if you are reading this post, you should be glad that I am alive kicking ... <|> wondering why am I online at this hour ... well ... my computer are online 24 hrs for your info ... me simulating a WAN link with my school computer ... but why am I posting at this hour ... I just can't sleep ... though I managed to catch some sleep when I first lied down on my bed ... probably been thinking of some issues ... that made me suddenly awake at this hour ... have not been feeling well for the past 2 days ... life ... it just a simple 4 letters word ... but it can sometime make you feel miserable ... sighz ... how I wished one day I could just cross over the 4 letters ... <|> probably you won't be catching me here for the next few days ... believe or not ... it could be the end of the week ... think me will be "knocking on heavens door" ... to pay them a visit ... <|> last portion of my brain has been thinking of someone ... the feeling is just too strong ... *I NEED A BREAK* *SMARP*

Viz...... me where got declare independence? will still be posting here of cos..... & thanx again for helping me...... hehe..... will be looking forward to your new webpage..... went to lao1 yu2 sheng1 today..... all 10 of us in the jap restaurant..... wishing for good health, doing well in studies, finding a gf/bf soon, grow taller, more handsome/pretty etc...... haha.... so how is today for the rest of the members? Tomolo will not be having any lesson so its a day for me to slack again..... hehe.....

*wave* arloe arloe...heehee... lotsa tests dis week...din have time to post.... anione missed me???????????????? *hopeful* heehee.... eh... know something?? todae is the 7th day of the chinese new yr... supposedly everione's bdae right?? hee... HAPPY BIRTHDAY everyone!!!!!!... *grinz* heehee... weird day todae...fell asleep during chem lecture yesterday... right in front of the teacher... but he din see...*phew* heng ah....... but come on..it was boring...so not my fault right?? right??? heehee... aniway.... time for me to go off... got tests tomolo...and the day after...and the day after....yar..something like the whole week lah... hee....but haven't studied... so hor..I think I should go stare at my lecture notes...so that maybe I'll not fail as badly? and I think I'll feel less guilty even if I fail...okok..tatazzzzzzzzz.... bye bye....

*Buurrppp*.. hmm.. yummy jap food.. hehe.. so.. did a good deed today.. and it's seldom i do that.. hahaha.. go on.. clap u idiots !.. hahah.. anyway.. helped a friend of mine to assemble her ikea book shelf... and boi!.. if you are looking for anything that is not going to last longer than a baked potato.. buy ikea.. hahaha.. i think i can do better when i'm in my technical class..hehehe.. well.. the price compliment the quality.. so.. the choice is yours to make.. heheh..


anyway.. today was haunted by a weird feeling.. a senstion unexplainable.. nor have i experience it for a long time.. i felt as if i'm floating in the air.. (i'm still alive..) .. wat i meant was that i felt distracted.. some sort of like u know something bad is going to happen?.. yea.. but u dunno when, how or wat ?.. something is just no right.. but i dunno wat.. something need to be fulfilled.. but.. WAT ?!?!.. mmm.. just in case u wonder.. no.. its not a pre-PMS mood swing.. *sigh*..think i miss Liz too much.. heheh.. :Þ..


so.. our dear friend.. Dan !!..finally declare his independance .. hehe.. just a proof that i'm not a petty person.. i've design a logo for his homepage.. "Slackerz Arena" .. and yes.. he's also hosting postings!... looks like we have just increase a bookmark on our browser.. hahaha.. good job done man!.. way to go..


anyway.. if u are interested to know. .(read on.. else ALT-F4).. hehe.. vizinity will be going dot com soon.. i'm in the mist of arranging my financial packets over to a trustworthy webhosting company.. *waving to occy*.. yes.. viz.4mg.com will soon be typed as vizinity.com .. heheh.. a totally new design.. new concept.. new sections.. just allow me to deposit more time in it before it's launch.. and the daily time contributed will have to subtract.. 8 hrs sleep.. 9 hrs work.. and the rest from family committment.. gf.. hobbies.. red cross.. entertainment.. errr.. dun think it will be ready real soon.. hahaha.. but the promise is that it will come.. one day..


right.. my eyes are getting a bit tired after all these typing.. chill..

mushi mushi...~...hMm..where r the rest of the team members??all too bz to post??cummon..dun MIA again`...do post frequently...like..me^..hehe..it's lunch break again..but, not having my lunch todae cos i'm on diet.Of course not...juz feeling quite full though i didn't have a heavy breakfast..haiz..todae is reali a boring and lazy tuesday..and the time seems to pass slowly...how i wish it's evening now..so that i can lie on my bed...looking at those "stars" on the ceiling..and dozing off into my dreamland....

but it's impossible...cos will be going to the library in the evening...yeah~! dun be shock..juz too bored so, i need to read to kill my time...hmMm..wat shld i do now??boring...alrite...gonna end this post here....A -->good luck for ya interview~!!!..*grinz*

haiz..another new week~..and it's monday AGAIN~!...back to work todae after a break of bout 6 days....gonna throw away the holiday mood and get serious on my work now..well, as usual, juz finished my lunch and is munching on some snacks now...and drinking green tea....juz can't help it...and i think i'm getting fatter now...so, what's up todae/??nothing...gonna laze around again after work.....sianz

yesterday was a better day...catched CAST AWAY and that's reali a nice movie...althought it's long and boring at times, but it's reali worth the 8 bucks.....*scratch head*..i'm reali running out of ideas on wat to post...duh~so, maybe i will be MIAing...for a short period of time..ehz..any suggestions??..life sux man..

