Yes!I'm back!! back from 4 dayz of fun and relazing camp. I looked like a tanned zombie with dark rings ard my eyes... oh duh!!! i'm soo tanned yet the dark rings are visible.. my god.. *yawnz* my eye lids are heavy now.. only slept bout 3 hrs++ yesterday.Aniway, the last four days were fun-filled and crazy!Made lotsa new frens and had a great battle.What battle do i mean???Well,the campers were divided into four groups and i'm in grp 1, with the cool name of Nivek(Got the name frm my GL's name, Kevin.He's really a cuteeeeeeeee,yandao,chio and blur GL man.. hahha..i can't stop luffin whenever i see him!)The four grps were suppose to compete among one another and we emerged as the champ!yay!!! Got into a big fight yesterday man... and got moiself a bruise on my right arm.Grrr.. the guys are really damn rowdy and rough.Ganna a few kicks,pushes and punches when we r stepping each other's ballons... hahha..well, it was juz a game so i didn't take it seriously.Think i will stop here... if not the post will be damn long... well well, gonna wash-up and unpack my stuffs now.. they are too smelly!!! Bye bye all!!! viz... hehhehe... was unable to post cos of my camp.Dun remove me wor... hehhehehhe.....byeeeeeeeeeee

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When.. dudes.. fans.. dear readers of vizinity.. and members.. as you can see that vizinity readership is decreasing.. and that the members are no longer posting.. its time that the man here think about the question.. "What's Next" ?.. from my point of view.. there is no need for the wonderous membership display on the right when there's actually 20% member posting.. yea.. hmm.. so.. *pacing up and down* .. when i was in taiwan.. reading the posts.. somehow it appear more lively.. maybe because of my dis-existence.. heheh.. there has always been an idea harbouring in my mind for a very long time.. maybe it could be apply soon ??.. that is to REVERT vizinity into my own personal site.. maybe it will be a posting arena for just me ?? just like the good old days?? .. hmm.. not that i'm affected by the members not posting enough.. i mean.. since when is it an obligation to post ??.. for those who cant offer time.. i think i just have to let you go rite ??.. no hard feelings man.. u have till the end of next month before i decide on your existence in vizinity.. nothing great or drastic rite ??.. i mean u aint gonna lost a skin or something. it all rounds down to your own decision.. to post or not..


so.. that's all..

[All the time in the world ...]


this song somehow just urged me to post here ... thought I have been faithfully keeping myself online, to receive any updates from peers on anything that is happening. Well the truth is, I just don't feel like posting anymore. With this sentence, Viz will probably drop me a bombshell at my door. Who knows he won't? Anyway, was rather vexed in everything. I have signed up myself for 4 camps and 1 trip. Yup, just emailed the resort that I wanted a chalet-type in their resort for 3 days.


What else can I say? Not being cherished by others, feeling lonely and unwanted is the worse you can get. Not even her, she is just too busy to drop me a call, only occasionally forward some cute picture thru SMS. Even when she is free from her work, she is taking a rest preparing for the next day. So that slowly distance me and her. Frankly speaking, it is my fault for not calling her, this make her feel less wanted and worse, slowly calls from her became less. I guess I am just useless.


You may be thinking that my feelings for her are getting weaker by the day, in fact you are wrong. Somehow I just can't bring myself to say how much I love her, but whenever I was about to pick up the phone, my confidence just leaves me. Not able to take it - the "sorry I am tired/busy" phone calls. Just like that, I guess it is me who can't face the failure of the 1st obstacle.


Like it or not, this may be my last post. Either you copy and paste it somewhere, or just jolly-well ignore this. If I ever make a comeback, give me a pat on my shoulder. I know I shouldn't be saying this, "for goodness sake, the rest of the members start posting!" ...

[ been a long time ]


looking at the unpost vizinity, i know i should do something.. i mean.. where's everyone espeically at this period of time ?? Yo!! Members !! Post !!!


Life has been kind to me, blissful relationship and wonderous friends.. so far, it has been rewardind from the day i stepped down from the plane.. work and friends kept me busy till today i find time to post. sitting on my office chair.. resting in and waiting for lunch clock to strike.



Liz is getting her results today and the damn server is down.. feeling all excited and tense as though i'm the one receiving it.. hehe.. hmmm.. nothing interesting to post recently.. just that i decided to keep a little portion of my moustache and beard.. heheh.. a ragged new look.. heheh.. probably keep my hair a little longer till i cant stand it.. hehehe.. or when Liz can stand it.. hahaha..



so i guess its time for me to get back watever i left undone..

a monday morning that seems like a sunday.....hm......after a bz weekend, time for me to slack today....somehow managed to catch back the sleep that i have missed for the last few day, i hope...*yawn* Aniwae, got moi email acct fixed this morning...n this is prob the best thing that will happen to me today.... yeayea, like wat moi friends always tell me, its the user at fault not the computer...i ACCEPT it!!! But without me, pple working to fix pple's computer will prob be jobless to yeah??? In this way, some things are balanced in a way...hehe.... Yes, results will be out on tml or on wed....wonder how i fared...time sure passes fast.....ciaoz!

byebye all!!!

