wah today really ate a lot....sheesh...cannot help it lah..a pig's trait hahaha. started eating frm afternoon..when i arranged to meet my friend at KAP McDonald's...then came home..."conquer" dinner..after which found out tat my parents bought popcorn home...YUMYUM..and i ate them...and juz a few minutes ago...ate ice-cream cake..coz was my bro's birthday. Sheesh....eating marathon..which means tomorrow gotta cut down on my food intake...I'm putting on weight!!!....must go on diet liao...hehee..before i'm announced an "obese"pig...today's GP test was extremely horrible...maths test i copied the wrong question...physics..test not bad...chem test...i only knew how to carry out the experiment but got confused with the calculations...and worse still today i was blur the whole day...*sigh* today's not my day...no wonder i ate so much....then was quite disappointed that i dun get selected for some program...sobsob...realised nowadays whenever i sign up for something..or pull my friends along to sign up..they are always the ones who are successful..then i'm not...lady luck has decided to abandon me liao....oh no am i not attractive enuff..*haha..juz joking*...sigh..got to accept the truth...anywae tomorrow's labour day...a public holiday...so make use of the chance to stay at home and rest! tata :]

lava, what a post of contradiction. insults at the initiation and blessings at the graduation. haha. glad that you refrain yourself from that middle finger thing. at least it shows that you are still a man of morals despite the prior insults of the sight and smell. anyway, if you had raised that finger out, you may never leave the bus! as nationalist they may be-just a negative body language against could leave you with a worse experience with them. guilty as one too, admit that they just piss me off but lets think of the poor land they were raised in... having impressions that s'pore's road was tiled with gold and a norm to carry handphones. came to this land of greenery with hopes for wealth, cheated by the impression, become the outcast of singapore working in the hot sun only to remit that pathetic sum of money home. wish them well, guys!

[Fast or to be left behind ...]


can you all imagine you are in a very packed single deck bus, full of Indians? With the body odour 'arousing' my noserils. Scary huh? I can't even see the surroundings outside the bus. The feel was like you are being shaded by the Giant's Shadow. Gives me the creep when I looked at them. Holding tight to my wallet, handphone and bag all the time till I feel safe on the hard concrete ground. It was a really 'enriching' experience that anyone would have.


Nearly can't get my way out of the bus. I have to repeat 'Excuse Me' loud at them. These people are either semi-deaf or they heck care you. Middle finger nearly comes up and show it to the one who blocked my way at the Exit. Sorry folks, I don't do this kind of thing before. Imagine the frustration that actually built up in me? Really going to erupt. Yes, Erupt is the word to describe me. Tolerance further hold me back from doing this immoral thing. Yes, pointing middle finger at people are people who have no moral values. *beat my hand* ... Middle finger, one more time I will make sure I will chop it off.


Anyway, I am not offended by them. It's their life. Sunday is their rest day, so of course, Little India is their place to catch up with friends and get groceries done. Moreover, we should respect them as they are one who builds the house that you are living in now. Shall we just leave them alone? But seriously, the authority should really do something to maintain the order there. 5 lanes traffic practically becomes 3 lanes. Lanes on the sides are automatically converted into walking pavement. And it is dangerous too.


Enough of them. Just wished them all the best, and enjoy their sunday. Give them a break alright?

coolz.. do you all see it? most of you are laying ur fingers to post. happy to see that it has transform into a buzzy place in a week. let's just continue this way.tommorrow's paper is a challage to me. wish me luck and keep me in your prayers ok?

HALOOO U HOMOSAPEAN OUT THERE!!!!!!!....how r u doin' ?......ok ok stupid qns...EXAM always freak ppl out...hehhehhe... but then again wat do i noe abt EXAM...
ahem ... dun worry guys/gals it'll b over b4 u noe it.... hey ppl...dun ...u give up jus yet... we'll go chill out together once it's ova K!? ...
ZOC..sorie man....u noe where to find me if u need me...hey .... i'm always "available"... u hang in there !! LAVA...aren't u suppose to be worrying abt exam..then some ridiculos "identity crisis"...& DAN!!!... y u neva qio me now dat ur papers r ova!!?????.... sob!!...sob!!... (i'm goin somewhere conspicuous to cry).. & or ya...VIZ..i finally sign ur guess bk..hehhehe

[This is for today ...]


damn ... the window just hang down there and I have to retype. Anyway, just managed to debug the error that I encounter yesterday when I tried to post. Just couldn't post yesterday, because blogger is limiting the number of letters PER post. So that's why I have to split it into two posts. Hope for those reading, your body will not be 'splitted' up because of my 'splitted' post. Haha .. ~corny.


Been slacking away today. Practically didn't revise any work at all. Just don't feel like touching them. Didn't get to meet my princess today. Sighz. Was a bit bit upset when she told be that she is with her friend. Not that I am not giving her 'space' to breathe, just that she is hinting that she may be a bit inconvience to meet me later when I called her earlier on. Well, I don't mind she telling me directly that she is going out with her friend rather than beating around the bush. She only say that she is with a friend when I called her at the time when we agreed to meet, and abruptly end the conversation. Don't know how to elaborate from here, just thinking that she is feeling pissed with me. Am I being pushy? Or probably just feeling sensitive ...


[Guess lava's identity is leaking out ... ]


I bet by know some of you COULD have know who am I. Well, due to somebody accidently leaked out when talking about some issues. PLEASE, hopefully for the last time. If you know who am I, PLEASE, keep it to yourself. I need 'space' to breathe. This place gives me an opportunity to share with you guys and girls my feelings indirectly, without going thru the traditional and shy way - Face-to-Face. And, I will leave this place if I know that more people are knowing who am I. If you are still guessing, stop. If you know, shhh. Please, for me, for her, for whatever reasons, keep this lava's identity to yourself. :0


Before Blogger going to give me error message for posting too long, I need a rest ... to think about the thing that happened just now. Just feeling upset about it. Of course, feeling remorseful for being a pest.

[Welcome back ...]


welcome ... welcome *pom pom* ... is this a good way to welcome those who are missing in action? OH GREAT! Pig, Oreo and Liz. Glad that you 3 can make it here once again. Hopefully the rest will come back! Members!!! We want you! YEAH! YES! Heard it?


Liz: Don't worry, I will do my job as a member here, since I already promised our man here that I will try to post more often! <|> Oreo: Do take care of your health and of course enjoy your next step in your education. Bet you will get to enjoy it! <|> As for our Pig here: Never attempt, never know your limits. Continue to study hard, but of course play hard. In life not just studying and working, we have to balance our doo doo little body, or else they couldn't take it!