wah..Monday again !!... izzit a time for blues or wat ?.. hehe.. late nite made waking up this morning difficult.. leaving my eyes sore and puffy.. hehe.. and now, battling wif my wobbling and spinning head trying to pull it back to its orbit.. heheh.. and well.. some members still prefer to bathe in their new year mood and place their computer dormant.. and yes.. Dan was right.. i'm the charity gambler this year.. (again) .. haha.. but losing the money is not the concern.. its the agony of not getting the tiles u wanted during the rounds that irritated me.. argh.. hahaha.. but lucky it happened only once a year.. hahaha.. argh.. my stomach is growling painfully, reminding me that its time for lunch.. i seldom take lunch during work days.. but but.. ohh.. woo .. argh.. maybe a small, tiny, winny, little bite wouldn't hurt rite?.. hehehe..


alrite.. this post have to stop in order to make way for my lunch ..

was supposed to finish 2 tutorials for tomolo..... but not in the mood to complete them..... so thought of coming in to post..... hehe.... went for a delicious dinner at Zoc's house with many of our friends yesterday plus a session of mahjong....... guess luck was on my side & with my good skills..... managed to win some money.... hehe..... also thanx to the "charity gambler" Seer for..... losing? hehehe...... had another pool session after dinner....... was dominating a table until LC came & defeat me..... Grrrrrrr..... so went to pit my skills with Viz, who was dominating another table...... well..... lost to him narrowly..... luck was on his side...... hehe..... Proceed for a overnite mahjong session at another friend's house...... & expectedly..... won money again..... hahah..... this time the "charity gambler" is Viz..... heheh..... so I guess I am a bit richer now...... anyone wanna challenge me to a game of mahjong one of these days? Remember to bring more money........ hahahahaha

It is not a suprised to find those who had an overnight stay at YY's house is still sleeping comfortably on their bed ... well ... I don't sleep much after this kind of session ... probably my brain is set in a way that when the sun is up ... I will have to get on with my work ... haha ... I woke up at 12 plus ... after a miserable 5 hrs of sleep ... sounds bad ah? well ... more than enough to keep me going for the day ... probably will drop dead before 10 tonight ... hehe ... shall see that then ... <|> it is common that in your lifetime you may be hit by something that make you feel down for a while ... it just suddenly struck me ... I think I feel bad ... and upset ... not to mentioned disappointed about it ... but somehow it will get better I hope ... I think I need to leave here for a while ... think me gonna be like some of the members here who post once a while ... think me will do this ... will get away from reality for a while ... though it is not that easy ... but shall try ... i think it will do good to me ... <|> enough of dampening news about me ... shall not dampened your spirits if I happens to ... catch me if you can ...

well well ... now in YY's house for a overnight gambling session ... well ... of course me not playing ... just joining them to have fun ... some non-gamblers are playing Heart attack ... goodness ... sometime it really can give me a heart attack ... the knocking of tiles ... shufflering ofccards ... wow ... sounds fun ah? well ... it is ... in fact ... we had a good and wonderful dinner at Zoc's house ... her mum I must SAY AGAIN ... is a great cook! <|> must thank someone who actually contributed 30 bucks for our pool session ... hehe ... generous ah? well of course he is after winning money from gambling ... hehe ... <|> so after that we decided to lodge ourselves in YY's house ... it's big ... no one except her ... so we decided to make ourselves comfortable here ... I shall continue with my game ... shall come back in the morning if I still survive ... the survival series ...

heylooooooooo... *hops* had been missing for quite some time because some stooopid hunter set a trap & caught me... *hops* He wanted to have rabbit meat for Chinese New Year but toooooo bad I managed to escape... *hops* Happy Lunar New Year to one & all... Collected lotsa red packets? How about buying me a nice juicy carrot for this new year? *hops* Opps... saw that hunter coming again... better run away... I mean hop away fast... *hops* * hops* hops* ... *BANGS*

back again for the 2nd post for the day ... I must admit that I am ultra free during this festive season. First no lesson today ... and 2nd, I don't have any appointments. Too bad for some of you are back to sch and work, but anyway, the weekend is here again for you all. ENJOY! <|> just came back from another pool session ... went with a good friend of mine, Zoc ... in fact an indeed a very good and close friend ... well ... just helped her to add another 128 SDRAM for her system ... to boost up the performance ... after that had dinner at her house ... her mum is really a nice and friendly lady ... I was too embrassed to reject her for not staying for dinner ... hehe ... this is my second time having meal at her place ... her mum is really a great cook I must say ... thank you aunty! so after that ... me and Zoc went to our old hangout for a pool session ... which is at Shaw House ... please don't blame us for not calling the rest of you out ... well it was rather a last minute decision to go for pool ... was there for quite a while before heading to Mac to have some light snacks ... and spend there quite a while ... <|> well ... now I am back at this posting arena ... seem like a lot of thoughts have been going around my head ... probably need to think about it before I sleep later ... Dream Valley ... a place that I cannot neglect ... it is always the stepping stone to the next level in life ... *throwing stones* ... hehe ... building my entrance for my Dream Valley ...

