hm...its lunch hour now n i happen to be at the lab to do some SETs test so here i m posting before moi tutorial starts at 2.... *yawn* have been sleeping late n waking up early..real tired.... after tutorial will be project AGAIN n then going for a coffee...or should i go for pool??? It was a a surprised that i was jio to go poke..hehe... hm...dunnno..see the time later... aniwae..its realli time for me to chill out tonite coz have to be in school at 8 tml morning for project again... save me!!! ...
buoiz n take care....

well said Dan ... that will probably send fly shoes like what u mentioned to your face ...

had just overcome the aftermath of project ... it is really energy draining ... imagine that you are rushing the documentation at ur friend's house till wee hours in the morning ... 4 person rushing ... taking turns to rest a while and use the computer and laptop ... from outside the house, neighbours might be thinking wtf we are doing - probably like packing the drugs into straws ... to be distributed ... nah ...

having slept for less than 3 hrs, and we are to reach sch in time for the only lecture for the day ... all of us slept for a while in the cab ... alright, I better concentrate on my lecture for now ... and oh yes ... do drop by at my website which is now in the final mode before launch - Lava's Daily Erupting ... do drop a note too ...

all good things have to come to an end..... I know I am good..... but guess tat I have to end my relationship with Viz...... hehe.... *ahem*.... dun get me wrong all of ya.... & stop thinking dirty..... haha.... I mean I think I will be kicked out of this posting zone by Viz once he finished his new design..... since I am so inactive here.... & concentrate too much on my own webbie liao.... yah.. just in case some of u still dunno..... my own webbie's add is slackerz.4mg.com..... haha.... :Þ

will not forget the times when I was a team member here..... posting all my feelings & daily happenings..... thanx Viz for helping me with my homepage design too..... will still need your help in the future loh.. hehe.... well.... getting emotional here.... *sobsob*..... hehe..... I guess this will be my last post here....... before I will unofficially kick myself out of this posting zone.... will miss all of the team members here..... take care..... all the best.... just remember to drop by my homepage for updates bout me loh.... slackerz.4mg.com...... haha..... think shoes are flying towards me from all directions now...... tats all folks....... Goodbye from here...... forever......

p/s: of cos I will still check out the happenings here everyday...... like I alwaays do.... but as a non team member this time?..... hehe..... all of you really think I am so heartless meh?..... hehe..... dun think my good friend Viz will be angry with me rite? haha......

[ Kick ass Internet Explorer 6 ]

yea. just installed IE 6.. and man. .the initial impression.. kick ass.. definitely more better than IE5.. it's predecessor. IE6 hunt website and load them in a jiff.. no long waits even for big websites.. yet to venture new features if any.. that's all for now.. chill

[ busy like shit ]

yes i am.. busy like shit.. though i do not know how shit can get busy, but just busy like shit (?!?) .. hehe.

work has been keeping me on my toes for ever since the start of the week.. dun even have time to meet up with my Liz.. kinda miss her already.. anyway, banned Liz from posting for the moment as she is in preparation mode for tests and up coming exams.. hehe..

everything else is gonna put on hold for the moment.. there are so much to be done.. yet so little have been fulfilled..

*looking arround* I had been missing for days! heheh... was very occupied wif my sch work recently, therefore i didn't have the time to post. I juz woke up and had a dream of me failing my maths online test tomorrow. Oh no!!! is that a bad omen?? i better put in extra effort later as i dun wish my dream to come trueeeeeee again.... haizz... gonnna be mad soon... one assignment due this fri, one test on next wed, two more tests on next sat... ahhhhhhh... time is soo tight~~~ Anyway, there's this show "Beyond the Camoflouge" on Channel U. They are showing a segment on GUARDS now.. hahha... sooo.. my bro is going through all that... WOW! that's not easy man... ehzz.. i better have my dinner now and mug for my test tomorrow... wish me luck, pple~ i need that! hehehe...