[Some updates on me ...]


Maybe some of you are curious to know what have I been doing for the past few days. Cleared my 2nd paper today, and I am jumping with joy. 2 papers that I can safely secured at least a B and A. But my nightmare is coming for my 3rd one. Tell you frankly, for this semester, I have not been listening to the lecturer. Why? Not because I play 'pung' or I heck care. It is just that the lecturer can't deliver his lecture well. I can tell that he is trying his best to teach, but we just couldn't understand. Sad thing right? Well, we have to give him some time to adjust since he just came to Singapore from Hong Kong. With his slang and accent, we had a difficult time trying to catch what he is trying to say. And when we did, we missed the next part. Sighz ... no choice ... gonna buck up ... or else


Things doing well for me with Eve. Just gave her a call to see how she is doing. Will be meeting her tomorrow in town. hehehe ... I missed her of course. Okie, enought I am blushing. Don't find chance to tease me with this alright?


How's my body you might be wondering?

lava: "Hey body, am I treating you well?"

Con't ...

body: "Oh yes master, I dont dare to say NO in front of so many people. Opps ...!"

lava: "Oh damn and f**k off! How dare you!"

Sorry for that commotion. In fact, these few days I have been eating more! My mum even said that my appetite have improved. That's not surprising. I tend to eat more when I am more stressed! Serious! I believe some of you agreed with me!


I missed out something that is happening in the regional. Recently seem that a lot of things have been happening around us, regionally. Maybe some of us didn't realised. 'New Japan Prime Minister who looks a bit insane', 'Indonesia President just made a Peace Speech???', 'Spy plane that lose control and land in some island - only to remind me of the famous Hainan Chicken Rice', 'Philippines President arrested for corruption' wtf? I believe more are coming from the East Asia. At least I believe that you all will agree with me - Singapore the Best. You should be glad that you are here, my dear people.


Don't feel like continuing with this post, enough crap to keep you guys 'full' for the night. Have a good rest over the weekend ...


**This post is supposed to be for yesterday. Somehow I just can't post it. Just debug the errors**

guess when one things coems crashing down, everything comes crashing down...... even oreo is feeling down....sigh... nearly got chased out of ***** again. *For those who knows how moi life have been, you will probably know what i am toking about here.* Yes...it is here again n damn, i m having moi examz rite now. I m torn in between.....both needs as much time and attention...can't get moi priorities rite now..... *sobsob* GRRRRRRRRRRRRR............................moi eyes are painful now.......need to sleep........ *dead*

Politics!!!Y muz there be politics in this world???y can't the world be a peaceful one???y muz there be soo many clans, so many pple fighting for achievements??Wat's there to fight when one is serving the same organization???the same co.??Y can't they listen to wat the others have to say and not insist on their own way????Y can't pple forgive and forget??even if the problems started way long frm the older generations, y muz they look at the younger generations frm another angle???issit juz becos they r frm the same clan???but tat doesn't mean tat all are bad!!!!grrrrr...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry bout all that... i'm very pissed now and need a place to vent my anger and i chose here!grrrrr...... DAMN HER!!!SHE SUX!!!

hihi...sorry din post for a super long time..coz hav been really busy..until really felt guilty so decide to spend this 5 min to type as much as possible! *heee* Had been really busy...with lotsa things with CCA wif sch work. Slept at 2 plus last nite and woke up only after 3 hours of sleep. Busy completing application form for the STAR (Student Training and Research) Program...got to submit a brief research proposal..lucky there's my fren who's a Bio freak to help or else i wouldn't be able to sleep. Ever wonder why cells after meiosis or mitosis...are known as daughter cells and not son cells...mother nature and not father nature and mother land not father land..singapore is "she" not "he". hehe...all these struck me and my classmates' mind whn we were having lecture on cell division and had a good time debating abt it...heehee...quite ironic heehee..when traditionally females are inferior to man..yet many of these terms are i.e. mother, she, her etc..=]..hehe..Next week will be a stressful week coz many tests taking place. 4 tests on Mon..another major program on Tues (literally LABOUR day) then test on thurs and major test on Fri. No time to slack for a lazy pig like me for the whole of next week..*oinkz* but will try my best to post more often! Take care everyone! :]

yoz!once again,I'm back.My health doesn't seems to be good recently.Had a feeling that i will fall sick soon.Let's hope not as i wanna enjoy my bday and not be sick... heheh... well well well, 12 days more to my full body medical check-up and 14 more days to my enrolment day in my new sch.I'm looking forward to all that.yay!New sch,new course,new bus pass, new kind of life, new frenz... everything r new!!but not for the buildings.hahah...Liz>>u mean u dunno me???ehz.. but i know u..heheh...ermz... the workload for these few days r quite heavy.But, most of them r done and i'm hoping to clear all by todae so tat i will be able to enjoy myself tomorrow!.Tomorrow is friday, which means last day for me to slack in my job.Boss will be back on the coming monday.. how i wish she wun be back tat soon.Okie.. will try to post more often... dun wanna let liz's efforts go down the drain...

As for the rest of the members, hang in there and all will be over soon!Good Luck all!

it's working cos a handful are starting to post again. and i love dan, zoc, oreo and lava! keep the post flooding in.... just flood. at least surprise viz that without his presence this posts arena are flowing with everyone's thoughts for the day. ermm, pig? cdino? moron? hoover? bunny? vogue? show a least some support ok? just keep it flooding. it makes everyone in here happier cos it just becomes lively like the past! dan>learn your mistakes on slacking? but you are intelligent, wont need to bring forward to next sem. i will keep u in prayers. zoc> yah, we hang on ok.. exams will be over soon!!! u got a job already right? will call u immediately exams over and we shall go play till mad! oreo> hey don't leave ur footprints. i wanna know more about you. so what have u been doing to keep u so uptight with time? lava>nothing much to ask. u always never fail to updates us with your studies, work and love life. keep up the lively work man! c'mon, pple start flooding!!!

Updates on me........

My first 2 papers are a total disaster!!! Espescially the 2nd one....... sigh....... think I may have to TABAO....... sigh....... hope my next 2 papers will be better.......... sigh......... sigh........ sigh........ too slack liao...... never study properly....... the rest of u better dun be like me......... sigh.......