I am back ... that's obvious ... seem like time flew real fast ... it is almost the end of the week again ... not to mention the almost end of the month ... right now doing some troubleshooting on my brains cells ... thinking what are the plans for today ... been lazing in the morning ... so got to get up and do something constructive ... if not the fats will start to bloom around my belly area ... <|> speaking of the end of the month ... Eve's birthday is coming up soon ... still troubled on what to get for her ... you see ... sometime it is not easy to get a good present for a girl ... and me still troubled on what to get for a close cousin of mine who is turning 21 on monday ... have to think fast before sat ... cos my mum gonna ask her over for a dinner ... arghhh ... how how how? anyone can help? shesshhhh ... this time I am running out of ideas ... someone suggested that I use my handy little-fingers to make things ... yup good idea ... probably will drop by Spotlight again to hunt for my raw materials ... though is not that expensive ... but I guess it is the thoughts and sincerelity that counts ... right? RIGHT! <|> relatives will be visiting my house over the weekend ... argh ... am I suppose to stay at home? hope not ... thinking of sneaking out tomorrow morning ... before afternoon comes ... haha ... shall see about that ... <|> I think it is time for me to kill some terrorists ... bang bang *off to play counterstrike*

Still sitting on my office chair enjoying the third day of CNY.. yup.. went out wif dudes like, Lava, Zoc, Oreo, Dan, Roy and Peijie. over our usual hobby.. pool... yup.. small crowd.. by we enjoyed shaking hands wishing one another well... though late nite last nite was.. today still feel as fresh as chef salad rained with french sauce.. hehe.. the work day was broke by a conversation wif my MD just now.. with topics waving from computers to business venture and chances.. i just felt that this year have to be a better year for me.. besides, i still got an "Ang Bao" from my chairman whom pleasantly interrupted us.. hahaha.. hmm.. and woo.. a rich man's red packet always red hot !.. lucky am i not married eh? hehe.. best of all.. i'm on a half day leave. .which will be topped wif healthy events of sports... though my thighs were playing jelly on me from yesterday's morning round of Bishan Park.. my determination still graving for more!!.. heheh... wonder wat hitted me.. haha.. so i guess.. i shall continue my ride on this CNY mood and watch my time pass me by till it's time to knock off.. :Þ .. mmm.. wondering folks like moron, hoover, bunny, vogue have vanished?.. guys !.. get me a souveir when you return from Jupiter ! .. hahaha..

yoyoz~it's me again!sooo, as lava mentioned, juz got back from the pool session...so,it was fun!better than staying at home, eating all the goodies..and looking at the plain walls...i'm beginning to like pool more and more now....but, not to the stage of addiction......

haha...there's no work for me tomorrow..sooo, gonna hang out wif some frens for lunch...and...then movie and dinner in the evening...ohduh~..this means..i will be broke soon...haiz..sian...gonna sleep soon...feeling veri sleepy,tired and having mild headaches now...sooo, it's time to sleep....

cdino...wow......aunty dinoooooooooo....i'm still far far away from being an aunty.congrats on ur rise in status...

lava...u r juz sensitive....intuition may not be always true..ehz..i'm not sure..if that's the ger u r tokingbout...if yesh, she's indeed bz...

Hello all.... looks like I am the only member who never post for such a damn long time...... hehe.... okie.... shall try to make this a super long one..... ( try only.... hehe ) Just came back from Malaysia.... spent my Chinese New Year there.... most of my relatives are in Malaysia so I have to go loh..... If you are wondering..... my father is a Malaysian..... but I am a Singaporean..... hehe.... wtf....does it matter? Realised I had a new baby cousin with the name of tongtong..... she was so cute!!!!! not like someone else with the same name.... hahaha... hope she is not reading this...... hehehe..... the only difference bout celebrating Chinese New Year in Malaysia & Singapore is tat you can light firecrackers & fireworks in Malaysia...... the firecrackers are damn noisy.... 1000 in all..... the fireworks are not as beautiful as last time when I was younger.... but still a beautiful sight for those who never tried b4..... hehehe.... no need to be envious..... hahaha..... Why must old people ask the same question over & over again..... espescially tat dreadful question..... " Do you have a girlfriend? "....... I only give them my answer last month during my cousin's wedding..... sigh..... this time round..... they even told me wat to look for in a girlfriend..... hehe..... cannot stand them..... Hmm.... getting a bit richer with all the Ang Pows received..... & fatter too.... hehe..... have been eating quite a lot of goodies these 2 days.... Think tats about all I want to post..... the rest are not to be revealed..... hehehe..... seeya folks again after another long period of disappearance...... hehehe

well Oreo ... probably you are right ... but you can't beat off my 6th sense ... my intuition ... well ... that's life anyway ... your friends comes in and goes out of your life ... I guess I have to leave it to nature ... or maybe just the person don't really like to see me ... just wanna get off from my life ... I don't blame her ... <|> anyway ... just came back from a session of pool ... well ... it was rather a good one ... polishing my skills after 3 weeks of havent-touch-on-the-cue ... hehe ... Viz was there ... so was Dan and Oreo ... least mentioned her right? ... another hangout for the regular at our favourite spot ... opps ... forgotten that Zoc was there too ... hehehe ... sorry! ... <|> not bad not bad ... someone claim that I am grown slimmer again ... wow ... probably that's true ... 3rd time already ... I think I can do better then that ... heh ... some of us here have to go to work and sch tomorrow ... unlike me ... sch will only start on mon ... haha ... too bad ... I think enough of crapping ... was I in the first place? I think my brain has return to half-sleeping mode already ... time to shut down ... and get rested ... alright dudes ...