[A dose of boost ...]

having praised by Viz for my attitude towards work ... I was like flying ... flying and flying ... well it was a good boost to my dampened mood because of my project which is due this weekend, it made me work all the way to 2 plus this morning ... and good news everyone, because of that dosage, *ahem* ... I have completed all my coding part ... and now it is just the simple integration of design to the project ... *phew* ... thanks Viz!

right now in my own computer lab typing this post and visiting other's blogs and websites, playing some mp3s on my laptop. one of my lecturer is in the lab too, but he didn't seem to mind, anyway he is a nice chap who would always try his very best to answer the most difficult question on programming on this planet ... :)

anyway, I have to continue with my about-to-complete project ... promise, I will be back ...

[ last few moments ]

warming my seats for the last few minutes here in office though i should have left the office pretty long ago.. tons of unfinished work.. and lots of people to chase after.. damn!.. at the rate they start calling me back or give me their quotations.. the war may have started and end.

anyway, just tidied my working desk and it is now a dashing looking work place.. hehe..

just took my ippt last saturday.. and it almost took my last breath.. i thought i saw my life flash in front of my at that last 200 metres of the torturous 2.4km run. still aching from the test.. but tomolo gonna restart my training programming.. back to my track shoes and work out days.. *sigh*.. heheh

so now.. just a word to my liz as i know that she will be reading this. "dear, remember to study k?".. ;) love you.'

Till then.. chill

its evening now and time for dinner...me hungry but there's no food...think i shall go cook maggie mee later... Sigh, its a beautiful sunday where i can do moi work....woke up at 1:30 in the noon but still feeling tired...hehe. Last nite was kinda happening for me at least, had a game of basketball with some good friends. Coolz, its been a long time since i played bball... and after that was a drink at the beancurd store. Think ard 8 of us ordered more than 20 cups of soya bean drink and around 4 bowls of beancurd... kinda "cool" with cockroaches, lizards and mice running in and out of the alley. After that was supper at Balestier Road...bak kut teh!!! There was 3 of us left and we were kinda seh. Moi sis kinda went cranky and i was like stoning. In the end, moi friend decided that he had to walk us home or we'll prob get into trouble. Thanz.... :Þ The nite before was also a ball game and its not pool but bowling. Went to Yishun SAFRA and oh my, its a nice place. Over there is one of the best bowling alley which i ever been. Its decorations are nice and its spacious. However, going back was a real problem... missed the bus and took night rider for the first time to somewhere near home then took a cab...not too bad...that bus was quite fast....

And now, from tml onwards officially, the bombings are here for me. Still got 8 MAJOR projects on hand bombing all the way till 4 days before examz.... its madness. Wonder how many days will i have to spend overnite at moi friend's house or staying till late in school. With moi BTT coming up, things aren't getting better. 8 major projects.... and the percentage is so heavy.... sigh...moi stomachaches seem to be increasine in frequency again..... grrrrr .... ok.....back to moi project...... buoiz.

[ back ]

i'm in the office now, yes, a beautiful sunday just like tat.. ruin.. heeh.. not really... though there is no aircon.. i'm still quite satisfied that i'm in office doing some work.. :)

anyway, thank you for yor response to the closing of vizinity.. but it will not not be very near as time will have to be given for me to think of ideas and design them.. for now till then.. post in vizinity !!..

yea..

I know Viz is rather piss with us ... esp me ... who have set up my own "home" some where on the world wide web ... well ... it is just a small bird ... who stay by his parents who he is young and when his wing is harden and stronger, he has to fly to other place to grow up and search for food himself ...

but, I will still fly back here often to "visit" the rest of the members here ... which is like my family members ... hahaha ...

what rot? hope the above will liven up the spirits and members will slowly come back here and post ... things in life sometime has to be put behind and proceed with new things in life ... no point in turning back or stat stagnent forever ... totally agree with Viz ... and hope my membership will be renewed ... well just caught a glimpse of his prelaunch website ... something similar ... but of a newer and unique concept ... so shall let Viz himself to share it with us ...

got a message from Dan saying that he is going for lunch ... and will SMS me later ... arh, I just got up not long and haven't not eaten my breakfast ... hahaha ... what a piggy I am ... today decided to reward myself for the hard work done for my project for the past few days ... so waking up a few hrs later doesn't hurt my schedule badly ... so don't complain if you are ...

alright ... shall touch on my website for now ... and check out my friends' blogs and websites ... keep in touch

wat??? vizinity is closing down??? Did i hear wrongly?? Well, new concerpts.. and designs.. maybe that will be good. Everything have to move on right. Aniway, lfie is good for me. Will be very bz for the following weeks as exams are coming and i have lots of projects to rush. Aniway, jus drop by to say hi... beybey!

