[ New Year approaching ]

Last two days have been enjoyable with friends around me.. bought my guitar and amplifier and had a good time wasting them at the expense of my friends' eardrums.. hahaha.. as 2001 is folding up.. the window of 2002 will be opening tomorrow.. and just like wat slacker has said, new hope.. new life.. but more importantly.. all hope .. all life.. all love.. and all friendship should see year 2001 as a benchmark where improvement can be based on.. there will not be a necessity to start all over again unless it is new.. but for me.. wat is always important for a following year is to be better than the year it was before.. learning new things.. spreading more love.. forgive more people.. to receive as to give.. :)

and every new year also bring about hope.. the hope of better things.. Peace .. but hope will remains as a positive thought if it is not place into action.. well.. you may say that it is not that easy with one's effort.. but always remember.. One is the one that made up of the whole.. and if peace starts from one and everyone.. it is not difficult at all.. let us do our part in contribution to world peace by starting peace within ourselves.. spread love, peace, hope and joy to those around us.. start it in our family.. our parents, wish our parents and siblings Happy new year.. tell our friends Thank you, for they have been around.. tell your love one you love her/him, for he/she loves you.. Thank God for everything good and bad for the previous year and ask for his blessings for everyone around you to experience the peace and love of his grace.. :)

I wish everyone a very fulfilling year ahead and may the peace of our God be with you all, always..

[ New Year - New Beginning?]

2002 is just bout one day away... reflecting on 2001... wat had I acchieved? wat had I gone through? hmm.... let me try to recollect... not really satisfied with my results for the year... still no As... but no tabaos too... something I should actually be glad of taking into account the little effort I had put in... hmm... had both sweet & sad times in my short relationship with Kitty... too bad it was not meant to be... hmm... didnt really enjoy myself this year as much as I did in my previous 5 years in Red Cross... attributed that to my loss in interest & fire... plus abit of the politics tat disheartened me too... anyway... still enjoyed the company of friends in Red Cross... tats wat had been driving me on for so long... but the time has come for me to finally take a break... hmm... attachment was enjoyable & it was an unforgettable experience... made new friends there... well guess tats bout all the slacker without a life had gone through for 2001... hope tat 2002 will be a new beginning for me... with lotsa new & happy experiences in life, love, school... hope tat all will have a wonderful 2002 ahead too...

"How do I actually feel towards people? Sometimes I really do not know."

[ sniff sniff ]

not tat I am crying now... just tat I was quite touched by wat my colleagues did for me on my last 2 days of work... firstly... received a Fish & Co treat from Jane & Joo Lee yesterday... as for today... got a Japanese lunch treat from Joreyl... lastly... got a fountain pen from all of them as a gift... & to think it was actually chosen by myself without my knowledge... hehe... cos Jane tricked me yesterday... asked me whether that particular pen is nice & from a guy's point of view whether I liked it... told me she wanted to buy it for her husband on Valentines Day some more... hehe... well... thanx a lot to all of ya... really enjoyed the times spent in the office... bickering with Joreyl... doing manual work for Jane & Joo Lee... sniff sniff...

hmm... have my actions lately affected my friendship with some? I hope not...

"Do not force your body when the spirit is unwilling."

[ Back ]

well, needless to dwell it.. today is a rainy day.. and i took half day leave to "enjoy" the company of cats and dogs.. watched Lord of the Rings with Liz and she did not like it.. hahaha.. guess sitting for 3hrs just to know that you haev to watch the next episode is not very appealing.. heheh.. nonetheless i find the effects and the props are awesome!.. though you can be lost in the editorial explaination of the backgroud and stuffs.. it is still a great movie not to be missed.. heheh..

well, later in the evening was shopping for a new guitar for myself.. battling through the rain.. we ran arcoss roads and broad a bus to penisula plaza.. well, got a few picks but decided not to buy there and then as so to allow my heart to yearn and reconsider this expensive decision.. hehehe.. guess i will visita few more places for guitar before i draw that card across the NETs machine.. hahaha..

