[ C to D ]

Weird caption right? yes, beats me too, like i've said, nothing intelligent just plain thoughts. so, what did i canned into my memory bag of today's happenings? work work work, yes, three different kind of work. haha.. there's work in the office, there's work for RC and there's work for home.. all three demands my attention.. all three require me to respond to their callings.. i'm feel like a chicken in a pressure cooker.. and the temperature is increasing by the moment.. but i'm coping i guess. i think i'm a workaholic.. with all my busy schedule and committments, i find it happy to find myself immerse in my work.. *knock knock*.. hahaha.. but of course, when one concentrate on one thing, the other gets neglected.. on trading term, its called, trade off.

so, early night? my clock shows 10 min to 12 midnight. nothing much i can do at home now.. my work is done.. looking forward to tomorrow's challenge.. talking about challenge.. shall share this with everyone..

Challenge and Problem.. assuming they are the same, Challenge seems to be a more positive word than Problem. hence, we often like to say we take up a challenge.. but never problem. little we know that it is actually the same. but if we are really that optimistic as we (generally) claim to be, then why is the word, "Problem" a issue at all?.. should we assume positivity in Problem? .. interesting eh?.. heheh

[ Late Night again ]

Sitting in front of the computer is the result of late caffeine streaming in my blood. my stomach is still bloated from all the consumables throughout the day. sometimes, it is kinda refreshing to stay up in the night when everything else around you is peaceful and quiet.. no noise from the road.. no screams from the neighbourhood.. Ahhh.. time seems so abundance in the vast darkness.. a time where i can allow my mind to stray through the past week.. evaluating it.. and plan for tomorrow..

my PDA is keyed with all the activities that will run throughout the week.. sometimes i wonder if i'm planned by my schedule or my schedule plan me.. hahaha.. (*pathetic laughter) . looking around my room is a view of post-war arena.. stacks of unknown, unclaimed papers lazed on my table.. bills, CD covers littered around my monitor.. unmade bed.. dumbbells and clothes conveniently lay on the floor. ahh.. my room. the familar stench that probably i'm the only one who can bear to take a breath of.. hahaha..

so, here i go again, letting my fingers dashing through the keyboad with perfect alliance with my mind.. the ceiling fan is spinning in an anti-clockwise direction.. i wonder why i bother.. but its spinning and spinning.. but hey.. the fan has been around for years and only now i have noticed that it spins anti-clockwise.. somethings are just taken for granted especially when they motion in slience.

my guitar.. carefully packed in the black bag.. i can hear it calling.. "touch me, play me, caress me".. my job and other committments are pulling me away from building a loving relationship with my guitar.. once my faithful partner and playmate. hahaha.. guess that goes for almost everything else in my life.. things turn old and dusty.. people come and go.. just how many of them do i remember? just how much do i know them? guess a little.. probably just like a faded, tea stained photo.. kept away deep down that drain of memory..

new gadgets, new things, new friends, new committments often lead us into cycles after cycles i guess.. i'm doing so much in my life.. but am i geting anywhere? or am i just hoping to land somewhere? is that somewhere the place i want to go? sometimes, one just dun have all the answer eh?.. hahaha.. its 1.11am at the corner of the monitor now.. i ought to be exhausted.. if not now, will be in office hours..

ah.. some smart people ever commented that online diary will keep one's mind sane as one leaks emotions into strings of words and know that someone out there hears.. there may be no answers required.. no consolation required.. but sometimes, dun you think that u just like to blast at the world and get on the next day as usual?... hahaha.. thought is a powerful thing i say.. we are living today's life because of what we thought and dreamed yesterday.. and i think i gonna sleep now.. chill out everyone.

[ Late Night ]

yes i know, kinda odd for me to post at such unearthy hours.. hahaha.. but in fact, tonight has been a fruitful out with friends of TD.. though we din get to talk that much as we part for dinner.. at least we get started somewhere, hope to see them more often.

so well, wat am i up to? i'm doing some work obviously.. but sleeping soon, as i'm battled through the day and energy is kinda low in me.. alright.. chill out..