[Am I suppose to cry it out ... ]


knowing that big guy like me shouldn't be doing that though sometime I just couldn't control it. Knowing that people will start telling me not to brood over it. Well, as a matter of fact, if it is that easy, probably I won't be tearing now. Much better now.


Supposingly to post here whatever that comes to my mind. Seem that my mind now is a totally blank. Sounds contridicting when I say that, if not why would this sentence comes out here?


So wtf with that? Nothing much in fact, just would like to pour out any sorrows or unhappinessness through here, which eventually that I will feel much better. Signs are indicating, hints are flying around. So what does it shows? I would rather things go on smoothly rather than beating around the bushes. Confusing is one thing, but the ability to catch the hints is another. Can't anyone just spare me the flying hints? Though the ever-growing cells of my brain are absorbing all the information and trying to encryt it, but, it just seem that my ability to do that is getting bad. Worse!


A crying child for being naughty would say this to his parents, "Spare the rod!". For me, "Spare the flying hints". Isn't things going to be simple and good if things were to elaborate in a more direct way?


Seem that time flew without anyone noticing it. I have yet to achieve anything in life though I am reaching my 2nd decade. Not even at least hit the minimum saving that I aim to save, nor done something great that would be in my memory for life, till I stepped into my coffin. Any advises on that? Guess I am talking nonsense and blabbering ...


I have decided to do something that I have not done before, something that I wanted to do for a long time. Time has ripe ...

hiyaz.. when was it since I last posted?? sheesh!!! does everyone here still remember me??? *grinz* I guess I'm just here to say... HARLOW!!!!!!!!!! how's everyone??? it's HOLIDAY TIME!!!!!!!!!! HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ Is the World getting Smaller or Bigger ? ]


I will bet a hundred dollars on the day you cant see -someurl.com- .. did you ever bother to count the number of dot.coms you see in a day ??.. in MRT.. bus ads.. office ..schools.. and etc ?? .. the answer is simple. two letter word.. "No" .. reasons being there's just too much of dot.coms, the dot.coms trying to get you to their dot.coms. and flash their dot.coms everywhere visually possible.


They say that with communication means widen and enhanced by internet.. the world has turned smaller.. people gets things done without being there.. communication via internet became a cheaper and more direct.. the introduction and the extensive use of it also add new words in the dictionaries.. only internet can link two totally unrelated words into a meaningful phase.. like.. cyber-sex .. electronic-mails .. search-engines.. and since when 'yahoo' becomes a noun??! .. hahaha.. just imagine how many people devoted their time and energy after a day's work indulging in the cyber world ?? (ok..me guilty of it) .. think of the time they could have spend picking up and nurturing the relationship between family members and friends??..


So.. the world really turn smaller ??.. why not look at the other angle ? .. internet introduced another world.. another platform ON TOP of whatever we are currently in. Time has to be distributed and shared among the two worlds.. virtual and real. people will spend more time alone screwing computering keyboard rather than meeting up and screw each other.. hehehe.. people will send regards via internet rather than picking up the phone and say hello. the world has become less interactive and hostile. jerks hide behind the monitor screens harbouring sick ideas ..waiting for a innocent and stupid prey to bite the their bait.. all thanks to internet.. things could have been more tedious.. so i say.. the world has become bigger.. half step is consider long if internet can do the job for you. maintaining relationship over the net is more common than physical contact.. less people on the streets... so.. who the fuck says that the world is smaller ??..


bottom line is.. like it or not... internet is a double edged sword.. used wisely, you will benefit.. misused it.. you find yourself cornered and burnt!..

grrrr.....the weather is so freaking hot that i m feeling freaking irritated....grrrr......aniwae, YES!!! Our man is back....tat means the blogger can be saved?? Hehe....Well, yesterday was sure a long day....went for a haircut ( which din look like it was cut ), then had a meeting in the evening.....boy...it was sure a long along day n there was onli a few stars last nite :< Today, is another long long day....gotta meet up a good old friend, then another meeting to attend later again.... Sure is a blessing in disguise for a non-working person like me....hiak hiak...starting to miss moi pig's timetable......hahahaha...... Aniwae, accidentally flew a friend's aerolplane yesterday...sorri :> And yes, before i sign off... Moi 2 gd friends will be back from a non-singapore country tml......can't wait to see then!!! Enjoy ur day n PIG...please take care......