Way goes the christmas and here comes the new year tightening its ropes on 2001.. we will soon engage in dilemma of setting new year's resolution and keeping them .. hahaha.. guess my resolution will be ale to walk as close with Jesus.. and pray that you too.. :)

[ End of Christmas ]

Christmas will end in about 30 minutes time... so how has everyone been celebrating this special holiday? With lotsa gifts, wishings, food & parties I suppose? looking at my collection of cards & gifts... this Christmas has been an eventful one for me... hope tat it is also for all of ya... One last wishing from me... MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

My Christmas eve was spent at Labrador Park... with some close friends... quite fun at the beginning actually... but it became boring as we go on as there isnt much entertainment... all because of Viz... hehe... thus all of us went home ard 5am... & slept like a pig till today at ard 3pm... gave one of my dearest "sister" a Christmas dinner treat today at Pizza Hut... followed by a chatting session & a cup of bubble tea... didnt manage to catch a movie as we cannot find tat particular movie... even though we had walked the whole stretch of Orchard Road... GRR... so disappointing... never managed to take a neoprint with her too... sigh... but still think it was quite fun today... hope she will feel that way too... thanx for her gift anyway... yah... sorry to Ros for not being able to go today... sorry... hehe...

"Yawning makes a person feels more awake?"

[ Merry Christmas ]

There is a high chance imay not be available for Christmas Countdown.. so.. i would like to wish the world out there a Merry Christmas.. and May the Lord be with you always.. :)

I'm warming my seat in office for the next 10 mins before i call it a day.. hehe.. there is an overwhelming festive mood and i was not able to do anything constructive except playing pool over the net.. hehehe.. goona do some shopping and exercising later in the day.. hmmm.. gonna be a long day and night.. :)

chill.. *sniff*

[ Thank you ! ]

yes.. thank you to those who wished me and yes.. even if its only a handshake.. i really do appreciate.. :) .. glad to have you guys around to rock my world.. hehehe..

lots of memories to remember and treasure in whatever had happen for the past two days.. SWOC POC.. it was a wonderful nite where all efforts get paid off with lots of fun, food and memories to hold on to.. weeks were sarcificed to put all knowledge together and impart them to the young leaders.. should i comment that it is a successful effort of all instructors regardless of ranks and appointments.. and thank you to all who have contributed to the success of this course.. and may we look forward to many good years..

next on the comment list is my birthday.. today is my birthday (by the time i post.. i would be yesterday.. heheh).. hehehe.. and yes.. 24 years swept me by before i could even smell it.. looking back on my life journey.. i could say that i have it took me 24 years to find back what matters most in life.. and that is God and the love for all people.. through him.. i've learn to love so as to be love and to give so as to receive.. it has also made me realised that i have a lot of good friends around.. and i hope i'm able to get close everyone in this life's permit.. hehehe..

and i'm watching the tape taken by my new sony digital camera (won from company dinner) .. through the new 21" TV in my room.. hehehe.. lots of laughter and stuffs to remember (and forget). hahah.. like those embaressing moments.. urgh!.. hahaha.. alrite.. i wish all good health and lotsa fun ahead!.. :) love you all !

[ Christmas spirit ]

Christmas is just 2 days away... had been enguffed by the Christmas spirit recently... esp in my office... lots of gifts & wishings were exchanged... this is the first time I felt so overwhelmed... so much so that I decided to keep this spirit going... by giving cards & my most sincere wishings to friends & colleagues... something that the slack me will not do in the past... think this is one of the rarest thing that I had done.. hehe... well... better late than never rite? So... Merry Christmas to all... & have a Happy New Year! Thanx to all who gave me cards & gifts... really appreciate them... made this year's Christmas so much special for me... hehe...