[ Closing of Vizinity ]

yes.. that should at least attract you to read my post. hehehe.. but its not a hoax.. i've been hatching this idea for a long long time.. but doesn't forsake my presence felt in this cyber world.. but the problem is.. what's next? .. just to hang u in suspense a little.. but it will be out probably by next year.. design is still under progress.. and the post team of vizinity.. no fear if you are active member.. you membership will be renew with the new concept site.. for the rest who gave excuses of no time.. busy.. forgot password.. see you again.

its kinda cold in here recently, no one post but me, myself and i.. can blame myself for removing members.. but let not that be a threat eh?.. inactive members are facing retrenchment at the endof the year anyway.. :)

[ killing ]

before you harbour any expectation of today's post with the topic shown.. don't! i'm just writing any word that comes to my mind.. and well.. sadly, its killing..

i dunno wat it signify nor wat i should feel about.. some say that it depicts my violent nature.. some says it is the world it is today.. dunno.. but anyway.. today is gonna be another busy day at work.. nothing much change but will soon be..

as for the rest of the post.. just wat's wrong?? c'mon post.. there's nothing be be afraid of right ?

sigh...supposed to rest at home today but was forced to go down to school... had alot of things on and in the end, i onli left school at 6:30pm...moi brain was like expanding and contracting...lucky me that i did not faint,was feeling soooo weak.. Aniwae...got back moi 2 common test papers and i did not do too bad...at least i was happy about it. And yea!!! I passed moi Financial Management and thank goodness it wasn't just a border line pass :> Thanz to those who help... u know who u are.... Sigh...so many projects, assignment, setting up of learning envt, presentations due and tests coming up again.....but somehow, i also love school....:> i just duno wat to say....in a dilemna now regarding all kinds of relationships that is related to ME! hehe... Hmm....i want to watch Kakashi... anione interested?? *poofs*

hm....coolz....down with a flu and MC for two days but... resting at home now tough still feeling weak somehow. Wellwell, this weekend was sure an enriching one...sat was a day out with the usual and caught up with a friend whom i had not met for ages....and Sunday was a hike followed by a karaoke session, kinda happening. Of course by the time i got home, i was kinda 'seh' like a drunkard but not because i drank..... by the time i got up this morning...i was feeling weak and decided to go to the doc's in the end. Realli have to say a big sorry to my "deer" xiao wu po that i cldn't make it to school today to pass u ur present and help the rest to set up the celebration that we prepared for you and left u with huahua. Sorri...aniwae...gtg bathe now..... will be back...

[ working working working ]

right, it seems to be ages i've since posted.. friday night was an incredible night out with ros, occy and elaine.. had longed for this gathering and was throughly fulfilled. anyway.. the night was fun filled with food over at the humbleJackson.. ranging from finger licking good chilli crab.. red hot stir fry kang kong, crispy deep fried squid.. mouth watering rojak.. soft tender sting ray to.. an overly salted and overly fried mee goreng.. it was indeed beyond the word 'full'.. all of us were bloated to the lungs and felt rooted to the plastic chair.. concentrating hard resolving the 'war' within us. hahah.. the rest of the night, we had a wonderful night and i've replayed guitar (finally) after a lag of 6 months ??.. man!.. i was not aware that time had passed me so fast.. i've forgotten most of the songs that i once knew by my fingertips.. it was kinda saddening.. really.. but anyway.. ezee my 'teacher' encouraged and we played along to some westlife, nsync and etc ... good laughs at ourselves when the four of us tried to do some 'ah-cra-pe-la' ..(really dunno how to spell it.. anyone?).. and singing (a.k.a screaming) .. waking up neighbours .. haha.. thanks guys.. good time dun have to be forever.. just need to be remembered .. rite ?.. hahah.. till we meet again.. and i believe it will be soon.. :)