Hi everyone! WOW... been a long time since I last posted right? hee... been bz....oh...2nd day of chinese new yr..so here's wif wishing everyone here a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YR!!!! heehee... *smilez*... eh... oreo... dun be sad...........$$ is not everithing right?? *smilez* yar.. I'm in a smily mood todae... my baby nephew is SO CUTE!!!!!!!!! how I wish he won't grow up... then can stay so cute for a long long time......heehee.....aniway... wat happened todae..hmmmm.......lotsa relatives came to my place...almost turned the house upside down...hee... then went out for yu sheng... so fun! then went to my aunt's place to gamble..heheee... once a yr lah..so neber mind lah..right? and right now..I'm going into laa laa land liaoz..had a bz dae...................then tomolo got sch..how horrible................bye

it's the second day of CNY and..i juz came back from visiting...well, this year's CNY is quite boring for me...nothing much to do...but,i juz had a baby cousin!!he's reali cute man...and he's juz a month++ old...so, this the amount of ang pows i got this year had decreased by nearli 50 %..but, that's alrite...cos i'm not even suppose to celebrate cny this year..but somehow, someone broke the tradition..sooo, the children r happi..haha...oh deah...go a "bun" on top of my head...and tat happened while i'm entering the cab. as it was raining meow meow and woof woof, so i didn't take much notice...and..my head juz banged into the top part of the cab...eh...difficult to explain...duh~it's raining again..sux man...sooo, gonna prepare for another outing later...take care folks!..

lava...y the sudden saddness??cheerz up!perhaps the person is reali bz...well, take ur time...and...let him/her cool down...

viz...haha...maybe it's time for u to get marry...ehhhhh.z....hahah...

seem like my life is not worth anything. Not because that I am no longer useful to the society. Just that, I can feel that this person seem like want to get out of my life. Well when I talk to this person, I can feel an invisible gap between the both of us. The gap seem to be getting wider and wider ... Sighz ... am I that irritating? You just can't hesitate to put my phone down whenever I called you. Saying that you are busy. Probably you are. Well, it's not that I am doubting your words, just that you gave me the feeling that you are trying to stay away from me. If you happened that you are reading this, probably you will. Let me know why you are doing this. You are one of the friend that I treasured the most. Sighz ...

alright ... oh goody goody ... most of the members have posted ... good good ... seem like everybody is enjoying themselves ... that's include me of course ... well ... right now in my cousin's house ... have just finished doing some pc maintence for her ... well ... I must complain for this chinese new year ... well ... first of all the amount in the red packet has strunken ... well ... it shouldn't be in the first place ... cos the economy is not that bad ... and in fact a lot of the government organizationhad given their employee 3 mths bonus ... 2nd ... I was "over-fed with all the goodies that my relatives had prepared ... wow ... not bad ... most of them said that I have grown slimer already ... haha ... probably that's a compliment ... shall take it ... hehe <|> wonder how's everybody out there ... today suppose to have an outing with someone ... and that someone had actually flew me aereoplane ... but never mind ... should have chances the next time ... <|> well Viz ... you do have some fatherly smell when you are around me ... always feel like hugging you ... calling you daddy ... well u do resemble someone ... ML ... if you know who is he ... hehe ... a father of a chubby son .... alright ... dropped too much hints already ... hehe ... well ... waiting to receive my first Red Packet frm you ... father Viz ... and mother Liz ... hehe ... <|> must complain for the last time for today ... why every year when I visit my relatives ... they will ask ... "Lava, when is your turn to bring ur girlfriend to show us?" ... argh ... can't they just wait? me not in a hurry and they are ... it isn't a good sign since I am hitting my first 2 this year ... oh no ... pls don't rush me ... let nature takes it course ... or rather let time change the person I like ... hehe ... alright ... enough for today's post ... shall be good again to sit in front of the goodies ... and be a child once again ... opps ... aunt calling ... bye!

wee.. counting the harvest for the day.. hehe.. no much.. well.. my day broke only at 11.30am this morning.. with my semi-active state of mind.. i took my wash.. and had breakfast.. err.. or lunch ??.. hahah.. this year did not follow the previous years ritual of home visiting.. previously, we would be at grandmum's place well before lunch.. and circulating among other relatives for the rest of the day... today.. at 3pm.. we left the house to one of our relative.. the relation was that she (relative) is the sister of my grandmum.. anyway.. saw people tat we only see them once a year.. exchange mandarin oranges.. makan .. sat and watched TV.. play with toddlers.. hahah.. and playing wif those toddlers... somehow make me feel so fatherly.. er.. a good sign ?..hahaha .. tokking about that.. one of my young cousin actually asked me why i didn't give her Ang Bao.. hahaha.. wao.. do i look married ?? .. anyway... my explaination was candid and the day continue wif food and all .. hahah.. and so, i'm back home after all the ordeal of a new year.. wondering wat's installed for me tomolo as its still left unplan for.. hmm.. think time for me to end my post by sealing it wif a kiss for my Liz

hey guys...now in Genting Highlands...heee;)....
Happy Chinese New Year. Gong Xi Fa Cai...Cai yuan Guang Jing....Wan Shi Ru Yi...etcetcetc..heee;)
enjoy ur lunar new year!;)
*oinkz*

HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!! Just came back from visiting, while waiting for moi relatives to come, decided to drop in a post. Hope everyone is enjoying out there :> Me tired, want to sleep....hehe.....came back at 3 this morning. After a movie was pool followed by supper. Hm....i wonder if moi skills had deterioated or something, it was again a bad game. Just realized have lots more to learn. And i mean realli.......prob its good to play wif diff groups of pple n learn Guess at moi stage is still to play but not to win, instead play to learn... :> kkk....shan't tok abt pool, shall go have some dessert first.......Ciaoz!