Yes!!!! Finally i m taking moi examz tomolo...lalala..... sigh.....wonder how it will be though i onli need 5 marks to pass this whole module. Just came back from studying....wasn't as productive as yesterday i must say n i have done something which i shld not to today! Shan't say wat it is though some of u might think it is alrite but too ashamed to say.... * if i dun want to say...i knoe o shldn;t have beat around the bush.heck!* hm.......gotta go back to study now....got 2 papers in a row.... to all taking ani papers....all the bez!!! n take care esp moi dear friend, Liz...

Hello...*wave*


i'm back...


to leave....


some...



footprints!

[That's good ...]


great to hear that Liz! You and the man have my blessing :)


[Am I fortunate and lucky?... ]


I will leave the answer to you when I finish with this. Got to meet her yesterday again! It has been 4 days since I last saw her. Woooo, imagine just 4 days and I am missing her badly. After my group revision yesterday, thinking that she might be in town again, so I tried my luck again and called her whether she is able to meet me and go home together. And I DID! So far, my 4th time calling her to see whether she is out, and all the 4 times, I did go home with her together. She told me that I am quite lucky since so far all the times that I called her, she is in town. hahaha ... is god trying to give us more chances to be together? I hope so, and I think so. Will be meeting her again on thursday. hehehe ... can't wait you see!


Yesterday she was exceptionally happy, and me too! Exceptionally happy, because I get to see her again. Woooo ... she's as sweet as usual. I just can't seen to take her out of my mind. Ok, I think I talked too much about her, but I didn't mentioned name. So .... got to continue with my work already

helo, seems like this place turned stagnant... exams i assume... but how about those without exams? shouldn't you have this responsibility to make this place as lively as possible. i trust that all of you will do it. :) actually this smile couldnt be forced out. too stressed already. viz only disappeared for two days but i feel as though its weeks. of course its exaggerating. at least thats how i feel. lava>> nah, our relationship is going stronger than any currents in the water bodies, thus we require no test in our relationship.. as god say "do not bring us to the test..." (then how about exams?) ironic right? nah, doesnt apply i guess. viz and i lift up our relationship to god. so it work wonders! don't trust me? try it, ask for his help... tell me the results ok? those without exams, post ok? sure you guys will bring back the liveness in here. :>

[Viz is no longer ... but his soul remain ...]


wait a minute ... Viz is away from us for a while. Though he is away for this while, I believe his soul is no different like when he is around us. Liz, guess that this is a time for the test of your love for the both of you. Rest assure he will be back in one piece, not two or less. Viz, we will be praying for you here.


[lava missing for 48 hrs ...]


calm the f**k down, don't have to bother the men in blue. Well, I don't feel like explaining the reasons why I am missing. In actual fact, I have been wasting the whole weekend on my useless games and books. Books, not refering to textbooks. Now a bit worried. First paper is just 3 days away, and only to get a bit worried now. Damn me right?


Please, don't bother the men in blue if I happen to be missing again. You can still drop me an email at lava_erupting@hotmail.com if you want to catch me. Till then, bless me.

VIZ IS NO LONGER BY MY SIDE!!!

I've reached this point in my revision that i have enough! not that i'm done with the tonnes of revision, is that i feel drained and exhuasted after studying for weeks. the fatiqueness i arise every morning with despite the sounding sleep. gosh! yes, studying is a excellent option to working, but there are the trough that you fall into when you studied so hard to attain your goals in education. i know its a little late to feel this way. and i have insufficient time to think of failing my goals. all i have to do is, look forward and not drope sideways to think of failures. with the grace of the divine loved one, i hope all of us can pass this emotionally painful obstacle in exams. ciaoz

[Poor Zoc ...]


hey Zoc, take it easy alright? Things will goes on smoothly when time comes. Do take care of your doo doo little body. Hehehe ... will catch up with you, after exams. :)


You guys must be wondering where am I doing now, with a Internet Connection at 6pm. Well, me still in the office, not doing OT, but waiting for time to past. Meeting some friends for dinner at 7 near my working place. So probably I will leave at about 6.45 pm. Anyway, had a tiring day, some unbelievable things that happened in the office. This collegue of mine had some problem logging on to the network, so I suspected that it could be the cable fault. Went over to the hub, only to find the LED to the port is not lighted up. So my guess was near correct. Went to get a new one for her. Well, she managed to log in. But when I tried to put the cable nicely, it doesnt work again. Damn. Took me quite a while to figure that actually is the problem with power supply of the hub. Didn't notice that it went off after plugging in the cable. Ok for god damn sake, it is rather confusing for the readers here. Only some of us will understand. Anyway f**k it. It is solved.


Gonna continue with my surfing, and wait for time to past. While you guys enjoy the weekend. *twig twig*

*Yawn* slept at 4:45am on tues nite, 2+ am on wed nite and 2 hrs of sleep last nite.....i m dead bushed....realli peng saning ani time... still trying to clear all my projects so that i can START studying for my examz... as much as u've guessed... finalli cleared a 60% project and a music project yesterday....2 more to go....Sigh....skipped the last lecture of this particular module this morning...but have to be down in the noon to submit a project....and i would be left with one :> *poofs*

Car-Free Day... a good campaign, but but...there r still alot of cars on the road...maybe they shld organise this campaign frequently,or make it an annual thingy...but but.. hahha..Singaporeans still can't leave behind their cars.For some pple,esp. those who depend on their cars alot...it will be a disaster for them if the campaign does go on for a long time.Well well, it doesn't matters since it doesn't affect me at all,i'm juz the normal commuter who travel on public transport ...soo...such campaign..ehz...useless to me! Juz saw a minor accident this morning and there's no casualty.Thanx goodness!!!maybe, that driver muz be regretting on not leaving his car behind for a day...hahah...pple... cheerz!

[I thought today is Car Free Day ...]


Oh yes, it is. Today is the opposite, more people at the bus stops and less cars on the road. The whole road was like belong to me when I cross. But it was damn squeezy on the bus, since there will be people who support this campaign.


Okie, not much again, gonna hit my books first. Bye ...

[Of course it is still Vizinity ...]


well ... no matter how much I do here, the name will not change. You are the man behind this, remember? Just wanted to try a different style of making the rest of the members here to post. And you just did! hahaha ... Well, work is doing well for me. Not much problems in the office, just mainly common user's problems. Roughly about 3 small case a day to keep me a while. Don't worry, you will get a treat from me when you come back, and it will be just nice a time for us to meet up with Occy and rraine.