Yesterday was quite happening for me... esp the nite... too bad Viz was not there... if not...hehe... the afternoon was spent on a red cross event... finally its over... glad to see the trainees pass out... quite sad for those who never made it... just to quote from one of u... "rank is wat you wear but respect is wat u earned"...anyway... take care & all the best to all of ya! As for the nite... some of us went pubbing after the event at Boat Quay... it was fun... played pool... drank... danced... sang karaoke... had supper... hehe... it has really been ages since I went pubbing... luckily I was not drunk even though Roy & Shili were pressurizing me to drink & drink... no hangover either... hehe... btw... HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY VIZ... hehe...

"Having Money Does Not Always Bring Happiness, But Having A Clear Conscious Definitely Brings A Peace Of Mind."

[ OT ]

Damn... work OT till 10pm plus today... without OT pay somemore... only got a free cab ride home... all thanx to Michael who "begged" me to stay to help him with some stuffs... He really knelt down... not joking... but of cos in a cheeky & playful manner... after much persuasion... the kind hearted me finally relented... even refusing his offer of $50... anyway think he is joking also... well... today was a busy day in the office... rushing work here & there... hmm... just received 2 Christmas cards... thankew very much Oreo & CY... Christmas coming soon... shall I go look at the lightings & decorations one day? anyone wanna join me? or who should I date? hehe... *scratches head*...

"Practice being content & your world will become worry-free."

[ You guys rockz ]

Thank you Ezee, Elaine, Ros and Lava for all the wonder presents and dinner last night.. yup.. and you guys rockz!.. it was very heart warming to know i have friends like you guys.. :) heheh.. shalln't get too mushy over here..

hmmm.. as the office is lingering with festive mood.. i dun seems to be in tune with work.. i think the same goes to my distributors.. hahaha.. anyway.. have been cleaning up my desk.. wiping.. and rearranging stuffs.. heheh.. oh well.. work came in once in a while.. but all is well.. :)

alright.. time is up for me to get going.. hehehe..

[ Vincent Ignatius Ng ]

Thank you for all the prayers, blessings and wishes.. from 16th Dec 2001.. i shall be officially known as Vincent Ignatius Ng.. with Vincent as the first and Ignatius as the middle.. this Baptism marks the beginning of my lifelong work towards eternity and be embraced by the God's grace and love.. to grow in strength anf faith towards the Catholic way of life.. :)

Today had a wonderful time at Ros house for the celebration of Hari Raya.. there was food and lotsa friends.. really enjoyed the event though i'm slightly affected by my tactless speech which had sadden some friends.. sorry.. will reflect and will be more observant and sensitive to the feelings of others..

Christmas is near.. besides being commerically consumed by what the society know of Christmas.. as Christian, we need to realised and re-realised the initiation and the meaning behind this Holy day.. it is time to reflect on our year's doings.. a time to reflect if we had carry Christ way of life in us.. a time for Reconciliation with GOD and ask our Lord, Jesus for strength, so that we may break away from sins and stay away from temptations..

p/s: May the Lord bless you and guide you through everyday's tests and challenges.

[ Chicken Man ]

Well... tats my role for the past 2 days... was helping Ros to cook for her Hari Raya Celebration with her colleagues & red cross friends... was in charge of frying all the chicken wings... man... theres quite a lot of them... all of them came out ok I guess... hehe... watched a few VCDs during the night too... never slept as a result... it had been long since many of us gathered to have a meal so the feeling was not bad... being able to see friends whom had been missing in action for so long... friends like... Khai Pin, Evelyn, Larry... anyway... hope that my wishings are not too late... hehe... Selamat Hari Raya!... Back to work loh... sigh...

Viz... must stop your famous 5 words phrase & hand action liao hor... GRR...