Gong xi ya Gong Xi~!!!!fa ya fa da cai.......opsss..heheh...HaPpy ChInEsE New YeAr!!!hiiiissssss hissssss...it's the snake year...toooo those who were born in the snake year, it's ur yearr!!!!!!enjoy it!!...have a great holiday !!

kinda late.. but wat the heck.. Happy Lunar New Year !! .. and to those who may not celebrate.. Happy Holidays ! ..

wooaahhhh....haha...feel kinda relaxed now after finishing a project last nite n after 3 days of hard work, managed to clear moi room n house...the ordeal just ended yesterday.....MEMEME is proud of moi room and table....nothing on it...so empty compared to moi sis....hehe......wat can i say, moi parents were just so happy, prob it was the first time they saw this??? well, well, well, had moi reunion dinner last nite coz it was predicted that it was inauspicious to have it tonite n moi family believed it....wonder which other family too.......so after this post, will be out watching a movie, blah...blah...blah....new year tml, nothing much to look forward to, just a time for me to slack for a while before i continue the next 22 projects after the new year. Yupyupz, it has somehow increased from 11 to 22 excluding the one i finished last nite....somehow, managed to feel not so stress, guess lately i have just too much things to look forward to which is good n managed to get over it coz its me, the always smily one....new year means some things just got to be forgotten be it if it is onli a while.... :> Lava> guess a call is much faster than sms....... at least i took the initiative to call u up this morning n glad to knoe that u r still around though u sound a little tired. never mind, bear wif it for a few days n u will see me....hahaha....okie dokes, guess that's about it, enjoy n Happie Chinese New Year to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YO!!! ppl..GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!....me still here in the office...cos being the only non-chinese who has a stoopid printer..printing the most longest-god-forsaken report i've ever seen.. 1006pages in all...godammit!
when r u gonna stop!!!...aarrggghh!!!!!....okie..while u ppl r having yr reunion dinner me stuck here trying to figure out wat to do while waiting for dat damn thing to end.....aiyah...some more so slow...haiii...poor thing hor?!..can't wait for the silence cos dat'll mean it has ended ...or either dat the damn thing is jam ...which ..for ur info happen trice already...turtle....

anyway...u ppl enjoy urself..dun 4get me when u're gorging those good mouth watering food in front of ya.
bearing in mind when i get home i hav only "yummy"sandwitches to drool to...not much but hey...who's complaining...most of the shops around r close..i don't hav much choice u noe... till then....

me having a headache...ciao

good afternoon!!!it's the eve of the CNY...so, what's up todae???hehe...was on holiday from now to the rest of this week, cos the office wun be open,till next week....yeah man!!!i pitty those who have to work/study todae and those who have to start work/study immediately after CNY..hahha....poor ya~...so, i managed to enjoy my sleep after a tiring day of packing my stuffs yesterday..arrrgghhh...there r juz too many thingies and there are still some left,for me to complete...guess today will be another bz day for me..,gonna refurnish my room, pack my stuffs, clean up the dust which was accumulated over the year....hMm..as for renunion dinner, nothing much todaee....maybe my mum will juz cook a few simple dishes....sooooo....duh~i'm not looking forward to this year's CNY...cos..i wun be celebrating it..which means...no ang pow for..me...haiz...gonna find my own activities this yr....boooooo hoooooo.....wat a boring yr man....alrite...gonna continue wif my stuffs b4..the new year arrive....

have a great CNY and, collect more more ang pows!~

Ok .. like it or not.. CNY is tomolo .. and yes..tomolo is CNY <<-- wtf ??! .. hehe.. you know wat's goog about the CNY eve?.. the reunion dinner and the half-day at work.. hehe.. ahh.. i'm hungry and i mean really hungry now.. wat shall I have for lunch though i normally skipped lunch during working days.. heheh.. 30min to knock off.. hehe.. hmm.. my eyes are tired too, due to insufficient sleep.. my neck ache from the less-than-quality sleep.. oh yes.. just how much i'm prepared for New Year.. ??



CNY always start the day by wondering wat to wear .. hehe.. though i bought a few long sleeves shirt this year.. but that's all for my work.. i can't be wearing them for visits rite ?.. i mean.. just too formal and somewat.. that !.. yea.. that ! (dun ask.. hehe).. hmm.. this year's my schedule for the new year is packed to the brim.. grandmum's house.. aunties.. friends.. wah.. this i can even slim down this CNY.. hahaha.. ok lar.. think u already noticed that i'm running out of spice and tokking crap.. hehe. . chill