Saturday started early for a revolver shooting competition over at police acedemy.. first experience with a .38 revolver.. intial impression was that its a bit heavy in comparsion to its petite size.. fully loaded at 5 rounds.. it deliver a recoil which is of course an ant-sting when compared with the army M16.. hahaha.. having experience in my army days.. helped in the familarization of weapon and getting my targets.. not impressive in results.. but our team of five managed to crown the 2nd runner-up for Red Cross.. just after the scouts and npcc.. kinda cool..

and today.. my prophecy came true from last week's post.. i went for hike again.. same location.. my brother roy and me enter the greenery without the help of map.. just a compass, sheer determination and stroke of luck.. we made it.. soaked in my perspiration.. we managed to link up with the rest of our team of friends.. had a fulfilling time in Mac Donalds savaging the food from the trays.. hahaha.. upon reaching home.. all i could do was to bath and catch up with my sleep.. which i was very lack of..

Now, you are seeing this post because i've woke up (obviously?!).. and gonna go back to my work again.. till then.. chill .. monday blues again..

(this was suppose to post last night.. but damn blogger..)

[Came here to drop a note ... cos I love this place ...]

ahem ... at the current state of my mind now is in a total mess ... can't think probably what should I be doing next ... and tata ... you see me here. had a long day out of house ... in fact 2 long days! oh my gosh ... only return to my comfortable house after 24 hrs ... fivesome last night and another mission possible trekking this morning ... it makes me love my house even more ...

well ... I have more or less settle my designs for my website ... should be out from the oven pretty soon (I hope) ... been pestered by occy to do a good job ... okie dude I promise ... for those who have not check out my pre-launch website ... here you are > Lava's Daily Erupting ...

strange reaction ... I still don't understand in life ... who on earth will take a liking for me ... sighz ... I am still unsure of some prenomeum that is evolving around me ... argh ... why me? ... I am trying to get my 6th sense right ... to prevent uninvited and unnecessary embrassment ... may god bless me ... bless my family with good life and fortune ... no need fortune actually ... just happy living under the same roof ...

now I guess I have been missing here for quite a while ... true enough ... with the pre-launch of my website ... I have shifted my focus ... sorry pal ... will promise to drop here often too ... hehe ...

right now in the lab doing some revision ... with all the temptations around me ... it seem impossible ... right after this post ... I will just shut off the monitor ... okok here goes.

[ prayers heard ]

as we are all praying and expressing regrets for those who had died through the inhumane acts of terrorist.. let us also pray that US will not engage into another violent attack in the name of subjugating terroristism. Vehement wrath and despair drove the americans into thinking that only by returning the favour is the only option. US leaders has also express their determination of revenge at all cost and against any groups or countries.. we can share the sentiment of agony.. but why support violent???!..

US way of resolving conflicts are only by military means. just look at gulf war.. and middle east saga.. neighbours fight and it happens when their countries border each other.. violence vs violence.. since when it changes the core of problem ?? has iraq become a good boy?? is the middle east peaceful ??.. years and years of violence.. tons of money.. arts of technology.. but what changed since?..

We can only see buildings destroyed.. innocents died.. the land that may be of rich resources are left in the ground of conflicts and embaced by fear.. fear of even stepping out of their houses... everyone saw wat happen to WTC, heart felt sorrowful for the innocents died.. we sypathised the families who had lose their love ones.. now.. who has ever thought of the millions of innocents who has paid the price of war through the years when US military or political arms show agression on them ??.. be it gulf war.. be it middle east.. even korea, death and the cruelty of wars happen now or future whether or not the media make news out of it..

US is like a man of big ego.. he and he only can protect all countries and instill violent on others whenever they like it or feel necessary in their own baised aspect and vested interests.. but when terror took upon themselves.. they find it intolerable and vow revenge. and in fact, they revenge on the very seeds they have planted throughtout the years..

so, what happen after the revenge ??.. Gen Powell said that they are not only going to fight terrorism.. but to root them all out.. anyone with a sane mind will know that its IMPOSSIBLE.. so what if they killed Osama ?? as long as human exists.. and situations are not resolved.. emotions and wrath will still drive simple citizens into the next Osama. and next.. Resolve.. not suppress.

the media has been gentle and baised towards US interests.. the world is converging into a centre point of motive.. that is to kill.. but everything is recite in such humane way and carry out in the name of maintaining humanity.. I would like to stress that, No War is Holy.. and therefore there is such terms of No Holy War. No matter of wat reasons it may be.. War IS War... Innocents die.. Blood.. debris.. but where is the holiness?? Do we really think that maintain humanity can be achieve by destroying it?