[ Heat Wave ]


I was kissed by the warm breeze once i was elevated from the underground passageway this morning.. as the wind caress the withered tree leaves.. and they danced their way down light fallen leaves ?! <-- wtf?? .. i felt this familar vicinity with my memory 40 days ago.. the road to my office.. this morning is the first morning after so long away from work.. excitment and anticipation to re-throne my office chair like a geek.. hehehe.. anyway, problem arise the moment i stepped into the office.. but resolved promptly.. :)


yes ladies and gentlemen.. Viz is back.. the bastard is back.. watever you call it.. no matter how u resist.. I'm Back !!.. not like a terminator.. but.. oh well.. who cares.. hahaha.. hmm... trying desperately to connect myself with my working life again.. damn!.. hahaha..


ok.. i think my brain is still very choked.. bye dudes..

zoc>> looking for me?? heehee...
Lava>>u lucky guy.. i lost my ang bao ...sobsob..
anywaez..yesterday was a busy day...until no time to celebrate my bdae..first part of the day was spent at NUS...then evening rushed for wedding dinner...very happy for the bride and groom...heehee... Albeit busy for the whole day...i managed to survive through the day with no sabotages..quite peaceful, but must say this was the most different bdae thruout my 16 yrs (or issit 17) coz no celebration but managed to attend a wedding dinner. Got perfume, soft toy, necklace as presents..but sobsob..due to carelessness lost a keychain *guilty*

Now for updates...this week is a total pig's week for me...coz spent 4 days of the week eat..sleep.. Was selected to attend the International Conference on Fundamental Sciences: Biological and Chemical Sciences. Unfortunately, the talks are too chim for some of us..we ended up falling asleep. The great thing abt the conference is there's lots of break...1 in the morning...abt 1-2 hrs later we hav lunch...1 -2 hours later...tea...then dinner. *no wonder i put on weight*. Today there was a super chim lecture by a nobel prize winner..very few understood wat he was tokking abt..the whole lecture was so boring (to us who can't appreciate his talk) that we dozed off to sleep...even my physics tutor..Though we slept..we learnt something : In order to be a awarded Nobel prize..ur findings gotta be super chim *haaaa* Lucky..tomorrow's the last day..

Though ate a lot...i was EXTREMELY stressed up this week...that i wanna explode soon...was quite upset for a few times....plus..i'm actually quite sick..gotta eat one hundred over tablets and pills...scary right...i may look healthy but..i'm actually quite weak *sob*

ok...gotta go...eat medicine...everyone take care yah...while i find some ways to relieve stressss.....*oinkz* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*pig screams*

[Say goodbye to my 28th Storey view of the beautiful ports ... ]


Say goodbye, say goodbye ... *hym the tune of the song - "Say My Name"*. Yes, like what I mentioned, today is my last day at work. Sad to say, I miss this place, my colleagues and the beautiful view. The day in the office is as usual, with some of my colleagues asking me whether I will be in the office tomorrow. Well, as if I can't, which I really can't as Viz is coming back.


Yesterday attended my friend's wedding at Oriental Hotel. It was a simple and grand wedding ceremony. As the couple preferred to be a simple one, the ceremony was done without the usual "Yammmm Sengggg" . Just a mere "Cheers" when the couple with their parents were up the stage to toast. My friend was so grateful to me for being her official photographer. hehehe, got an "Ang Bao" from her before my duty starts. hehehehe ... from here, wishes the newly wedded couple a blissful and lovely life ahead ...


On the note, I was thinking how will my wedding be like ... with my future wife ... though still too early to think about it, but it is not too early to start saving for the future. If I am still alive in this post, I will let u guys know what's going to happen to me ... *hopefully grin*


Time to start packing up and clear my stuffs before the arrival of our man. Eve was on the SMS line, heheing away at me ... damn ...

argh....the WEATHER!!!! GRRRRrrrrrrrr.....its like freaking hot.......making moi mood so bad.....can u imagine??? I was just taking a nap with the fan on...n i actualli perspire like some running tap.....finalii had no choice but to turn the air-con on....sigh...these few days was spent and home sleeping n eating...like a pig's timetable....toking abt pig....where is pig??!!??
Hehe....Dad just called home last nite..seems that he is enjoying himself now....he was flying off to LA....me jealous but nvm....shall make the best to wat i have now.... today is tues day.....3 more days before moi 2 beloved friends come back from c_______...n 1 more day before viz comes back??? hm...time to do something to the blogger...hiak hiak.. shall go bathe now..tataz!!!

[Girls of this century are typically more annoying ...]


well, that's a general comment on girls. hahaha, who ask Oreo to say that guys of this century are behaving more weird. Well, it is style, not weird. Seen "Power Station", they have style with long hair. Probably some guys wants to do that. Well, not for me. My style is to keep it neat and sweet, so that it can attract more girls. Speaking of that, I almost got into some "trap". Gosh ... not gonna speak about what happened, but didn't know that I am attractive. Okie full stop for that.