OH RIGHT MAN! I succeeded in doing a sharing of Internet access with my computers ... yeah yeah ... though there is no use of hubs ... but I still managed to do it because of a simple program called the NetProxyLite ... damn good I must say ... all I need to do is to define IP address for each of my computers ... add a few protocols like IPX/SPX and TCP/IP ... then at the client terminal ... connect using LAN setting ... set the proxy to my server terminal ... and it is done! ... yeah yeah ... sound chim ... but not to worry ... for those who are IT savvy ... you will know what I am trying to put across ... of course the details are not explained here ... if not this post gonna be a very long one again ... hehe ... and ppl will start to hurl me ... <|> so much for my success in this little test ... was actually doing some work after the test ... well got back some assignment from a company to do ... doing QC for their websites ... checking thru the words and hyperlinks ... it was easy money actually ... just need to do 5 areas ... and I am paid 27 bucks ... after dividing the amount with how many areas with my areas ... I just spend about 1 hour plus to finish checking them ... easy money huh? hehe ... <|> seem like our this sleeping pig has just "woken up" ... haven't seen you around for quite some time ... guess that you are busy with JC life .. well ... don't overload yourself :) ... take care and take this holiday as a deserving break ... after all the work and fun in sch ... <|> well ... I was wondering if anyone has read page 3 ... i think page 3 ... of the Newpaper ... it was talking about the SMS stuffs ... they interview 3 people about the benefits of SMS ... it just happened to me ... you see ... i was sending msg to Zoc .. and i accidentally pressed the wrong number and click sent already ... hehe ... so I just got a reponse from this person whose HP no that i keyed in before I clicked send ... haha ... so actually got to know her ... made a new friend thru this way ... she's now in 3 mth course in HCJC ... <|> can't believe that this kind of thing will happened to me ... tonight will be a reunion dinner at grandma's place ... a tradition in fact ... so probably I will just head to her place after sch ... today sch end at 12 ... yabadaba dooooooo! ... some families already had theirs a few nights ago ... probably because of work committment ... that's why some of the families have an earlier one ... but it's ok I think ... <|> okok ... so much for all the morning crap ... shall carry on with my practical lesson ... though I finish them already ... shall modify it further then ...

Ni3 men2 hao3! *heez, oink* got lots of tutorials + assignments, but shall ignore them first..hee;) yeah..Chinese New Year's coming..will be back in Malaysia to celebrate..can do lots of illegal stuffs which Singapore forbids.*smirk smirk*.Though no hong baos this time (instead of asking me why, try to pity me instead..haha), still looking forward to CNY..lots of food + free time+ no homework + no worries, etcetc..finally a time to REST! A time to cool off...and look forward to the challenges ahead! *hee*..anywae some update..of wat i've been doing..went East Coast Park last sat. A boh-liao way of "unleashing" stress and unhappiness >>dug a super deep hole about half me (my ht / 2) in the beach.. haha..after much dertermination and perseverance (!!! for a pig..short legs and arms) i did it and saw the first drop of sea water haha...ok..that's super boh-liao i noe..haha..awarded myself with "First Class Honours" in the field of...."DIGGING" hahaa...when i left for a walk and returned..was devastated to see..some idiotic guy fill up that hole..*sobzz*...haa..and the sandcastles built near the "well" destroyed! Afer that was bbq n making sure that i'm not near the fire so tat i wun become a roasted pig..hee;)..sun until today was tutorials and tutorials..JC life can be quite sian too..still miss sec sch life!!..
Gotta end now..Happy Chinese New Year.! ;)

my posting frequencies have doubled somehow and people might think i am free from workloads. yeah, not exactly, just mastering the way to resemble the life of our slacker. *yawn* feeling rather lethargic after some school work, heavy rain which drives the temptation of sleeping right to the middle of your braincells.of course, i will listen to my temptations right after i finish all my tutorials. kinda bored doing tutorials and cant help it. have to drive myself to get all done before the festive season. anyway, i hate chinese new year. just another stupid there spend visiting people whom i don't know and don't wish to get friendly with. the feeling is so cold from both parties so why get closer and freeze from the coldness of 'strangers'? no one feels the same as me. i'm abnormal, or rather unique in thoughts? haha kidding. that will be all from this moment--- back to tutorials. have a great holiday and renuion dinner tommorrow. gotta keep a look out on the drastic increase of weight when the festival begins... *groan*

welcome back Viz ... miss you around man ... speaking of cleaning up ... i haven't cleared mine yet ... still waiting for me to touch them ... probably it has been the nest for the cockroaches and lizards already ... damn! ... stall try to clear some of them today ... hehe .. <|> well ... you must be wonderng why I missed my post yesterday ... went to help out in this PC-reuse programme ... to transform the old and dusty pc into life ... added new hardwares and software to the pathenic machines ... well ... it still works after all ... guess it really benefits those needly families ... well ... I am rather pissed with some of the "needy" families who were there to collect the "new" pc ... well .. fancy driving in a BMW to collect the pc ... f**k ... well ... since you can afford a BM ... might be able to afford a PC ... leave those PCs to those who really need them ... damn it! <|> heh ... took some of the old hardwares back to test out my home network ... after the programme ... we took back some Network Interface Card (NIC) ... or we called it Ethernet card ... and some old harddisks ... well had my feel on the home network yesterday night ... that's why I didn't come online to check my mails ... or come here to post ... pardon me for that ... hehe ... rather excited ... now my nest step is connect the rest of my PCs to my main one (with the modem to the Internet) ... to enable Internet sharing ... that would be fun right? <|> right now ... I am going thru the worst of my practical lesson in my sch ... argh!!! ... u can see hairs dropping badly and on the verge of becoming white ... well ... shall not elaborate more ... if not probably my post will end here ... I shall continue with my work then ... update you guys and girls tonight after trying out my step on my home network ...

first day back at work after 2 weeks long reservist.. walking up this morning has never been so easy.. compared to my 5.30am wake up call during reservist term.. 7am is afternoon.. hahahah.. anyway, 1.5 days of working and we will be embaced by the Lunar New Year vibe.. tons of goodies and especially the 'ang baos' awaits .. heheh... yesterday, i've spring-cleaned my room.. wipe the dusty ceiling fan.. washed the lizard shit infested windows panels.. stained glass.. and clothes.. and yup.. only do that once every year.. heheh..