"Don't Make Light of Oneself Because Everyone Has Limitless Potential"

[ back again ]

yes, i'm back again.. and there seems to be a concern on my previous post of unsuccessful relationships.. heheh.. well.. there areno hidden meaning, just that i tot it was rather an interesting article for reading pleasure.. :) .. hope that it doesn't create any misunderstanding or fan start a fire of rumour.. hehehe..

and yes Dan, hmm.. seems that you had enjoyed your day and well.. that is more important.. as for me.. i was alone in at the meeting.. and the pool was cancelled... but it is ok.. no big deal.. free will.. :).. hehe.. i just have to find ways to entertain myself.. and till now.. i'm never worried to be alone.. hahaha..

and yes.. thanx going out to those who had left kind words on the guestbook.. :)..

oh yes!.. those who know of any other good comment scripts please let me know.. best if that site will not close down like that last one.. hahaha

tomolo will be my big day ... my Baptism day.. hmm.. joyous event.. unexplainable feelings... hmm.. but well.. my story aside.. and wishes also going out to all my Muslim friends a Selamat Hari Raya!

[ Afternoon Nap ]

wtf... damn... cannot even get a peaceful sleep today in the afternoon... it had been ages since I had the chance to take an afternoon nap... had a half day off cos of my registration of subjects for next year... thought that I can finally have a good rest after tat... only to be interrupted by phone calls here & there... Viz called when I was bout to sleep... followed by Joreyl, Angela & Andy while I was sound asleep... Grr... worse of all... I was having a sweet dream when I was woke up by the sound of the pouring rain... & then I realised tat my clothes are still hanging outside... Grr... got a scolding from my mum just now for failing to do things right... the rest of the day was spent at Ros's house... watched a horror VCD... Me & Ros was so amused by how frightened Angela was during the show... hahaha... the show was not frightening at all... maybe by my standards... hehe... tasted their newly baked Oreo Cheesecake & cookies too... hehe... sorry Viz for not jio-ing u along & leaving u all alone at the meeting... not to mention the pool session tat u organized... hehe... so did all of u go poke in the end? hehe... anyway... wats with all these dating stuffs???

"Tranquility comes when the mind concentrates"

[ Interesting Article ]

Recovering from an unsuccessful romantic relationship takes time. The time needed varies. For some it could be as short as week, for others a year isn't long enough.

What certainly isn't going to happen is that you wake up one morning and say: "Yes, it's time to date again." And even if you are ready to get back into the romancing game, there's no guarantee that past memories won't come back to haunt or taunt you. But these do fade in time.

You have to learn to distinguish between the sure signs that you're not ready and the tentative signals that you are. Like most things in life, timing is everything. Knowing just when to start accepting dates ensures a better chance that you will enjoy dating and the deeper relationship that might blossom.

Better to wait to date if:

.:: You still have a sexual relationship with your ex
.:: You are still wearing a ring, carrying a photo or sleeping on the pillow your ex slept on
.:: You are caling your ex on the phone just to hear their voice, or waiting for the phone to ring hoping it's your ex
.:: You still have strong negative feelings for your ex
.:: You're still crying over the failed relationship
.:: You still think of yourself as part of a couple and keeping referring to yourself as such
.:: You still harbour hope that you can get back together

You're ready to take the plunge if:

.:: You're comfortable answering questions about your ex and your relationship
.:: You are ready to accept that you will once again be vulnerable but are prepared to take the risk of being hurt to find love
.:: You can accept that if you make advances on someone you like you could be courting rejection
.:: You feel ready to handle issues that are bound to come up when you begin dating and then move into a new relationship.

While you may just be ready date again, be sure that you aren't looking to find a new love simply because you wish to feel close to someone. Dating is not a cure for the case of the blues or areas of your life that you're unhappy with.

[ seated ]

I'm seated in my 1.5mx1.5m rat hole where newspaper, posters, useless wrappers, unopened magazines and trash lie harmlessly around me.. hehehe.. back to work on this Friday.. nothing cloud my mind except for the exams tomolo.. i'm 50% prepared and should be topping it up to 51% this afternoon by my undying determination to memorise the past years' exam papers..