Right, now waiting for time to past. 1 more hr and I will be on my way home from work. Hahaha ... sound like an easy life. True, but will be mugging later I guess. Just can't seem to concentrate to study especially with Viz's luxurious stuffs around me. Well, will throw them off hahaha ... opps! Okie, nothing much from me. *twig*

[ Its still Vizinity ]


alrite, there's not need for applause, i'm still alive and posting, just to prevent the monopolization from lava. Hahaha.. anyway, Lava! how's the work over in my office ? remember, you owe me one treat for this job induction.. hahaha.. but remember not to neglect your exams' revision too k?.. heheh..



hey ! where’s the Taiwan rite? Rite.. SAF always have their secretive motives whenever it comes to postpone of dates.. hehe. Yup, I will be shipping off on the last confirmed date, 22nd APR, that will bring me to a exact One month over at Taiwan. As for now till 22nd, my training are pretty relax and chances of enjoying moments at home in the night are pretty frequent. So there! You have me posting..



of cos.. not missing my emotions that I still miss Liz deeply.. who is mugging deeply too.. in her revisions.. hahaha.. good luck dear! .. listening to westlife – No place that far on my WINAMP.. hmm.. think I’m still experiencing a lack of quality topics even though I’ve missed quite a number of post.. hahaha.. this place need a little facelift .. probably after my return.. hehehe..



oh yes.. haven’t got the chance to thank quite a number of people.. whom have send their regards through SMS.. Phone.. Emails.. Fax.. Paper Aeroplanes.. err.. hehehe.. thx dudes!!.. ya.. I will be on a peaceful “cruise” with your bags of regards, knowing that on the island of this fine country.. I have friends like all of you :) .. just dun miss me too much .. hahaha.. rite.. shall end my post here.. probably drop by tomolo nite for another round of senseless post.. gonna book in at Tuas by 7.30am tomolo.. which cruelly rob away my sleeping time tonite.. so long ..

[Piss off ...]


missed my test for my driving because I am late. I was like waiting for a cab for more than half an hour in Shenton Way. I know during evening time, is the worst time to wait for one especially in Shenton Way, but nevertheless, I have the motivation feelings to go and try to wait. Not just I can't get one, I was nudged by a lady. Damn her man, I was in fact standing pretty close to the end of the Taxi Stand since I am first in line, and know what she say? "Hey, can you move?" What's the difference in just moving a few inches and from my current position. Not going to argue with her since I have been having a good mood.


Just not my day, I still can't believe that I missed the test! Test at 6.30 pm, and 6.25 pm I am still in Shenton Way. Obviously I can't make it, so I just walk away from the Taxi Stand, as I do not wish to waste a trip down since I know I will be refuse entrance for the test. Went to get a burger meal from Burger King.


Guess I have to rebook my test. Sighz ...what a waste of money. I think I can change the name of this posting ground to Lavanity. Hey come mon the rest of you. Don't make scream at you! Or you want me to ask nicely? "Dear members, please help to post to keep this place lively." < I just done it. Anyway, I know most you are busy with exams. Gonna make a move first, my favourite TV program!

Moodless...

LL,yes,tat's the term to describe me now...sighz... my day is as blue as Vizinity.. feeling kinda stressed up now and the headache is killin' me man!wat a bad tuesday for me!Lotsa data to key in, and the handwritings are all like worms flying all over the place.. duh!!not only tat, the fonts r sooo tiny,making my eyes tired... and giving me a headache.Well,thanx to those who care and encouraged me, dun worry i'm fine!Thanx for everything! -sighz-Last week seems to be a peaceful week for me but looks like this week wouldn't be one... despite of that, i shan't let my job spoil the rest of my daysYupz!Get alive!!! Gonna take my eyes off the monitor for a short while...b4 i start to scream... sooo,shall end my post here.
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*poof*

[Hey ... I am back again! ...]


Occy ... yeah man! Hope to meet up one day, most probably after my exams. Exams is really making me shag and sick. Just cleared all my projects, tomorrow will be the presentation. Hope it will goes on smoothly. I will make this a short post since I have been posting faithfully. I am tired of calling the rest of the members to post already. haha ... *another way of luring them out of their hideout* ...


Went out with Eve on a last-min-date. I knew that she will be in town, so I alighted at Orchard area on the route back home. Called her on the handphone and she agreed to meet me somewhere without hesitating. Damn, am I lucky? Well, we walk up and down the Orchard Road, chatting at the same time. The moments with her was quite sweet. Teasing one another. We din realised that we actually almost reach Shaw Tower, so we walked back to catch the bus home. As usual, I bid her goodnight at her bus stop. Another successful and sweet date. Tomorrow I will get some teasing by my friends, because I didn't answer them why I alight at Orchard Road instead of my usual stop. They just go "oh ohhhhhhh ... must be going to meet a girl lar !". Well, they hit the jackpot, but no coins. Gonna stop, catch me in the afternoon tomorrow.

[I began to realise ...]


the importance of life ... Today, on my way to work, from far at 79 Anson Road (don't know what is the name of the building), Fire engines, ambulances and a vehicle-look-like-ambulance, which turn out to be a command post vehicle, parked along the road beside the building. Looking at the mass number of vehicles, the first thing that comes to my mind is - something could have happened in the building. Fire? Toxic Gas released? I never thought what could have resulted from this kind of situation. Being young and curious, I went over to take a look. Firefighters on standby, waiting for instructions from the Command Post officer at the vehicle. The thing that I found it strange is the missing of Police Officers, who would always be at this kind of situation to handle the crowd. AND WHERE IS THE CROWD? No crowd at all! The working people, just take their own stride and walk to their office block, not giving a damn.


When I walked past the command-post vehicle, no one stopped me! Damn, what is going on? So I continue to walk down the pathway, and the thing that struck me to make me realised the importance of life - a sign that says Temp. Mortuary. Fwah! Know what it means? I was like stunned for a while. Good thing I didn't see any casualties, or else I will broke down. That's for sure.


It never struck me that all this are actually a simulation exercise. I continue to walk to my office building with a blank mind. Imagine if this is a real damn thing, I can't imagine what is the consequences. What I gonna advise the readers here, "Learn to appreciate life ... don't take one another for granted". Sometime we tend to forget the human touch at times, only to regret when such things happens.


Lastly, before I end the post, I really appreciate the kind of readiness of our Civil Defence I *salute* you ...

[Hate to admit it ..]