dun have the mood to in this lazy afternoon.. not that i'm moody.. but it's just the festive vibe.. i can't help it but to feel at ease to put off my piling tasks.. hehe..



so.. wat's up for CNY ?.. hmm. .home visits.. i mean relative visiting.. meeting up wif people you only see them once a year is kinda weird to me.. hehe.. not that i'm complaining.. i mean if not CNY then when rite ?.. so. .at least the first day of CNY will be delicated to family and relatives.. the second day onwards will be friends.. and all.. :) . heheh.. it's been a long time i meet up wif my secondary school friends.. saw one of them just now around my work area.. maybe shall make a point to meet up wif those dudes.. hehe..



for those expecting a red packet from me.. please RSVP.. i may just forget about it.. hahaha.. anyway.. i'm not officially eligible for the honour to distribute red packets.. hehe.. so.. u will be placed on my waiting list.. hahah.. at least till i exceed my 30 years mark.. haha..



rite. .should be off and pretend to be busy.. chao !

*yawnz*...missed 2 days of posts..it's not that i'm not free, but the blogger juz dun allow me too...damm it man!!!i typed a reali long post yesterday.....onli to know that...there were some errors and...all the thingie were deleted!!!!!!!wahhh duh~~~~...pissed off man!!!hopefully,this post can be publish successfully when i hit the [Post & Publish] button...

*yaaaawwwwwnnnnzzz*...i'm soooo tired...juz woke up...and it's going to be 1 am in 5 mins time..well, i accidentally dozed off while reading a book...so, what's up today??eh...yesterday(sat) i mean....was feeling rather uncomfortable the whole day...no idea what's happening in my body...juz felt terrible...and was tired...and sleepy...ehz,am i getting old or what???hmMm...gonna pay more attention to my health......well, was up earli in the morning to travel all the way to bukit panjang.hahha....took the LRT for the first time and it's like a ride in those amusement park.hahah...sua gu man...so, went there to help out wif the training of the sch, and it's quite fun....i'm looking forward to the next training, but it's quite tiring at times....nvmmm....juz gonna endure!after that was pool session!!!yeaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!but, i missed most of the balls todae, seemed like i forgot how to aim properly, like which part to "slice"...but, after much practice, it was better than i first started out....soooo, when the session ended, went for dinner...and had yu tou mi fen!!!!!haha....food again...dun pengz k...eehhehe....i'm a greedy pig...*oink*...and later on, we rushed off for a movie----> Accidental Spy....it's quite a nice action movie, so it's worth the money.hahah...couldn't stop luffing at some part of the show...hahaha...and Jackie Chan ran naked on the streets...and..it's reali dammmmm funni man!!!hahah...go catch it, b4 it ended....

alrite...it's time to enter my dream valley...so, tataz~ and HaPpy Earli Advanced ChInEsE neW Year!!...:)

so I guess it is my turn to post ... well ... nothing much for the day except been thru a whole day of training ... discussion in the afternoon ... nothing much for my committements ... not gonna talk about it ... since now is weekend ... but i have training on weekend ... haha ... <|> ok ... not too bad for a shopping trip today ... bought a new set of clothings ... went with a friend ... can tell that he is a bit frustrated on the way I tried my clothings ... hehe ... probably a bit bored after waiting for me ... well what to do ... I just wanna make sure that I made the right choice after that ... hehe ... well got myself a new floral shirt too hehe ... orange bright ... hehe ... haven't been doing this kind of thing for a long long time ... trying to get used to it ... now I understand fully why the girls that I know of, shopping is one of their favourite past time ... probably if I have slightly a heavier back pocket ... I may just do the same thing for a saturday afternoon ... but I guess it will not happen for now ... too busy with my committments ... <|> SO MUCH about the shopping trip ... thought I didnt do much ... got a call from a friend who was complaining about his management and stuffs like that ... well ... hey friend ... just take it easy ... sometime things don't work out that well ... try to bear with the new changes ... probably it will take time ... but don't take it too seriously ... let the time change it ... in a more smoothly way ... isn't that better ... <|> before I end this post ... I was wondering why Viz is mentioning that today is 20th of Feb ... probably he has lost touch with date and time after his reservist ... or probably too stressed for the new year and can't wait to celebrate christmas ... shall not say much ... if not I will get something from him ... hehe ... time for me to sleep too ... finally found my entrance to my "Sleeping Valley" today ... not bad not bad ... but gonna leave the valley early in the morning ... shall keep u guys and girls update then ...

ok.. the first post on the 20th of FEB.. hehe.. yup.. my cloudy days are over.. or at least now.. :) .. back on my smily face.. and to my dear Liz who have fall sick and i mean real sick.. take care and listen to the doctor.. heheh.. stay alive and i miss u .. :) .. oh yea.. with much agony. my out-processing for reservist is done and complete !.. yea !.. 2 weeks.. its over !.. heheh.. wat left is the anticipation of the 5 weeks reservist to Taiwan in Apr-May.. hahaha.. wat a damn !.. heheh..


anyway, much happening on post.. and as usual .. lava terrorised the arena .. hahaha.. anyway.. Vizinity will be going under a total concept and face change within the next few weeks.. stay tune.. much changes will be made but the post shall remain.. heheh.. :) .. the hits of Vizinity.. mm.. rather average at 30-50 hits.. so you guys reading it should know wat to do lar !.. hahaha..


like wat my dear had said. .i've completed the novel.. and now.. preying on the next book Liz gonna pass on to me.. hehe.. hmm.. today is SAT.. lalal.. i'm riding on a splendid vibe and nothing gonna stop me from going out.. hehehe. .hmm.. shall dart my singapore map to determine my next homing location.. hahah... ok.... Viz shall return..

just woke up not long only ... feeling rather tired ... hehe ... just woke up? So which mean that I skipped lessons in the morning ... anyway the lessons in the morning is not that important either ... <|> alright ... gonna do my reports first ... will be back in the night to continue with my post ...