Terror that was send to US was hard to swallow, yes we know. but the when same or even worse kind of terror and despair that gonna send to others by the objective of wrathed revenge.. how are we suppose to feel?.. revenge is sweet ??

- Hearts going out to those who paid the price of their leaders doings - and lets hope that no one will have to pay no more.

My two cts worth.

you must have been immersed by the commotion of the hijack. it's kind of sad. so devastating and loss of words to describe the disaster. never have i expect something so dramatic to be witnessed by my myopic eyes on the tv screen showing channelnewsasia. i thought the worst scenerio was the pearl harbour attack.

regardless of the different denomination of religion, i think we should bow our heads, close our eyes in concentration of prayer. "our most loving and compassionate divine god, many people have lost their dear loved ones. strengthen these innocence to go through this sad moments of life, to pick themselves up. may those responsible of the hysterical event be awaken and see the true light of a loving life. for the departed, who left this world without a final goodbye, bring them in communion with you."

Yes....that's it...hehe.i can finally log on here n post....thanz for a friend who came over to help me fix moi comp again...tink he's real tired...rest well!!! :Þ Aniwae...its gona be long....dun bother reading
[Weekends]
Friday, Saturday and Sunday were spent with a few good friends.suaned by them as usual but its ok! *happy* Aniwae..seeing pple happie makes me a happier person too. And lava, its not that i cannot not keep my secrets but sometimes just needed someone to tok to?? Moreover, you all are considered my close friends and friends which i can trust mah.*i hope* There are alots more of it which you all duno of course and i'm sure everyone do...hehe.....
[Monday] :<
It was sure a disastrous day. Had my FM test in the morning and it was bad.Its nuts! I was soo irritated today...so sianz and i ended up with moi classmates n was CSing. Grrr.....Was sure having a terrible mood swing today..remained silent the whole day.guessed it was someting that happened that morning. Thus, affecting me the whole day. Suddenly, i felt threatened, stressed, competition is high which never had an impact on me before but because of moi "deer huahua" who is so competitive....as i always said, even if u do not go n look trouble for pple, pple will come look trouble for u!!! Dun they have something bettter else to do??!!?? the afternoon lecture had to make me feel even worse.... how i wish i had a someone who was there where i can pour moi sorrows out. But it sure is not easy to find someone whom u like and will reciprocate ur feelings... :<
Afternoon was my hepatits B jab...n gosh, was freaked out. I m not afraid of blood test but was scared of the jab instead. I was so tensed up that i started screaming a little... and halfway the needle cld not go in. The nurse just had to keep asking me to relax n moi friend had to come n tok to me... wat a joke! For a moment, i thought that moi greatest fear was coming through...such as hearing the needle scraping moi bone, needle will break halfway and etc... sigh... moi running nose which had been 'runnin' (wonder y isn't it tired) for a week is still 'runnin'...
Okie dokes...tink this post is lengthy...shall end off here......buoiz

sorri.......testing again...coz can;t post moi post...

Hello!!! ... just doing a test for adding colours into my post ... :)

just got moi comp fixed...so testing.....will be back

[ news flash ]

yes, the world trade centres went one way ticket down into a pile of dust and despair.. the world most powerful and thought of as undestructable force was tamed within the matter of minutes last night. As i was watching the night news, i can't help it but trying to visualise the withering souls trapped in the hijacked planes and innocent lives who woke up in that morning thinking that it another day at work. Helplessness is an understatement.. all they could do were to WAIT, in paitent or not.. they have to face death in its rawest form.

Terrorist.. probably the most inevitable destructive force lurking everywhere else in the world.. targeting at innocent lives in the achievment of they baised political values.. their willingness to sacrifice their lives make them most deadly.