Yesterday night was an enriching niteout with my God-father, Jude.. an exquisite yet inexpensive dinner at Novena's skylight resturant.. we chatted about almost anything under the sun.. (ceiling).. from our daily lives routines to future plans and dreams.. i always try to remember a strong point of everyone.. so that i can learn from them.. and in him, i saw a rare gift.. he like to watch movie.. alright, you may say you have gift too.. so wat right?.. well.. but if you can remember the exact words and conversation between the characters and able to relate them to someone and still making that someone feel like in the movie again.. it is a gift.. and that's my God-father... hehehe..

ok, to those who might have know.. but for the benefit to those who are still uninformed.. i'm getting my Baptism on this Sunday and will be official accepted into the Catholic Faith.. and I'm inviting those friends whom i know or dun.. to my Baptism Ceremony on this Sunday, 2.45pm-5pm @ Church of the Holy Cross (clementi).. if you are driving, please DO NOT park in the church.. you are authoised to park along the road outside the church..

and yup, it is time.. time for work.

[ Small Community ]

I think something very wrong had happened to my counter.. it register a never-see-before number of visitors.. here goes..

Vizinity, had a total of 435 visitors last week.

Visitors for last week divided per weekday:
2001-12-04: 29
2001-12-05: 186 <--- ??
2001-12-06: 84
2001-12-07: 41
2001-12-08: 32
2001-12-09: 33
2001-12-10: 30

hmm.. anyone remember what happen on 5/12/01??.. beats me.. but it sure looks like someone(s) is on the wrong side of the button.. hehehe.. anyway.. just let me thank everyone outta who have been visiting this page.. and like i've said.. this will continue to be a growing sincere site.. :)

[ Countdown ]

10 more days to the end of my attachment... hmm... waking up early & working in the office with colleagues have become a part of me for the past one month plus... will definitely miss the pple there when I leave... pple like Jane & Joo Lee who had been sitting beside me throughout my working days... Michael for giving me extra work to do...Angela & Alicia who provide the extra spice... Julian who has been guiding me... last but not least Joreyl who has been taking good care of me... thank you all... it has really been a pleasant working experience there...

2001 gonna come to an end... school gonna start soon... sigh...

[ One down and One to go ]

Yes, one paper down and one more to go.. hehehe.. hmm, by God's grace and your prayers, today's paper was easy! yup.. hehe. i can't believe it.. near to 4 chapters of stuffs was not even tested.. i dunno why, but it happens.. hehehe.. and so, the next few days i will be mugging over one subject, one that i'm weakness in.. one that i desperately wanna pass so not to repeat it again!..

hehehe.. and now, i'm in my office which i was suppose to have a half day leave.. well, work just can't be finish no matter how hard you try .. hehe.. alrite.. time to go.. chill..

[ Exams ]

A question of doubt.. (since when a question is without one).. heheh.. anyway, yup, tomolo will be the start of my exam.. the first paper of the two.. hmm.. somewhat happy that the exams are final here.. hehehe.. not because i'm fully geared up.. but as early as the exam starts.. it is gonna end soon.. hehehe..

hmmm.. think i gonna sleep early tonight.. no stress no nothing and face tomolo challenge.. yea.. pray for me ya?!

[ Rojak Pot ]

I'm feeling hot, sleepy and felt that i'm gonna drown in the overwhelming of information.. tomolo is Monday and Tuesday will be my first paper.. yup.. throughly prepared ( i hope).. have been studying for this paper quite a bit.. basically becos i dun want to repeat it again!.. anyway, this week will be one of those busy schedule which will keep me distracted..

hmm.. i'm tired.. chill..

[ Sense of guilt? ]

All thanx to Viz & his marvellous story yesterday... evoking many different emotions in me as a result... sadness... confusion... troubled... but the greatest of them all will be guilt... Viz can really be a good story maker & teller... those stories that u can find in Qiong Yao's novels... hehe... the only diff is tat he added some background music... & his dramatic actions... but his fake tone puts me off... not to mention tat stupid phrase... "Bu Yao Zai Shuo Le"... hehe... but at least he managed to ruin my night yesterday...

yah... the movie was damn nice & funny... it had been such a long time since I luff like tat... yesterady afternoon was supposed to supervise Viz to revise for his exams... Liz was mentioning tat with me around he wun be able to study... well... I was not the one who interrupted his revisions yesterday loh... so dun blame me Liz... hehe...

sigh... sat afternoon & I am still stuck at home... sigh...