Right now into my second last day in work, and also at the same time waiting to go for lunch. It is just merely 10 minutes away. Seem that dark clouds is not far from me, with view at my 28th Storey office. It is almost evitable that dark clouds can be so near to you. And WTF? What has it got to do with me, with dark clouds that is near? AS a matter of fact, it does matter. I don't have to run "scetter shelter" to satify my stomach, can't remember that the first word of that 2 words. Seem to have returned all my knowledge back to the teachers after 10 years of education on English. Anyway, who cares? AS long as you understand, it is good enough, if not, you better bring out that dusty dictionary of yours from the overwealming and overcrowding of spider and webs. Time to do some dusting, dude.


As I mentioned earlier on, 2nd last day in work, which mean our big man is coming back! Can't to see him again. But sad to say, I will be joining those unemployed community, looking/begging around for a job. Sighz ...

Guys of this century are behaving more and more weird. For the past few days, i had saw guys with really long hair,adn some with really crude hair-cut. i mean...the hair on their head.Not their pubic hair... heheh...Some left it flowing in the wind.., some tied it into a pony tail, and even a bun.Oh my god!!!Can't they juz cut it neat and clean..or perhaps they can't afford to visit the barber.hahha...i saw a guy with really cool hair cut.. He shaved the 1/2 of his top off and left his long hair behind,juz like the guys in the gu zhuang xi.hahhaNot only their hair... i saw some guys in really funny outfits, like small tiny colourful,fancy tee... be it sleeveless or with sleeves.. i even saw one wearing a rather transparent white pants with his g-string inside..ekz.. it's not tat i can't accept tat.. but i find them rather gross, weird..his butts are simply ugly!!! hahah... or maybe they are juz trying to be special.. hahah... so much of guys.. no offence k.. wat i juz said, were juz a minority of guys.. i'm not refering to all.HmmMM... do people-watch when u r bored or free... there are always interesting pple ard us.. tataz~

greetings to readers, life isnt any wonderful when your target of vacation income will be $2000++ and in reality only to drastically earn a nominal sum instead. i'm so broke! *gosh* never felt like this before. viz is so sweet these days. he keep flooding my handphone with sms and making long distance calls. i'm afriad he will foot his bill till pockets empty. wonder what surprise he has got for me. pressing me to excitement whenever he smsed that he has surprises. who don't like pleasing surprises right? glad wendy posted. but how about the rest? for the sake of telling us abt your on-going life, flood it in. certainly, this website can support it. the magic word here:PLEASE?

["It's so strange ... what do 'cyou' know"]


A very sentimental sentence that is still hanging in my head from yesterday short meet up with dude Occy and dudette rraine. Unexpected that I will be dropping by right? hehehe. But was great. Really miss you people and the fun we had. Though occy still never give up in conning me to take a puff, well it just a way of exchanging greetings right? "Do you want?" - *offer a lollipop*. Sorry got to leave early last night as I promised to be home by 12 midnight, or I will drastically change into a rugrat old man. We have chance ... many many ...


Must thank the host for the wonderful Tom Yam Soup and the special drink poured by rraine. Oh yes, I love the otak fish. hehehe ... talking cock as usual ... but would classified we have 'upgraded' into the next class, especially with the whole night "It's so strange ... what do 'cyou' know?" sentence. The host almost got the urge to stuff the lollipop into their 'ass'. Well, make it 2 for the big one. *jack ass*


Just came back from a wonderful dinner with my grandparents in Mandai. Not having animals for dinner, but Yong Tau Fu, one of the famous stall in Singapore. *burp* - smell of fried shui jiao. Okie, for those who don't know what is that, it is actually make using a kind of special 'skin' made of flour and with minced meat stuff in the middle of the squarish 'skin'. Then it is made by folding into half, and start pressing into like small curry puff. Can't find any food to describe it. hehehe


Miss Eve thought I got to see her today. But only got to exchange a few words ... I miss you ...

[ So Close Yet.. ]


There is no mistake, no coincidence. I'm still in Taiwan.In the matter of 2 days, I will be official away from Singapore for 1 month!! Hate to admit, but I do miss Singapore... well.. especially you-know-who . hehe.. ya.. heard that i was promoted to my next higher rank in RC. hmm.. probably i can start drafting a interview for myself in 'Close-Up'.. hahaha.. or maybe anyone dare enough can email me the list of questions.. hahaha..


hmm.. within the few minutes i will have to leave this place.. my 2nd means of getting my presence felt in singapore.. hahaha.. will be back in singapore very soon and create havco again.. hahaha.. Vogueyea.. the bastard is going to rough up the calm sea that embraced everyone in his absence.. hahaha.. things gonna be DiFfErEnT ! hahah..