I am sick of everything around me. Just feel sick. Not physically sick, but kind of just emotionally 'sick' of things around me. After looking at the long post of Occy in his website. I start to realise the important of friends, friends who stand by you. True friends are rare in this fake world. I am not surprised that most of the time, we put on our mask. Good thing I have some true friends. True friends who understand you, who share your sorrow when you are down and share your joy when you are up.


just after finishing typing the above lines, this song played on my MP3 player - Alanis Morrisette's Thank You. Thank you for those who are reading this, but of course not leaving out my true friends that I have in life. You know who you are, and probably you are already looking at this post. I do not need to mention who they are. I am just so glad that they are always around. The around doesn't mean physically around, but mentally. When I am down, I just need to pick up my handphone, and start my SMS-miseraly. They will be there to answer, reply.


There's no such thing as everlasting, though it may happen. Friends comes in and out of your life almost everytime. I will always try to appreciate you, my true friends. I am not a person who really know how to express myself nor pamper. But I shall try. Haven't really got chance to meet up with you people. Got my hint already? If you still don't, I wonder if you are my true friends. Of course not forgetting my best pal, Occy and rraine, who always try to con me to smoke? damn you! hahaha. Well, of course I know that you are trying to play play.


Now now, this is getting a bit emotional with friends and pals. Well, of course I do have other good friends, which I doubt they will be looking at this. Anyway, the last person I going to mention is her! hahaha ... well of course she is special. Always in my heart, occupying a special space in my heart. She's caring, who always shower concern for others. That's one point I like about her. There's more which I don't think I am going to share. Though me and Eve are just close friends, but she played an important role in my life - brightening up my life when I am down. I just can't put the feeling into words, it is just too special. And she's good with kids. I love children too. So does she, probably that's another point that I liked about her. She's patient, though sometime you might be feeling that she is not, well she is. Just her character. Though I promise not to mention her here, well I didn't say anything that is too mushy right? did I? hehehe, just hope that you will be reading this, and understand how I felt about you ...


I just can't control my emotion at times, that's why you tend to find me posting rather often. Please forgive me if you are not in my list of good friends, well probably you have't given me the assurance. Don't worry, friends these days are hard to find. You are always in my heart. Blessing from me ...

[luckier than Zoc? ...]


well, I guess I am just slightly luckier than Zoc in the sense that I cleared all my projects ... especially those major programming projects that really need your energy to go and think and complete it. It was really darn it ... damn damn it ... f**king damn it. I HAVE CLEARED THEM! *wooo hooo* But the revision mood is not there yet, probably will get a new hair cut before I think of my next step. Zoc, take care of your health. Most crucial component is to take care of your doo doo small body. *grin*


Right, lazy sunday. Any other words that you use to describe it? Bored? Maybe. Anyway, getting 'speechless' here already. Since I mentioned it, I shall bid you guys and girls alone. Darn.

ok..... me sick again!!! Damn it, at this point of time which is so crucial........still can't get started on moi reveision yet coz of all moi projects and to think i fell sick now... yesterday was a whole day spent at moi friend's house for project....towards the evening, started feeling weak...moi bones were like taofu and started having this cold which made moi nose felt so painful....to add on, had a sore throat for 2 days already and finalli when i got home last nite. BOOM! Fever struck me....went to bed at 10pm..woke up at 12.....chldnt get back to sleep again coz the moment i closed moi eyes, moi Language Arts project kept floating past my mind, telling me wat to do....sigh...just cldn't sleep well having to wake up like 4 times in a nite??? thou shall die die die......... *poof*

[Once in a life time ...]


what's so great about 'once in a life time' ... shake hand with President Bush? not exactly that ... well ... just celebrated my friend's 20th birthday ... that is called once in a life time ... you must be thinking of the usual throwing of cake ... flour ... and whatever we can get our hands on ... < then you are wrong ... in fact ... I believe we have grown out of that time ... most of us hitting 20th and 21st birthday ... probably now in our mind is how to enjoy ourselves and get to taste the good food ...


really enjoyed the company of my classmates of 2 years ... the fun ... the crazy moments ... > this message is for my friends of my class : no matter what we do ... where we come from ... hope this class will stay unite and keep in touch with one another when we graduate ...


looking at the number of posts ... I should be posting less ... as exams are getting heavier on my shoulders ... but I will try to post a few lines at least everyday ... before I end today's post ... > I miss you, Eve ...

[ ICT ]


The night is dark, the wind is dead, and the silence is deafening. My heart has dropped to the bottom of weakness and at this moment, felt a sense of reluctance filled my soul with every thought that I’m gonna miss Liz for at least 5 weeks.. Yes, it may seems to be a short time, and I may be look upon as a ‘weak’ guy, but all these are elementary. What matters most is my heart-felt emotions for her.


Liz has always been a crucial part in my life ever since we decide to walk our lives together. And this time will be the ‘longest’ time we gonna be apart. Reservist in Taiwan will be full of temptations and I pray that both of us will stick on even under limited oversea calls. Hehehe…

Just to end this post.. and for the benefit of those who may not know wtf I’m tokking about.. I will be away for reservist in Taiwan from 14th APR to 23rd MAY. DO NOT call me unnecessarily, else you will be seeing your name on my bills. Hehehe.. to Vizinity.. POST!!! I understand that after exams will be a good time to post.. but I will not be witnessing it.. hehe.. or maybe if I can get a decent connection of Internet.. I might just drop by to say .. “I miss you Liz”.. hahaha..


Last but not least, Liz, I love you and Miss me as I will miss you too…



If I do not make my return alive (touch wood), please tell my family that I will miss them and Liz.. I will be back.. :)

i know viz is posting right now. it seems like the second day of last supper, one on thursday to commemorate the lord's last supper and one for my viz who will be detached from me for longer than i will encounter in my blossoming life with him for the past months. well, our last supper was still a fasting and abstaining supper, but it will remian indelible in my memory until he returns and our very next meal together will be enriching. by then, things changes. exams over, freaking how badly i will fare and hopefully found a highly paid job and really hope to find one to finace my monetary expenses. well, thats seems a month later and the future is filled with uncertainty but the near and i mean very near future-tommorrow, i'm having my very first final test or rather it seems exam to me. so i have to leave this post and return to my bed to think of the exam for tommorow. today is good friday and is it a bad omen cos its friday the 13th too? hope those involved in this solemn day abstained and fast. and wish you all a HAPPY EASTER!!!

