco leaves.. as if the haze is not bad enough. Even a smoker like me feels like a withering flower, guess anyone will if they inhale second hand smoke for more than 8 hrs a day. argh..

anyway, still in office and just had a little conversation with my Liz and she complained life is miserble. if i'm in her shoes, i guess i will say that too.. to maintain grades of one of the top students in school is a feat that i wouldn't and never got the chance to do so. the pressure can be so seer that you feel if as you are the life pillar of the entire esplande. ;) but well, no one says that it gonna be easy right?

guess all of us have time when we feel down.. i believe one should just let our emotions flow and not bottom everything into the stomach.. choose a way to release your emotions.. a way you know that works best for you.. as long as its not destructive.. then find a way that will motivate you out of your down state and go beyond into a high energy state.. normally, i will start to imagine what i want to be at the end of the all these miseries.. and all the perks i will enjoy.. then a gush of motivation will overwhelm me.. pushing me nearing to my goals.. heheh

chill.

Hi everyone,

today's the 1st day of my posting of my whole Entire LiFe to the website which i'm a loyal fan of.
after donkey years of lobbying, i'm finally one of the Writers !!!
hmm... have been cracking my brains to come up with a really good topic to start making history..
after days of SouL searching.. i've decided to start with some close to my heart...
* ~ Lingerie ~ *
YES ! you have heard it right.. lingerie..
its not only close to me physically, its also my working environment.. YES i sell bras...
The Land of Lingerie is feared my many men where they don't even dare to get near or blush when they shop with their girl friends..
however to us ladies, the lingerie department is a Land of WonderBras.. YES ! a paradise...

To women, lingerie has become one of the ways women express themselves...
when one feels cool & sexy, the lacey black will suit fine..
when one feels funky, the colours will show...
when one feels bored, ok, skin-coloured, no frills will do.
& the list just goes on...
& to wear a matching set (i.e. top & bottom).. its a art piece i tell you...
my store briings in so many new designs almost every week
& i can tell you these women splurge on their lingerie... when i say splurge i really do mean SPLURGE ..
its a collection, art piece, treasure !!!

shamefully i don't have that many pieces, although i would really like to have a whole chest of lingerie that goes with my moods..
i guess collection comes slowly...

To some, they mighth find it distasteful, shameful or even a taboo to discuss something that every women have (be it maximisers or minmisers.. ),
maybe THATS YOUR PROBLEM cos to me...
Lingerie is a totally RespectfuL, NatuRaL, Exclusive & definetly Exquiste to Ladies...
why ??
cos men don;t get it ~