"Why point your finger at someone when the rest of the fingers will be pointing back at you?"

[ Late Night ]

My exams are near and my nights are getting later too.. not to books but movie.. hehehe.. well, sort of pampered myself last night by watching "Monster Inc.".. hmm.. a very cute movie.. yeah.. the word is CUTE.. laughable and kinda aid in destressing.. hahaha.. had a good laugh with Wendy and Dan.. though there's only three of us.. it was still enjoyable.. :)

The night was suppose to end early after the movie, on the way back home with Dan, we decided to give a call to Andy.. and the night evolved into a 4 man and 1 woman gang outing.. we went sightseeing at Seletar Satellite Station.. some dam.. and good food.. hehehe.. things dun have to be complicated.. just simple gathering with good friends, form the recipe for a perfect gathering.. hehehe..

and this morning was suppose to be my IPPT (again).. i'm fraustrated by SAF constant pestering that i decided to give them the most powerful slip of paper!.. the Medical Certificate !.. yeah.. i hate to do it.. but i'm cornered and left with no choice.. but the funny thing is that they did not call me up.. hmmm.. heheh.. anyway.. time to study.. and i miss my Liz.. meow..

[ phew... ]

my results are out... luck was again on my side... never tabao any subjects... but overall results not good also... sigh... its okie... u reap wat u sow... I only put in tat amt of effort... so getting this kind of results is expected also... I wanna go watch Harry Porter & Monster Inc!!! Viz on anot? hehe... know u r busy with ur exams & Liz so better dun disturb u... hehe... sigh... sigh... sigh... just took a peep at my timetable for next sem... all the lects are in the early morning... sianz... shall try to make it into a 4 day week... hehe...

enuff of my craps liao... ciao...

"Forgotten past are not meant to be remembered again."

[ sales talk ]

*sigh*.. i'm feeling slightly depressed yet feeling a little guilty about it.. i dunno how to explain..

just had a late night chat with two of my friends.. both of them are insurance agents... and no, they are not selling insurance to me.. the invitation was causal with an agenda of business opportunity .. i assumed it as a friendly gathering.. chatting over coffee and stuffs.. but it turned out to be a session of sales talk!.. yeah.. you can't imagine that when you treat friends sincerely and they just hope to squeeze your money out of your pocket?!.. best (or worse) of all, they packaged it behind the veil of sales scripts and magnify the hypothetical benefits that I should be able to enjoy?!

Network marketing, yes.. that's wat they are trying to get me into it.. tons of pleasant words and scenerios were poured in attempt to flood my mind and drown me from the truth. I have no doubt that it is a business opportunity.. and yes, it CAN bring me money.. however, i do not understand the mask.. the mask that they have to cap in front of their face.. sales talking in my benefits and blah blah blah.. when they are actually wide eyes open, seeing me stepping into a hole of uncertain depth.. lotsa ifs but nothing was guaranteed..

Now, i'm not sure if they are trying to be concern in helping me in earning some money or they are more interested in expanding their network.. i do not wish to misunderstand their intentions.. but wat is real?.. the sales talk ? or the mutual understanding?.. which is faked?

*sigh*.. friends.. i dun judge them.. God will.. anyway.. the benefit of the doubt will be given to them.. they are merely trying to sell.. i just have to wish them luck in their journey on this money quest..

May God bless them and show them the way.