[The feeling of being lonely ... ]


no no no ... not me ... to be exact ... is YOU! the one reading ... seem that Vizinity is like deserted ... just like Viz gonna leave us for a while ... well ... I shall have to do something ... or else when our MAN comes back to find the latest post is actually today ...
seem like today is quite a peaceful day for me ... no special incident happens to me since I din stepped out of the house ... well ... like I say ... 13th is in fact my lucky day especially on a friday ... *hush* ... better don't say too early or else gonna take back my words ... another hour to go before morning (14th) ... [10:52 PM] ... right ... got another call from Eve to check on me ... hahaha ... call me to ask me how am I doing ... oh goody goody ... don't ask what we talk about when I call her when she's back home ...


fan above me spinning like a propheller of an aircraft ... *freezing* ... tonight especially freezing. DAMN IT! The speed that I choosen is the one that I usually choose. Anyway wtf? I was thinking of whether to ask her out tomorrow. Well to be exact, I haven't seen her for 10 days? Right now is the clicking sound of my keyboards ... dogs barking in my neighbourhood and the blasting music from my computer ... well ... time to rock and roll ... roll of course ... on my bed ... but kind of early ... haven't even touch my notes for my test tomorrow ... am I trying my luck? hah ... last test for the semester before exams ... and I like in holiday mood ... like not going to give a damn to anything ... sometime in life you may just lose the interest and don't have the mood to do anything ... well ... my mood for studying is coming back soon ... the whole room to myself ... brother out for the night ... whooo hoo! time for some naky naky sneaky experience ...


anyway ... since Viz, our man ... gonna be away for a while ... I shall try to fulfil the role of the 'MAN' of this blogger ... till he came back ... so for the rest of the members ... BIG MAN LAVA is watching ...

[Missing members clearance ... ]


*members clear clear* ... all clear ... *snap* ... hahaha ... only Dan, Viz and Vogue will know what I mean ... anyway ... seem that no one posts for the day ... I shall be good for this time and keep you hungry supporters entertain ... well I suppose Viz is trying to spend as much time for Liz ... since he gonna leave us for a while ... well ... shan't talk about them ... shall just let them disappear from my 'post' ...


well well, I guess another long day is going to greet the new morning ... sort of like can't get the time to move slower ... I need more time!!! projects! work! exams! ... oh dear oh dear ... how I wish ...


[Friday the 13th 'bestrow' us? ...]


right ... indeed a 'good friday' ... another holiday for us ... especially those who need to catch up with work ... but why 13th? esp this year ... moreover on a friday ... damn ... well ... anyway I always have good luck on the 13th ... shall see tomorrow ... maybe tomorrow newspaper all black ... no colour at all ... or maybe all the font colour all red ... who knows? straitstimes and newpaper like to play this kind of joke ... hehe


"I'm your angel ..." sang by celine dion and R Kelly ... what about devil? the big fat lava devil with the 3 sharp pointed-look-a-like fork ...wearing a red coat ... wtf am I talking ... <|> "I believe in miracle ... where you from ... you sexy thing ..." that's reminds me of the 3 big sized lady wearing the helmets riding the 3 wear motorcycle ... admiring the muscular model ... oh my ... *bleH* ... I can't imagine what am I gonna do if that gonna happened to me ... but wait ... does that mean I am musclar ... nah nah ... fat enough to let you have a good night sleep on my belly ... opps ...


Enought of today's posting ... shall let you all figure out how do I look like ... will get some photos ready one of these days ...


**Note: This post was not able to process as what it is suppose to be, this post is slightly 11 hrs late.**

[Sorry ... for the missing posts ...]


yaya ... okie okie ... I got what you mean ... missing posts right? f**k it ... been too busy to even come online ... though I managed to come online ... but had no time to type or click the address www.blogger.com ... well ... just had a hectic 3 days this week ... well ... tomorrow gonna be another one before Good Friday ... everybody should be happy ... long weekend again! ... not exactly that ... I will be going to school for a test on the saturday morning ... before a class gathering in the evening at our personal's tutor house ... as for Sunday ... hope to have a deserving rest before I break off for study week ... some of my friends have already break off for study break ... damn ... I am still doing my project ...


Life is just so unpredictable, up and down. Seem that no one has ever got over the crutches of the fate. You will never know what is going to happened in the next second. Well, you might be thinking that I am kidding. BUT, if you gonna concentrate for a while ... *pause* ... will you know what is going to happened on the next second? Or for goodness sake, the next milliseconds? No right? Probably the 1 second is actually when your brain is sending messages to all parts of your body. Just like mine, my brain is sending messages to my fingers to lay my fat fingers on the keys that I am supposed to type.


[A short sweet 15 minutes on the phone ... ]


Well, I suppose you have guessed it correctly again. On the phone with Eve again. Haven't heard her voice since last saturday. hehehe ... she is doing fine for some of you might be asking. Well, why don't you all ask about me? wtf? Anyway, I am doing just fine, ya ... JUST FINE! Just started working ... 4 hrs per day, doing simple network and system maintence. Or in layman term, nanny to all the computers and network in the office. Got it? damn you ...


Alright alright, Eve was hinting whether I am going to study before we going to hang up. hehehe ... oh shit ... you should know my next line. Not too long a post for this time, but not too a short post either. So? ... Bye!

yoz!!!Wat am i doing here at this hour???to post of course!! I shld be at work rite now, but took a 1/2 day leave instead. Going down to chaichee later on, to collect my brand-new U.Yay!Friday will be here soon,a day for all of us to get up late... yahoo!... but guess i shld be going to Queensway on fri, if nothing crops up.hmMM..basically, this week had been a great week for me. Everything went on smoothly till now,everything r still within the comfortable pace... soo far soo good. Well, went for a pool session yesterday and surprisingly, i didn't deprove. In fact, i improved... oh deah!! i'm going to be late.......gonnna go.......byeeeeeeee!

[ Updates ]


nothing much to post yet.. except that i will be on a half-day leave today purchasing items i will require for my ICT .. hehehe, can sort of stretch myself a little.. just some updates on Vizinity. In Graphiz, a new wallpaper that i've designed for download.. . In Close-up.. an new crappy interview. :) enjoy !

[ Qing Ming ]


I’ve always assumed a cyber dude like me will not appreciate the significance behind the tradition of Qing Ming. QM is a day which we Chinese dedicated to our passed away ancestors. For the pass 3-4 years, I did not catered time for QM but this year, for no apparent reason. I suggested to my dad that I would like to go.