[ Still stuck in sch ]

Damnit... today is just not my lucky day... it started when I woke up at 6am... when I realised tat the tutorial is changed to 9am... which means I had woken up early... grr... ok its just half an hr early... hehe... when I reached Boon Lay interchange... the damn queue was sooooooooooooo long... grr... missed those days when I still have my bus card... then I can just jump queue... hehe... walked all the way to NIE & back to NTU to buy a textbk after my tutorial cos heard tat it is cheaper there... yah rite... only 2 bucks cheaper for the all the long walk... grr... skipped lunch to print notes in the computer lab after tat & it took me bout more than an hr to get only 4 sets of notes printed out... cos the stupid PC hanged on me & the stupid printer also play a trick on me... grr... last but not least... after calling so many friends to inform them bout the free tic to MIB2 show later... no one seems interested so I have to go for the same movie twice... & tats y I am still stuck in sch using the PC now & typing all these nonsense & waiting for the showtime to come... grr...

Poor thing rite? ;(

[ My name has changed ]

yes, not that i'm having a identity crisis.. hehehe.. but becuase of my confirmation today, i've adopted a confirmation name - Vincent. oh well.. i 'lost that name ever since my baptism.. heheh.. so through this confirmation.. got it back. and hence, from now on.. my name shall be called.. err.. i mean.. i shall be called, Ignatius Vincent Ng Ming Chong. ok.. it's kinda long. let me explain.. Ignatius is my baptism name, Vincent is my confirmation name, Ng is my surname, Ming Chong is my dialect name.

ok.. may God bless all of you.

[ Opps ]

Opps... how can I forget tat I had "booked" a free ticket to watch MIB2 on Tues evening? & I just watched it yesterday! hehe... anyone wanna have this free ticket instead? if not I guess I just have to watch it again... hehe... oh dear... I think my memory is getting from bad to worse... maybe some early signs of dementia? :(

Opps... looks like my last post made some of my friends to think tat I am sad bout some stuffs... yah I was but I am ok now as usual... thanx for all the concerns! :)

Opps... havent been updating u guys bout my life recently... just started my first week of sch last week... quite ok... nothing interesting to mention though... except tat I saw alot of blur freshies... havent seen one pretty one yet... hehe... met up with a bunch of army friends on Fri nite for a drink... havent seen them since I ORDed... some of them had changed... like Tom who now looks like the Ximen in Meteor Garden with his long hair & specs... haha... but their cornyness are still the same... hehe... :Þ

Opps... havent done my tutorial for tomolo... & looks like I will be stuck with my 5 days week timetable... ;(

[ Confirmation ]

yes.. today is my confirmation day.. A sacrament in which the Holy Ghost is given to those already baptized in order to make them strong and perfect Christians and soldiers of Jesus Christ.

alright.. nothing further. over and out.

[ In Office ]

on this lonely Saturday afternoon, i'm in the office because i;ve forgetten to bring a disk back.. (shit!).. hahah.. but anyway, time has come for me to leave after i clear up some stuffs. for another reason is that the chairman is still around.. hahaha.. better 'run' before anything intercom take place.. hehehe..

[ Dun Know ]

I made u sad.
Sad I was too.
I made u embarassed.
Embarassed I was too.

I was the silly one.
Silly u were not.
Bored I may be.
Bore me u do not.

Wat do I want?
Wat are my thoughts?
I just do not know.
Not now.

[ Finally i got sick and tired ]

yes, i got sick and tired of the blogger error message and decided to redo the template.. i've to renew the comment script too.. and that means all the previous msgs are ...gone. yes.. gone.

anyway, everything should be getting up and going..

[ Last Day ]

My 2 months plus of holiday is finally coming to an end... tomolo will be the start of a whole new semester... no more slacking for me... erm... I mean less slacking for me... hehe... cos this will be my final year... with 4 subjects & the important FYP... btw it does not stand for Find Your Partner as defined by Seer... hehe... but anyway tats important too... haha... tomolo will get the chance to look at the freshies... so see how lah... haha... will still be hoping to get my first As too... & no dabaos... hehe... so... hopefully everything will go well for the coming semester...

had been playing mahjong for 3 times this week!!! I cannot believe it... the slacker is gonna turn into a gambler as well... tsk tsk...