For those who are waiting patiently for me to buy presents back.. it must be a long time you see this.. *m|m* .. yea.. i'm here for reservist.. not some fucking holiday !... hahaha.. anyway.. taiwan is not as cheap as you guys think.. the trend and hip is way ahead the most funkiest dude in town .. the cost of living is either the same as in singapore.. else higher.. that's something that i will not believe if i'm not here myself.. if you think that i'm making up excuses .. this is mister finger again.. --> *m|m* .. hahahah..


hmm.. leaving this place soon.. for those who miss me.. keep up the good work again.. hehe.. ;)


[ For Liz ]


It has been near 1 month since we last met each other. I Miss You..

Will be back very soon... :)

HALO PPL....hey where's everyone???...dis plc pretty lonely since the "MASTER" is not around...hey.., come to think of it... I really miss dat BASTARD..heheh...but do not fret..he's coming back....wat happen here..how come recent posting cannot be view... watever..I'm no expert I NOE somebody gonna b responsible.. Some of u ppl might hav heard dat I'll b starting my new found job dis coming Mon... wish me luck guys..after 2 whole week of slacking I might need to get some "getting use" to. Starts getting up early, squeeze in wif the morning crowd for transport...coming home late another squeezing episode.... all dat crap.. but I will prevail. really looking forward to Monday though. And for those ppl who's been trying to get a job...hey relax... enjoy ur holidays while u can.. of course unlike me ...I hav no Holidays.... DAN...dun worry...if I ever hav any "lobang" u'll be the 1st to knoe...( dat goes for the rest too...but of course he'll get 1st priority..hehehe) in the mean time...chill out will ya... u hav'nt been qio-ing me out ever since u start ur holidays... but the again...wif the new job coming up I might not be dat free anyway.....

till we meet again...all of u take good care K?!

[Alright ... calm the f**k down ... Vizinity is up again ...]


I guess this post will calm down the tension and frustration among members and the supporters. Well, just managed to debug the problem which our posts did not get in here! Pass the message around - "Vizinity is alive again!"


Haven't got a chance to update on myself during the 'down' period. Nothing much on myself except that I am rather busy with work. But good thing is that work is coming to an end when our man, Viz is back from the 'notorious' and physical-demanding reservist.


Haven't met up with Eve for days already. Our last met up was monday. Catch a movie together with 2 other - "Someone Like You". No comment on that as I didn't fall out of love. haha < wtf?


I wonder how Eve felt for me. *Took a quick peep at myself* Though not that appealing to any girls in terms of size and look, give me a chance, I will prove to you. - *sniggering* Well, I believe in devotion and concern for person whom you love. Be there or try your best to be there when your love one needs you.


Weekend is a good time to catch up with friends whom you miss out in your daily life. Supposingly on my part that I promise myself to meet up with occy and rraine, well sorry guys - ? Got stuffs to do over that recent weekend. Let's see what I can do this time. So for the rest of you, have you done so?


[Pleasure in going to the opposite sex ... *ahem*]


Seems to me that these 2 girls here are rather amazed when they entered the opposite sex washroom. One was still LOL away, which the other was still shocked over the kind of genitals that her opposite sex has. Guess - they have to fulfill their sexual desire, everyone has. Never knew that going into the male toilet and scare/shock the guy-who-has-just-finish-his-business is another kind of sexual fulfillment. Gosh, imagine the 'trill' that Zoc is getting. wooo hoo!


Screw you guys, I am signing off ...

yooohoooo...juz dropped by for a short post. How's everyone???Do post as much as u can...keep vizinity going on.. even though he's faraway frm us.I'm sure liz will be more happy to see everyone posting.... am i rite??hehhe... it's thursday now! One more day to go b4 the wkends arrive... will be occupied wif lotsa things on these weekends... so most prob, i wun be posting.. hehe ..*grinz* I'm going for a Thai trip interview tomorrow.Hopefully i will be shortlisted.Wish me luck pple, i need tat!!oh deah...it's time to get back to work. Enjoy ur lives, dudes!zoc... i accidentally went into the gents b4 tooo... tat was embarressing man...lol! take care k~ =]

think there's something wrong wif blogger...dunno if this post will be up on Viz's homepage....aniwae...wanted to post yesterday but moi comp just disconnected half way n couldn't log on for the nite animore. Well, yesterday i went to look for a job n something happened, u all might think that it would have been the most embarrassing thing in moi life but dun think it is....hehe...was on moi way to Jurong from Tanjong Pagar MRT...when nature called. Yes, i needed to go to the loo n well, for the first time of moi whole life, i stepped into the Gents' toilet!!!! The Gents was straight in fornt of me n the door was opened while the Ladies was on the left...guezz i was deep in thoughts that when i stepped in, i din even bother to check the sign. Haha...when i saw the guy, the first thought was that i thought that he was a pervert or something till i looked at the urinal beside him n i was like "Ooooppss....sorri" n i quickly dashed out n went to the ladies. Hehehehehe.... think the man had his greatest shock in his life becoz he was zipping up his pants halfway when i walked in n he was like ("o) --->shocked!!! Sigh.... Aniwae, i've given up finding a job!!! Decided to be a tour guide instead though the pay is meagre... bringing Myanmmar and China students around Singapore n guess wat, will get to eat as well. Hehe.... Meanwhile, i will sleep coz have been feeling very tired lately since i came back from the camp over the weekends or is examz. Though is the holidays now, i m still stressed coz of the new semester coming up where i have got 9 lesson plans to do n to execute out including the projects...Gosh...moi life ahead seems to be a rough patch of waters.... a FLOAT please!!!