The routine was simple. A gathering of my uncles and aunties down the carpark near my house. Then after, we headed towards choa chu kang cemetery to visit my grandfather. He passed away when I’m in sec 2.. anyway.. offerings and attention was offered to my grandfather (tomb) when we reached.. food offerings are those of which he would have enjoyed when he is alive.. wine, kueh, and wat nots. My uncle even used an umbrella to “shelter” the tomb, just in case the hot was too scotching for my grandfather?!.. my dad, uncles and aunties 'talk' to the tombstone as though as my grandfather's spirit was there. Yes, these may sounded absurd or even silly. But it also deeply reflect the moral values that this ‘festival’ is trying to inculcate into everyone who abide to it.

Filial ! yes, love and affection was shown as if the dead were alive. Imagine, my grandfather is the father of my father (as if u guys dunno.) and to my father, uncles and aunties, all these praying, offerings are only that much they can do in accordance to they love, respect and remembrance to their father. I may not feel as much emotion as they may be going through, but I can really feel the impact that will bestow on me when it is my turn to present all these offerings to my parents (touch wood). One may argue that wat most important is to be filial when the person is alive and not after his death. Yes, I agree. And I agree that these superstitions may be irrelevant, but wat I’m emphasizing and rejoiced is the spirit that it’s trying to cultivate in their own religious way.



And so, the same kind of affection was displayed to my grandmother who passed away when I’m two, and my great-grandmother who of cos, passed away way even before my dad was born. It was at my great-grandmother’s grave when I witness the importance of staying and remembering our roots. My great-grandmother has passed away and so did her son (my grandfather). And today, it is all her grandchildren( my dad and siblings) and great grandchildren (cousins and me!) who were praying respect to her. Most of us did not even see her before. though i have only known by word of mouth. i understand that without her, there will not be me. Paying respect is wat i can do to show that i do acknowledged her existence, not in physical terms, but always in my heart, from the roots that i grew from.



So, after the day under the scotching sun, I can’t help thinking wat will I do in time to come. Will I bring my children to my great-grandmothers grave ?? I am not a Buddhism but I believe that, in paying respect to our ancestors or anyone who have passed away, it is only right to pay respect in the way the passed-away is believed to be able to acknowledge. Simply reason being, I would prefer so if that one day comes.



Getting preachy recently, dunno why, but all these values which are buried deep down in our culture is slowly being forgotten and discarded, and that’s sad.



[ This post is not discriminating any other form of beliefs, but to allow a chance for the author to reflect on the things and people whom we may have took granted in our daily lives. And before we face the truth of "human dies", wouldn't it be more fulfilling to shower the after-concerns now too ? ]

exams coming soon...... so I dun think can post as often...... anyway...... I dun post often also........ hiak hiak...... well...... one last post before I will go into hibernation & study for my exams..... hehe..... anyway..... today was supposed to start revising.... but..... but..... too slack liao...... hahahaah..... yah.... today tat insane woman came knocking at my door again..... & I really mean KNOCKING on my door damn hard..... this time her curses & swearing become more loud & agitated...... when I ignore her & close my door..... she rammed my metal gate hard!..... guess tat one of these days when she become more violent....... I will have no choice but to call the police & get her locked up...... my family's safety is at stake now so cannot blame me...... I just heard tat she lived in the block opposite of mine...... & her brother was also a bit insane....... sigh.......why am I so suay....... hope the suayness doesn't affect my exams...... sigh.......

[Call and everyone is back ... ]


good good ... those who are missing appear when someone called for them ... so I guess I should give it a try ... yoooooo Moron ... Dan ... Hoover ... haven't seen you all post for quite some time ... heh


18 days before my exams ... later gonna finish up my reports ... and do a bit of revision before head towards my Dream Valley ... seem that the time flew real fast ... came back online to do some research ... had a hard time looking for info ... probably need to visit my school library ... damn ... okie ... gonna do some work ... came online to try to attract those missing members attention ... so here goes ...

Hahaha....posted last nite but somehow clicked on the wrong button n din knoe where it went to (guess haven been posting for a long time), in the end was too lazy to retype. Well, i have been bz as usual wif alot of stuffs....have been working moi projects in school till about 10pm almos everyday....On top of that, many other things on mind that i have to deal with...Therefore, Vogue, will try to meet up wif u real soon if not after moi examz. Sorri..... good that u have gone for a short trip, wish i can. Think i need to plan one for the hols too. Hehe. Sigh, guess i wun have time to realli mug for moi examz coz 2 days b4 exam i have got 1 project due and a week b4 moi examz, i've got 3 projects due n ++ total of 7 more to go! Coolz......life sure is getting interesting...so exciting that moi heart may fail ani moment...somehow have been feeling this pulling sensation in moi heart...is it a sign of heart attack??? Hopfulli not coz the pain never last longer than 5 minutes? And yes... as the song goes, "Look into my eyes..." its all EYEBAGS....lalala..... me! never been bothered by such stuffs finalli did today....this is becoz moi poor eyebags have grown to an extent that when i smile, a quarter of my view is being blocked..... Arghhhh....... wat to do? Okie dokes, got to go back to moi work now...... take care to all reading this post. Ciaoz!

yOz!Juz taking a break off my a-maths. Wat a piggy sunday for me. I slept for...ermmm... 15 hrs!!! yesh!!! Dun be shocked! Sunday had always been my lazy day, a day for me to laze ard... turning ard in the bed, and to recharge my drained-out batteries.This few days' weather were quite warm... i kept perspiring.hOw i wish the places tat the whole of Sinapore will be fully-conditioned.Nelly Furtado's "I'm like a bird" is blasting on my radio now. Sometimes, i really wish tat i could be like a bird, flying... high up in the sky, admiring the beautiful scenery.But tat's impossible... i'm juz like a "caged bird" now... rotting at home most of the times.No idea wat's wif me recently, juz dun have much energy to chiong ard anymore. arghhhh....i can't take the heat anymore, gonna bath.Take care dudes! Happy muggin!

HALO PPL!!! I miss u guys tremendously...!!!! Hav not been in touch prysically & electronically too..me been busy looking for a job & guess wat..?? I found one!..although it's kinda temp but it'll do for the time being.. Just got back from the hot blazing sun of Phuket..a lot of half naked women ,.sun-taning muscle bound dudes.. sweeping the gorgeous beaches...aahhhhh wat a life...too bad it's only for 3 days...but hey!!!! I had FUN!!.... Will try to check out this site more often & keep myself updated...now dat I got some time to spare....U guys take care...& hey!! ZOC...we should meet up one day...it's been quite a while since we had our ittle chat...u too... LAVA!!!

Ciao!