[ Results]

Sigh... results will be out anytime this week or early next week for most of us NTU pple... hope tat the slacker will scrap through again... not tat hungry to tabao subjects anyway... hehe... for those who r concern bout me... pls pray for me too... thanx...

hmm... it has been a long time since I had more than 8 hrs of sleep... it has been a long time since I went for a movie... it has been a long time since I went for pool... hehe... commitments in RC & work had taken away all these enjoyment from me... but guess tat everything will go back to normal again... I hope... attachment is gonna end soon... bout 16 days away... RC activities gonna end soon too as the end of 2001 draws near... but sch gonna start again... sigh... we simply cannot have the best of 2 worlds rite? hehe...

gonna stay up & watch soccer later... Arsenal better win this time... hehe...

"A bubble tea a day keeps the sleep bug & boredom away"

[ one ]

"one bread, one body.. one lord our god".. listening to a spiritually filled songs as i read my book along.. taking this short break to post on today's happenings..

oh well, indeed, with my running nose.. my day ran as well.. i was suppose to have a half day leave this afternoon but was cancelled due to a product training that ended at 5.45pm?!?.. after which i still have to make my way back to the office to settle some stuffs as i will be away from office for the next two days for a short course.. by the time i reached home.. i'm half dead but the examination never failed to haunt me.. *sigh*.. but anyway.. got myself down to actually start. hehehe..

exams are next week and time is really running short.. tons of subects to cover and remember.. guess i really gonna spend more time for myself this week.. will then have to neglect my dear Liz.. hehe..

guess my day shall rock tomolo as i will be learning new stuffs.. hehe.. chill.

[ Good Husband? ]

after going MIA for so many days... I am finally back into the arms of Vizinity... sorry folks for not posting regularly... well...my weekends were also spent on the camp tat Viz had mentioned... fortunately for me I am still going strong... hehe... take care Viz & get well soon... hmm... why did I put such a topic today? not tat I am eager get married but just tat my colleague Jane commented today that I will make a good husband in the future... haha... funny rite? for those who know me it must have been a real joke rite? She said that cos she feels tat I am caring towards girls... I bet some of you must be luffing aloud now... well... everyone have their own unique opinions so I guess tats wat she feel... or she really meant it to be a joke... haha...

But that statement somehow had left an impression on me... I dunno why... was wondering bout wat r the qualities tat make a good husband on the bus just now... thinking of whether I will be a good husband in the future... I know its still early for me to think bout this... furthermore I am still single & unwanted... haha... anyone wanna intro nice gals to me? hiak hiak...

"Time can change many things in life"

[ collapsed ]

yes. my physical self call on a strike against my mind.. went to see a doctor earlier this morning and was awarded multiple medication.. wat a waste.. falling sick on my leave.. *sigh*.. anyway.. my mind if still sober and thinking has not yet show any signs of mulfunction.. shall continue to revise for exams.. which are so close that i can feel the heat.. not the least prepared is my worst enemy.. *sniff sniff*..

yea. think i shall have a shut eye... while the long day awaits..

[ headache ]

my brain is rocking.. and my skull feels like earthquake.. my nose runs like a tap.. and my breathe are heavy and panting.. my voice has become sexy..

These are the 'gains' of the week.. a 3D2N camp which left me in a worse state before i enter it.. and i believe that applies to almost everyone outta and with me throughout the camp.. the hearts and souls worked together, perceiving a single motto that is to train and impart.. it has been an experience for me.. with less than 3 hrs of sleep throughout this camp.. i'm drained physically..

my mind can't seems to be able to think straight right now.. everything seems to blur . .. but home cooked food still the best.. :)

[ in camp ]

yeah, i'm now in camp and it is raining cats and dogs.. the rain tapped heavily on the zinc roof.. somehow.. the aching doesn't bother me that much any more.. sometimes, in life.. it may not be the goal that you have attained that will make you successful.. but the process of undying perservence and determination which makrs it meaningful.

the tappings are getting louder now.. and i seriously doubt that the campfire will commence as usual.. but anyway.. this camp.. till now has been a very successful one.. everyone is putting in their best of efforts, heart and soul..

right.. i think i should be on my way to join the crowd.. chill.. *sneeze*..