In all aspect of the incident, innocents lives were robbed.. the world stock market landed in chaos.. ahead, the world economy casted on a gloomy shadow.. confidence are dampen throughtout the countries, whether or not US do anything about it is secondary now.. it may be more important to recover the pieces and patch them up again.. wat's the purpose of developing new weapons and war technologies when the infrastructure of it's internal are of such weak and vulnerable calibre.

that's my 2 cents worth of the incident.. for those who dunno about the incident.. good for you, you are still in wonderland.

[Fed up ...]

f**k it ... damn down the guestbook.cgi ... had trouble configuring it to work ... I believe it is the server that does not support certain functions ... that's why ... not that I am dumb ... I have read up the installation and configuration manual attached with it ... and it should be working fine ... certain things work out esp the administration part for the guestbook ... but when it comes to signing ... it just went f**k off ...

cool it.

went for a dinner with vogue and occy ... catching up with each other ... esp Vogue who pour out her sad and long story about her office politics ... hmm ... I think I would not call it office politics ... more like daily-office-screwed-up? nono ... daily-office-big-boss-went-cranko ... take it easy Vogue ... well occy ... great to meet up with u again ... heh ... your ever-amusing-jokes would always spurt everyone out of their boring life ... *pat* ... just love the way you say things ... and today you forgotten to offer me cigarette? and I have to remind you that ... probably you are just tired of asking cos I would always just say "No, thank you" ... hahaha *kick ass man* <|> I must say that I am feeling guilty for not asking Vogue out and she is always the one who initiate the meetup ... just feel so bad about it ... when one just got busy ... it's like that ... hope you forgive me, Vogue ...

it's gonna be a long day ahead ...

[No problem at all ... just tied down with committment ...]

everyone of us here I believe is quite tied down with our committment ... probably everyone should be like me, who have the upperhand of time ... hahaha ... somebody waiting to throw mud at me ...

same here, busy with work as usual ... tonnes of stuffs waiting for me ... oh yes, for those who have yet to visit my personal website, here's the link --> Lava's Daily Erupting ... hope Viz won't mind me advertising my website here ...

I should be back to my bedroom in a short while to clear up some stuffs ... leftover frm yesterday's trisome ... hahaha ... you know lah, used tissues and plastic covers ...

[ wat's the problem ? ]

yes, wat's the problem with the rest of vizinity ?.. where on earth have they disappear ??.. anyway, its viz the man.. and the man is back.. hehehe

my thighs are aching after yesterday's hike.. and its steering my steps into awkward cat walk.. the hike was quite a joyous event.. of cos apart from the fatique and aches.. it has really been enriching .. making love with nature at times can really make you forget the worries and stressfulness in our daily lives... should time allow.. i think i shall insert hike as part of my life.

hmmm.. but tomolo is back to the condemned way of life.. desk, aircon, people, work.. stress.. sigh..

[ up and awake ]

right, its not a common sight to see my post at this time of the day.. especially Saturday.. and so, just wat the fuck am i doing ? hehe..

i'm gonna attend a hike later this morning which stretches over haf of singapore.. well.. not that i got the choice.. so, i shall just regard this as my pre-IPPT training.. urgh..

ok, just wanna take this time to express my gratitude to pal, occy.. though we seldom call each other.. but you never fail to help up whenever i need some advice.. thank dude.. :)

ok, everything is moving up from the bottom of the rock now.. with such good friends.. "bottom" cant be always that long..

chill out everyone !

[ tired ]

i've been staring at the computer monitor for the whole day now.. i'm tired.. my eyes are soring with tears.. my head is pounding with pain.. urgh... isnt this suppose to be TGIF??..

anyway, work has keep me very busy and aprt from the rest of the world's leisure.. the more one trys to clear his desk of jobs and meetthe dealines.. more things will just fill the table as fast as they are cleared. i've become the significiant one with no time.. no pleasure.. no sex.. no money .. but lots of complains..

hmm.. anyway, i regard this as a happy post.. ok, at least it is not sad.. right? .. alrite.. till the weekend burn me alive..