[It's Sunday ...]


listening to Cher - Believe (Xenomania Mix) version ... just a lazy sunday for most of us ... probably some of us here are still in bed ... rolling here and there ... speaking of a lazy sunday ... I haven't got a chance to be 'lazy' on a sunday for some time ... hehe ... today managed to force myself to sleep up 11 ... though usually I will woke up before 8 ...


nothing much from me ... but glad to see other members are posting ... brand new week coming up ... I shall go for my meal now ... be back if I can ...

ooooo.........almost everyone here gotta sit for exmas real soon right? Good Luck to all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun stress yourself out ah....... *smilez*

*hops* *hops* okok ... I post ... I post ... dun cook me alive ... How is everyone getting on lately? I will be going through a stressful period because my exams will be coming real soon ... dun you know that we bunnys have to study too? We dun just eat carrots all day even though I really love carrots! *hops* I guess this posting zone will become more quiet during the exam period ... but all thanks to the more active ones ... all of ya really did a good job in maintaining this zone. Keep it up humans! Anyway, studying is important but do take care of your health too ... I just recovered from an irritating bunny flu that kept me in bed for days ... not to mention all the medicines ... & worse of all no carrots for days! *hops* *hops* ... ... ... Opps! I saw a hunter coming again! ... damn ... dun they need to study for exams? ... *hops* *hops* *hops* ...

[I'm back ... anything else can leave it aside]


in responding to Viz ... so I guess it is better for me to come here despite my busy schedule ... shall write something at least ... or else he gonna put up rewards for wanted members ... <|> right ... you must have guess ... busy ... with projects and exams ... well ... haven't really started revising ... though today managed to flip thru 1 unit ... 1 unit ... at least not too bad right ... gonna summarise in point form tonight ... good thing weekend is tomorrow ... in fact it can be consider today ... a well-deserving weekend rest ... *phew* ... at least able to get away frm projects ... hehe


expecting to be the same for the next 4 weeks ... till mid of May where my exams will end ... sighz ... anyway ... after that will be my deserving 2 mths break ... yeah yeah ... just can't wait ... so that I can have more time with Eve ... look like she's quite busy with work ...


just nice ... had given myself 10 mins for this post ... and I need to continue with my presentation preparation ... okie ... shall end here for this post ...

[ TGIF ]


I cant help it but to notice that most of the members are actually not posting.. hoover, bunny.. moron.. and other personalities .. not that the postings are bothering me.. but it DOES!! <-- wtf ?!> .. hehehe.. yea.. can understand those dudes who were mugging through every single bit of their pathetic lives for the four letter word.. EXAM ! .. yup. the plight is shared and understood by your man, viz, here as my dear Liz is going through the same shit too.. hehehe..


its a cloudy morning without any special lift in vibe and just clocking my time forward and nearer to the end of the day.. hehe.. hmmm.. met someone familar on my way to work this morning.. errr.. in fact, almost every morning.. i knew that she is one of my cadets in RC before.. but just cant remember the year and her name.. at times we gave each other greets of acknowledge by motion of hands.. and smiles.. and thats about all .. she was always at the last door of the last cabin.. and i'm at the last cabin, second last door.. we never talk nor even more than just hi.. basically.. i think we do not know wat to say .. "hi!.. i remember you, but forgot your name."? .. or wat ?.. a meaningful conversation will be virtually impossible.. hehehe.. so i guess i will have to live with the arkward moment every morning or either that.. tok to her .. ?.. hmm.. decisions..



damn!

*applause* Tat's for Viz's good deeds.

[ Bus Trips ]


yup, was it fate or was it just pure coincidence ?.. my recent bus trips were rather “different”.. rite.. how different can that be you may ask.. here goes..


[case 1]

Date : 2-4-2001

Time : Evening

I was on my way back home from Thomas plaza. Traditionally, I would take any bus that will allow me to reach AMK Ave 1, then I will change to another feeder bus which will leads me home. And so I did. The bus trip was smooth and the traffic was easy, in less then 5 minutes, I was along AMK Ave 1… so, I pressed the bell and alight. Waited for 20 whole minutes before the f**king feeder bus crawled into my sight.. as it stopped, and noticeable enough, I was the only one boarding the bus. This when I saw an young Indian lady trying to get down from the front door.. I was thinking.. “wat the f… “.. but, as fast as the though comes, it disappeared when I noticed the thin white stick the lady was carrying.. so.. out of guilt and compassion, I aid the young lady down the bus along with the help of the bus driver.. :)


[case 2]

Date : 3-4-2001

Time : Nite

A humid evening, I was on my way back home after a long day at work.. my usual schedule would be MRT to bishan which I will changeover to bus no. 88 or 13 back home. Due to the timing, traffic of human and vehicles are always heavy. Buses are normally packed to the doors.. so, anyway.. MRT trip was usual.. shoulder rubbing.. and that’s about all.. I reached the bus stop and bus no.88 was the bus that came.. so.. as usual.. I will “battle” my way will tactful elbows and swift legs movement.. like those in kong fu movie.. hehe.. this time.. an old lady with a walking stick was trying to get down while I was trying to get up.. and with the people pushing behind me.. I was trapped in a dilemma of “to-go-or-not-to-go” situation. Still, decision was made.. and I backed into the crowd.. aiding the old lady down the steps of bus which were steps of cliff to the old lady.. only when the old lady was safely down.. I was back to my kong-fu fight..


[case 3]

Date : 3-4-2001

Time : late nite

Met Ros and returned some stuffs to her.. and I was at the interchange waiting for the bus. 10 minutes was the time the bus took to pouch in. there are only three passenger waiting to board the bus.. and by now, u should have guessed that an old lady is one of them :) . *ok, shall make this story quick*. .. the old lady board the bus first.. and followed by another guy and then me.. and as I was inserting my farecard.. I heard a flat thud, as I turned my head.. I saw the old lady fell to the platform of the bus.. gosh!.. instinct told me that I have to helped the old lady. And so I did . ..



so.. though I dunno wat is the significance, but three day in a row.. I’m arranged and tasked in a magical and unexplainable way to help or encounter these three folks.. it made me realized that one day.. all of us will age.. or unexpected incidents tat may lead to handicap in anyway.. .. err.. ok.. think me getting preachy here.. hehehe.. damn!

Lava> lucky? unlucky loh...... & she is too old for me..... hehe..... a bit siao some more leh..... haha.... btw.... exams coming soon for some of us pple so hereby I wish all of u good luck & study hard..... come to think of it........ mine is just 3 weeks away...... & the sla