[Vizinity is up running again ...]


some glitches here and there. Just managed to bring up Vizinity. Viz: I did my best in uploading the file that was 'damaged' from your computer. :)


Anyway, I will come back later when I am done with my stuffs. Hang it there ...

hey, are my eyes getting tired or what? i think there's something different on the posting page today. i wish i can do something to amend and bring it back to its original position. but... not web creating educated. lets wait and see if it will just change. anyway, nothing exciting or beautiful occured to me for me to tell you cos its a deadly routine of life for the past few days. its real bad!! all i can hope now is, god give me a job that pays considerably well and make me happy. and and and, viz is coming back soon. life can be real torture without him. time just halt with his departure. the clock just snail away, tick tick tick tick...

ehz, thought i juz posted last morning rite..y can't i see my post now???it had disappeared!!Wat's happening????*scratch*

[Sick of you? ...]


eh ... what made you say this? you mean I will be in the same school as you? How is that possible? You are in SP and I am in somewhere else. Eh, don't scare me ... I can't take any shock.


[A word of 'Thanks' ...]


for the encouraging words thru SMS ... emails and ears. I really appreciate for those messages "Take it easy dude, it will get better", "Hello lava, everything will be alright". Don't worry too much my friends, I am feeling alright now. Though the scar may takes time to heal. I guess it should be alright.


Wonder how's Eve is doing. Haven't been messaging her and giving her a ring. Hope she is still at her usual self. Eve: "Take care alright ..."


Don't seem to have mood to continue this post. Be glad to read this post. "I am feeling better now ... but hurt"

okie dokes...gotta rush this post b4 i MIA for the next few days....aniwae, a big hullo to everyone!!! Hehe...have been rather busy since examz were over, meeting up with pple n stuffs... During moi distress days, i realli would like to thank those who have wished me n stuffs...pple like Mr S, Mr L, Mr L again, Miss A and Miss R...n many more..without the support of good friends like youS...i might realli have broke down..wanted to send you all an e-card but dun have the time...sorry....owe you one... Well, besides that, a little update of moi life...trying to find a job but can't coz there is a fierce competition going on among NTU, NUS and the polytechnic pple...sigh...with the economy downturn....it sure din make things any better.... N before i ciaoz, BON VOYAGE to moi 2 good friends today who will be leaving me in S'pore for 2 weeks.....2 WHOLE WEEKS!!!! Booooo Hoooooo....gonna miss you 2...... meanwhile, take care!

hey, are we allegied to viz or something? once viz start to post, we just back away, pack our bags and leave vizinity? haha, kinda cute actually. even i have to admit that i haven't been frequent these days. but i will try, will you all give it a try too? -thanks- just taken my lunch-2 donuts and 1 sardine puff. its a norm for my lunch actually. they can be catergorize under my fav food.although simple but somewhat delicious. ok, after this i will rot and maybe take a nap. await calls to congratuate me that i have found a job! *wishful thinking*

[Tired ...]


you must be wondering what am I doing at this hour of the day, instead should be resting my cosy bed filled with cosy stuffs? Well, I am somewhere near home, which mean I am still outside! Second question that came into your mind is that how do I get Internet access at this time of the day, where CyberCafe is closed for the day. Alright, shall feed you 'hungry' supporters. Right now, I am at my friend's office. 2 friends in fact, the other one who is currently working in this company and another one who used to work here. Alright, f**k it, rather confusing where the current state of mind is like conking out anytime. Well, to put it simply, they are rushing for some closing of accounts. Damn it ...


Went out today for a pool session and a movie treat. - "Enemy at the Gates". Right, it is a show not to be miss for those who likes show similiar to "Saving Private Ryan" and "The Thin Red Line". "Pearl Harbour" will be my next one.


lava has not been feeling good for the past few days. *Okie, an irriating motorbike just went past the office block, though I am at the 8th storey, it is damn irriating to get this kind of noise at this hour of the day.*Like I said, I am feeling down and disappointed. Sighz, I don't know how to put it or start in fact. I shall just nature take its course.


A lot of things has come into my mind all the time, thinking of the worse that it can gets, the better that I hope for. I guess I am just being unrealistic and unstable in life. I even thought of just pack up everything I can laid my hands on and leave the house for good, to some place like Mandai Forest, just to get away. Even jumping into the sea came into my mind. But not to worry, I am not that stupid, there is a lot of things that is waiting for me in life. My friends and family are there.