[ Sunday Morning Singapore ]

it is uncommon to see such an early post on a sunday morning.. :) my day start at 7am today.. lots of activities await for my attention.. started off my day with a pray.. and now, leaving for Mac Donalds for breakfast and meeting up with my friend, Charlie for a discussion over some web designing stuffs. after which will be a 2hr session in the swimming pool, sun tanning.. hehehe.. and the rest of the afternoon, should be joining Ros and gang for a gathering, time and place unknown as i've not called them yet.. hahaha..

oh well.. may everyone's day be wonderful and full of love.. chill!

[ burpppp ]

busy busy busy, this is what i've been through for the pass one week or so.. not only i have to monitor a system change within the office but also juggling the marketing and sales aspect of the business.. but surprisingly, by the grace of God, i'm the busier i get, the happier i am. hehehe..

well, upgraded my OS over the weekend to Win XP.. refreshing interface, superb handling and of cos, no more blue screen.. (yet).. hahaha..

recently, signed up for Club-Fitt membership for 3 months, this is strongly motivated by my approaching IPPT.. haha. have been to the gym 3-4 times a week for 3 weeks now.. din see any significant change on me except that running after the bus doesn't seems too tiring.. hahaha..

about vizinity, i'm still grinding my brain cells for ideas.. sourcing for a theme.. that will invoke our daily sensations of the boring motion of life. hmmm.. guess tat's all about the updates on myself.. chill everyone, and God bless.

[ I'm alive ]

yes, i'm here to eliminate all the rumours that Viz is dead. heheh. Woah! for more than a week, i've failed to post.. failed to entertain myself.. failed to amuse the masses of my daily stupidity. hahaha.. anyway, it's good to be back online.. ontime.. (for watever it means).

Gonna work.. will be back.

[ National Day Songs ]

Something interesting... but of cos not created by me... dunno who is so free to do tat...

Title : We Are Chin Kang Kor
There was a time when people said that bus fares won't increase but it did
There ws a time when people think that CPF contributions won't decrease but it did
We build a nation with nothing free
Reaching out together for all your money
This is my country, this is my flat
Is there any future, or is this a lie
What happen to my family
What happen to my friends
We are Chin Kang Kor , Chin Kang Kor
Singapore, our homeland, it's here that we are conned
All of us united, one people struggling on
We worked so hard together, what have we achieve
Singapore forever, a nation with price increase

[ National Day Songs ]

Another one...

Title: Count Money Singapore
You and Me, our jobs to part
Stand together, crying our hearts
We're going to show the world what retrenchment can be
We can achieve, we can achieve
There is something in the Toto booth that we can strike for
We are told of 4D dreams that we could try for
There's a spirit in the air
It's a retrenchment feeling we all share
We're going to put a bigger stake for you and me
We hope to win, We hope to win
Count money Singapore
Count wrongly and you'll lose even more
Count on me to give my savings and more
Count money Singapore

[ Irritated ]

Yes, I know I should have tried harder & not being too fussy.
Yes, I know I am too lazy.
Yes, I know you have done alot.
Yes, I know I should spare a thought.

Be glad tat I am the me today.
Be mindful that I am also wat I am being moulded into.
Be mindful of why we are the way we are.
Be mindful tat you are not the only one who is tired.

[ Back to work ]

my usual topic.. back to work.. and yes.. after all the World Cup craze and fever.. back still goes back to normal.. piles of work tile over my head.. i have to lay a plan soon.. my daily work seems to be aimless and ineffective. time to wake myself up and start doing some things beneficial to the company.

arrived at work half wet due to the heavy downpour.. wat a morning to start a monday right? haha.. but life still goes on..

anyway, went to my secondary school friend's wedding at paramount restaurant along east coast road.. though the place is rather small.. but Tung Lok's food is definitely unparallel by a large number of chinese restaurants in singapore.. i had roasted piglet, shark fin, sea cumcumber & large mushrooms (and i mean large), a big big fish.. big scallop.. prawns.. and three different kinds of desserts.. wah!!!.. i'm drooling again.. heheh

but the event mainly provide me a chance in ten years to interact with those friends that i've lost contact for so so long.. everyone seems to get older, bigger and rounder.. hahahah..

anyway.. back to work.