[when endpoints need to communicate with each other ...]

you must have guess that it could be some computer terms again ... well this time you are wrong ... "networking terms" ... where endpoints need to be up in order to communicate with each other ... and rightfully ... I should be paying attention to what my lecturer is talking NOW ... well ... this "endpoint" is not up yet ... hahahaha ...

yes yes ... I shouldn't be surfing net at this moment ... but who cares ... just feeling tied down in some ways ... and I need to vent it out here ... so ... the reasons is obvious when team members post here ...

with notes in front on my lap ... lecturer going thru the notes to prepare us for the test ... but seem that everyone is in their own world ... hah ... that's include me ... my own world of laptop and my posting ... ok damn it ... I think the lecturer is hinting at me ... ok ... shall be back later

I AM VERY SIANZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!
I AM VERY SIANZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!
I AM VERY SIANZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!
I AM VERY SIANZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!
I AM VERY SIANZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!

[ yo yo ]

Another member of vizinity is setting up his own page.. hahaha.. am i spreading the virus or wat.. hmm.. lava.. way to go.. and get that damn guestbook up fast.. i can wait to lay my fingers on them.. hehehe..

last night was a night out.. slendering my presence at b.boss with some 'old' friends.. not that they are old in biological terms.. but just some good old friends back in secondary school days whom i failed in maintaining contact.. our conversation stretched from jobs, politics, gossips, cards, oversea trips and so much more.. there was no famine of topics though the awkward moment of silence did caught between us at times, but was always extinguished by the next topic on the conveyor belt. chilled coffee-good friends-good conversation is the perfect combination for a gathering.. wat else can one ask for ?

alll good things come to end (actually b.boss is closing.. ) .. we parted but with an intention to meet up again .. it was indeed an rewarding night that i was able to sleep soundly knowing that i still have some good old friends worth remembering.. :)

chill..

[Hey look ...]

welcome abroad ... hmm ... whatever your nick is ... it will be revealed soon I guess ... you are part of the family of non-stop insanity ... and I believe you made the right move in be part of us ... no sweat and no regrets ...

kind of feeling kinky ... dont ask me why ... and also ... stomach growling badly. shall made this a quick one before it get worse.

nothing to report to you people, life goes on as usual - aren't they? trying to splate enough content on my web or else it will gets too boring ... nowadays I have the liking of asking questions and giving answers to myself ... a bit strange but still ... I guess I am trying to cope with boredom ... please do not let my group members know that ...

will have a pillow-fight with my quilt blanket later on - for not providing me enough warmth the night before ... and damn it ... it was freezing cold ... put it this way - I am just too lazy to pick up that remote control of mine to control the temperature ... ought to be shot right?

for the first time i posted twice a day...
yes, i woke up, bathed but my downness has brought abt the stressing headaches.
damn, it doesn't work. let me sleep till i feel better.
gonez

todae isn't any pleasant day for me. i'm feeling horrible and the situation around me aggrevated it inflicting more emotions in me. a lesson learnt: to accept the things as they come and as what it's portrayed to me. i can't deceive myself for seeing is believing.

all these moments are condemn to the bottom of my broken heart. sigh. no one will understand me.

you must be clueness of the extract information i have post but the message put across is as complex as what you see.

now i will think its simply. just 'die' in the bed and wake up take a bath feeling afresh, with new life. everything will start anew. i believe i can do it. no more looking back and just push myself forward. definately no regrets

tataz.

hmMMm... hi all!!! i'm still new in the posting zone.. therefore i need some help!
Q 1 : Y can't i edit my own profile???
Viz, i remembered you saying bout the "evil looking" button on the top right hand corner, under Team. But but.. i don't see one!!!
sob sob.. can someone help this newbie here pls??? ;~(

hello!!!!

[Managed to follow the trail back ... HERE]

lost and yet tired ... sick of everything here and there ... but still ... *shake head* ... yup, this is the longest lapse of days that I didn't splat a single word here ... don't worry about me as I am getting on with my last few willpower and drops of energy

things have to go on ... seeing the smiling face of friends do brighten me up at times ... I know they are trying to cheer me on ... and I know that I am just putting on a false smile ... because that's basic human touch ... right?

to be exact, I have been posting faithfully here for the past 1 year and 3 days - right Viz? ... still remembering the days I was posting here like a small little fry of germs? must really thank the man for letting me pour out my feelings here 24 hrs a day, 7 days a week and 365 days a year ... really appreciate it ... <|> anyway, just wanted to pre-launch my personal web - Lava's Daily Erupting ... nothing much as yet ... things will be added whenever I feel like it ... but wait ... me not leaving this place ... and doesn't mean I will post less ...

shall give my bed some warm for now ...