Yes, I am beating around the bush. Can't be help, cos you can't help me. Just take it that my pet cockroach had just died, and I can't get over it, alright?


Before I end my post, hopefully you can get to see my next post as I do not know what lies ahead of me now. Everything seem to be illusion, and I am lost, for goodness sake! I know what I gonna do for the next 10 mins, but not for the after 10 mins. "I am feeling weird now ..."

VIZ.... I dun like hello kitty soft toys loh.... so y would I court them? although my nick is Dan but I am not Dear Daniel loh..... hehehe...... I think too much of swimming in the sea makes u a bit siao liao...... hahaha....... anyway thought I am supposed to be gay? hahahah...... opps..... revealed my secret liao...... hahaha....... up to u all to imagine..... :Þ

since the first minute i left the examination hall, i have been enjoying and relaxing. spend the weekend out with my best friend and also, at home watching tv program. although it may sound dead to you, at least it is something which i havent done since the start of the semester. my job search have been rather failing because of the economy downturn. and i have been confirmed a low paying job however starting work when, i don't know?!!? crap huh? today is vesak day, to those celebrating, have a great budduha day.

[Incosiderable feeling of a loner ...]


A break thru of trying to shaunt away from this world as much as I can. Not able to make it of course. Life goes on as we depend on one another to survive. There is no chance to claim that one is able to do that even if you have the wealth. Anywhere you go, you will bound to meet some human beings.


Gloomy weekends cloud just blew past above my head. Hope for the better in this brand new week of May. Long weekend of sadness and disappointment to be forgotten as I try. Hurt that doesn't escape with striking down at the flesh with a knife. < so much for my sadness of me ...


Looks like today is a good day to me, hopefully can stroll down some river or beach to enjoy the breeze.

[ O N L I N E ]


Just in case you guys have the impression that internet is taken for granted here, well, tomolo will be the start of my long awaiting exercise training.. yes, you heard it right, 2.5 weeks away from singapore and only tomolo i'm starting work !! .. its pretty bored over here.. thinking and missing of what i might have missed out in my disappearance from our motherland. on the other hand, this may be one of the longest break away from work and singapore within this near future.. may have to savour this time too.. hahaha..


just a oversea greetings to everyone.. Dan... finished his exams and probably fastening his pace in the courtship with his 'kitty' eh?.. heheh.. opps.. did i say too much ? hahaha.. Lava should have juggled off his exams and concenrating very much on the work .. the rest of the members should be either reading this and not posting or not reading this at all !!!.. yea.. yes.. i'm tokking about u !..


for my Liz.. first of long.. let me say that i miss you. heheh.. and good luck for your job applications. :) counting down the days.. less than 20 days to go !!.. for those who is missing me.. (just in case) .. keep on the good work.. hahaha

hey LAVA...... sorry man..... but I did call u loh.... check your missed call......see? got rite? hehe..... got a more impt appointment to go mah.... so u must understand...... haha.... me not purposedly fly your plane..... me seldom do tat rite? hehe..... VIZ....... still alive after swimming in the Taiwan sea with all the sharks chasing u? haha...... hope to have u back soon then we can go out again..... but think u will be more interested in going out with your beloved LIZ...... & forget all bout us...... hahaha..... take care all.......

[Our man is back! ...]


Your this post really give the supporters and members here a lift in the spirit of posting! Know something? We really missed you here. Because you are our MAN!


[No dinner tonight ...]


All because of somone who fly me aeroplane. Agreed to meet for dinner near my workplace, and in the end, he just msg me "Sorry, can't meet you for 'lunch' .. hehehe" - instead of dinner, he put 'lunch'. Damn you! hahaha ... I know you will be reading this post. Called my mum not to cook my share. Now I gonnaskip it as I don't feel like eating alone. All because of that someone! Eve will be busy till quite late tonight, maybe I will try to find an excuse to meet up with her, since I am now in the office. Hmmm ... sound like a good plan, just hope that she don't mind. hehe


I shall proceed further to revise my last paper in the office, without anyone disturbing me and there is soothing music for my ears. See you guys over the weekend!

[ Viz is Alive (in taiwan) ]


Oh yes, no applause please.. the man is alive.. and very well fed indeed. hehe. yup.. surfing at the moment.. not that i'm very free.. but... sigh.. can't comment about SAF way of doing things.. just say that its all Fuck up k?.. hahaha.. seems that the posting arena is rather busy even without my presence. hahah.. how's everyone ?.. oh .. dun bother to reply.. cos most probably i will not be able to follow up with you.. heheh..just wish everyone happy exams.. knowing that my Liz will be wrapping up her exams on this Friday.. and in fact.. most of you guys should be finishing your exams latest by next week.. try hard to miss your man here.. and stay alive till i'm back to kick ass again ..


just in case you guys wanna know my 'how-about'.. title says i'm alive.. and yes i am.. i mean.. wat else matters right ?.. the rest of me i very much anticipating watever the wholesomeshit SAF has for me.. k.. tokking to my dear Liz over Mirc liao.. ciao !!