[ but but.. ]

I thought that i posted this morning.. but somehow.. its missing.. anyway, my voice is recovering and i'm soundly rather sexy now.. hehehe..

trying hard to break my laziness and get to work as part of my daily struggle.. tons and tons of work are already piling.. and i'm posting away.. heheh... right.. time to think about where to land myself in the future.. future.. sigh..

[ sign language ]

I think it is high time for me to learn some simple sign language that will aid in my daily communication.. now that i have lose my voice almost completely.. every word pronouned with care and strength turns into instant noise.. no one understand.. most people misunderstood.. *sigh*.. i wonder if french kiss help.. hahaha..

anyway.. let me check on the date.. havent been posting often in vizinity.. ya.. usual excuses just cant use them anymore.. so i aint explaining anything.. screening through my schedule for the week and boi! its already packed .. studies.. gyms.. outing with secondary friends.. oh boi!.. so excited.. some of them i cant even make out their faces anymore.. and the rest are all the usual stuffs..

i have a strong intention of giving this site a revamp.. but my laziness rule my soul.. dun feel like doing anything at the moment except looking at the clock tick.. tock.. tick.. tock..

hm....its a hot monday afternoon...well, was supposed to have my Financial Management Test this morning but moi lecturer flew moi aeroplane... actualli he had a stomach flu n was not feeling well. It was kinda a blessing in disguise coz when he came to see us this morning, we were asking him some questions regarding the tests and suddenly, to our horror, it was a totally different format. He flew moi aeroplane for the second time but shan't blame him, he's too a cute and farnee fellow to be blamed at...hehe....

So wats up today....duno....some sleep, assignment n stoning...... *yawn*... <----its an indication there

tataz.

sigh...posting at this hour means that i can't get to sleep.

Had a dinner at this Turkish Restaurant at Millenia Walk. Go try it, its good and its reasonable. As for the steamboat dinner buffet which i had the other day...not too bad...no comments. Hm....went to highlight moi hair yesterday...some pple said it was nice n some say it sux but i dun care coz i want a change!!!

An old time friend called me after being missing in action for such a long time. Glad to hear that he liked his Brunei trip..hehe. Suddenly thought about alot of things... realli missed the days last time but i suppose some things are just meant to be left in the Box of Sweet Memoirs. :> Of course some things happen lately which made moi whole world upside down...leaving me in such a chaotic state. Even the bus is not at moi side, waited for half an hour n it did not come....s***** bus 162. Hope moi journey to padang wld be well later... ... I do not understand it n i cannot take it lying down. Are some things realli not meant to be? gggggrrrrrrrrrr....just can't help tinking about it.... *sob sob* However, i believe that i m strong to pick moiself up again like wat moi chinese name meant. Who's life has no ups and downs....??? If u dun have...u better off be dead.... (ok....the song Can't Cry Hard Enough is being played now....argh!).. how emotional can i get???!!???

[ good night out ]

Just came back from Ros house.. and *burp*.. and i'm still bolted with bread that sandwiched.. chicken,beef .. cucumber.. onions.. tomatos. onion rings.. nuggets.. baked beans.. ice-cream.. okok.. the list just goes on.. hahaha..

its been a long time ever since our jobs got the better side of us.. and it was indeed some simple gathering over a incredibly bursting meal.. watched "Cat & Dogs" .. kinda cute.. haha.. pets will never be the same again after you watch it.. hehe..

and yes, tonight is suppose to be an early night for me as tomolo will commence before the sun kick my ass.. i will be at Padang getting hit !!.. haha.. my pathetic share for charity.. raising funds by getting hit .. so.. anyone interested.. please.. come to Padang and look for the store that write "HIT IT"..

alrite.. time to go.. chill ..