Miss you Liz

hello all...... my exams r over on mon.... hehe...... time for me to get a job.... hopefully by tomolo..... hehe...... hmm.... looks like LIZ& LAVA had done a very good job in helping VIZ to maintain his website when he is away swimming in some sea & getting chased by sharks.... hehe..... strangely enuff.....the posting zone looks more alive when VIZ is not around??? haha..... okie.... good luck to all who r still having exams..... & for those falling sick, feeling stress or unhappy..... take care....... byeeeeeeee

*yawnnzzz*...i'm not in the right state of mind now.Feeling quite drowsy after taking my self-help medicines.I wonder how am i going to survive during my work todae...zzZZzz...probably forcing my eye lids to open. Everything juz dun seems to be right todae.. or was it becos i'm not feeling well???tat could be one of the point.Haiz.. juz suay... fancy getting the flu virus when fun is waiting for u and when bday celebrations r coming up.. sighz.. juz my luck.*looking at the watch* oh god, let time passes by quickly!! I can't wait for 6pm to arrive... i wanna hit my bed.. and take a long sleep... so tat i'm able to enjoy tomorrow's feast... -sighz- lotsa things undone... i better get them ready b4 my enrolment day.Take care frenz,especially ur health! *sneeze*

[It pays to live out ...]


Zoc, glad that you are out of your house for a while. At least it is worth while, not able to concentrate for exams - that is not worth while. Well, you looks much better since the 2nd last time I saw you. Take care alright? One more to go tomorrow and you will be a free man. No one is perfect in life, one can be hit hard from behind though one have a strong back to 'shield'. Let it out if you must, no point acculumating all the thoughts and unhappiness in yourself. You have close friends who are around you, waiting to lend you their 'listening ears'. Keep in touch.


[3rd day of the week ...]


so what if it is the 3rd day of the week? Does it make a significant differences? Nah ... to me, is another 3 more days to end of misery. To some, is 3 more days to weekend and relax. Same here, a lot of thoughts have been going thru the brain cells these days. But I will just leave it aside till I am of a better 'position' to think about it.


Wonder how's Eve is getting on. *looking at the SMS she sent* She should be doing great I guess. Haven't got a chance to pick up my phone and give her a call. Shall I do it now? *pause*


heh .. just gave her a call. Doing well, going for her bath after we hung up. Will be seeing her again on Sat. How I wish it could be tomorrow. Okie lar, don't push your luck. Probably she will think I am a pest if I gonna ask her to meet her all the time. Going for lunch now. So I guess you all shall see my post again next time. God bless ...

Hullo to all reading this post....sigh, one last paper to go on Thurs n moi brain is already dead. Can't seem to realli put my mind to studying...as for the last paper which was on Mon, haha it was so simple n straightforward BUT dunno if i will score. However, i muz realli say that luck seem to be wif me so far for moi las 3 papers coz it din seem to turn out too bad *fingers crossed* Hope i din still Dan's luck... :> Aniwae, me staying at moi friend's house now for a few dayz coz its exam period n its nearer to school... these few days, realli thought alot... its realli not simple living alone somehow. Today, went out studying n suddenly many thoughts came to moi mind. Somehow, i think that no matter how tough a woman is, we r still ciao2 chui4 in some ways or another. Do u all think so? Never realli used to think or believe in it but guess somehow i think i m proven wrong. One very good example is me, i alwayz thought i was tough but was realli proven wrong. Even little things nowadays, i get kinda affected by it... a friend just told me today that in life,at this time i have to learn to let go of some things. I thought i could but somehow i cannot deny that it has got something to do wif peronal barrier unless it comes n i will just let go. Who knoes? Gosh...dun think u all will know wat i type coz each sentence refers to a different thing... somehow i just wish this someone was here n will at least ask how i was.... wanted to tok to this person but just dunno how to bring it up..watever....there is too much of feelings running inside me now that i dunno wat n how to go about saying it...wanted to say so much b4 i logged in but hehe...sudeenly loss of words. Well, in 2 weeks time i forsee a turning point of moi life, wonder how it will be, hope i would find back moiself bythen, all the bez to thouse out there who r still having papers on...will be back.

i never fail to read your post. pig. to me, you are very very cute. just feel like telling you that. lady luck not on your side? i can give u half of my luck. although it isnt awesome lot but its sincere. all the best for the test results ok? and eating is wealth. so just eat.... and eat... and eat... anyway pig don't go on diets right? haha. tell me when one do. will that be you?