Wow.... it had been weeks since I posted.... hehe.... sorry team members & supporters.... although I was quite free & slacking.... but just dun have the mood to post..... or I do not have anything interesting to post..... tats me..... no life guy & slacker..... hehe.... so.... just to update u guys..... was back to the boring study life since last week..... new subjects & friends for this semester..... no pretty gals in my new class again..... hehe..... caught the flu bug for the past few days & it stubbornly refuses to go off..... Grrrrrrr..... Was feeling sad & disappointed for the past 2 or 3 days..... dun bother to ask me wat happened or console me..... hehe..... Finally no more RC activities for the next 1 month + ..... a well deserved rest for all members..... take this time to recharge your batteries & get ready for the new challenges ahead.... hmm.... still waiting for Viz's help in completing my posting zone in my revamped homepage..... come back from reservist already rite? So better help me now...... even if u r in a foul mood..... hehe.... opps....

To the rest of the team members...... good luck in your studies or work.......

probably Viz is having a foul mood ... shall not say too much about it ... hey man ... calm the f**k down alright? take it easy ... :) <|> alright look like I am lost again for tonight ... not exactly lost ... but lost in my valley ... haven't got time to find the "Entrance" to my sleeping valley ... arghhh ... reports to rush ... preparing for meetings tomorrow ... life can be hectic at times ... well that's life isn't it? shall get on with life then since it is like that ... <|> wonder how's everybody getting on ... well if you are reading this ... take care of urself ... seem like the bugs are back again ... more cases on flu and fever ... argh ... f**k man ... just caught one myself ... <|> woooo ... called Eve just now ... really miss her dearly ... listening to her voice regenerate my lost energy ... though it just a merely half-hour chat ... I think it is more than enough to brighten up the rest of my days this week ... <|> my dear sleeping valley ... how I wish I could just lie on u ... sighz ...

hey guys....how's everyone...nothing seems to be going on fine for me..hopefully, everything will be much better after Chinese new year... still quite upset with what has happened these few days...
Anywae...u guys+gals take care yah....

Life is a round up fucking ball of shit ! Fuck my mood now !

well well ... Oreo ... it is not that I am really that free ... just that I feel like posting .... that's why you got so much of my posts here ... hehe ... why? kind of irriated? or frustrated? hmm ... <|> Zoc ... haven't really talk to you for a while ... what you say is right ... we are both busy with our life ... well ... call u up over the weekend once I cleared this week ... trying to settle down my sch work and other committements ... :) take care too ... hope to see you in tip top condition when I see you the next time <|> you all must be wondering wtf am I doing now ... yup ... in sch now ... taking care a group of secondary schools students for a tour and experience some of the activities here ... right now they are attending this session in the lab on E-Learning ... showing them about the trend in WAP technology ... and the usage ... well they are currently connected to my department's WAP website ... accessing the materials thru the website using an emmulator ... dont noe the spelling ... something like a console ... or called it the simulating console ... that simulates a WAP phone .... currently using a WAP phone to test out the site ... cool man ... probably will be getting one when the school implement it within the campus ... <|> Singapore gonna roll out the G3 technology in the year 2003 ... probably by then ... Handphone is no longer a trend ... WAP will be up .... well ... you can start to see the new models that was introduced by the Handphone maker ... probably doesn't interest you at this moment ... who knows ... 1 year down the road ... you might be doing an e-chat using WAP Phone with me ... :) ... alright gonna get ready to bring them for the next session on how to build their own PC and personal LAN ... cya

ok..time by ZOC....its 12:59 am ow n me still awake!!! Kkkk....feeling kinda hyper now n lotsa thoughts, so bear with this post yeah??? Coz got lotsa to say.... Firstly, moi legs are aching damn badly, shopping from 3pm till i reach home at 10:15 pm.Gosh...was doing some new year shopping n getting big containers for the spring cleaning of moi pig sty, trying to get rid of stuffs since moi early childhood n getting things organised.Hehe...the big boxes n many more that i was carrying sure made me look bad or moi sis wldn't have commented that i look like a MOTHER!!!! (hm...no comments) Secondly, to moi "deer" Lava, haven been toking to u for a long long time....think we're both just too busy wif our lives. Will be sure to catch up wif u soon....meanwhile, take care! Thirdly, to moi "deer" Liz *hugz*, HULLO! wat MAN?? Who's the he??? There's juz too many He-men liaoz.... :Þ but watever the case is, dun mention the he though i dunno who u referring to.Shhh... Lately, too many wierd things are happening around me be it He-men or She-men. Lotsa 'tao hua yun' wif too many pple liaoz.Hahaha.... hope to bump into u soon...(hum...humhum.....--->remember this tune???) n i sure miss ur wink...........Toking abt Viz, just studied abt the islands which army pple go to today...some Social Communication Values module which i have to take n its like studying moral education and social studies again.Kinda interesting though abit boring coz can u imagine studying wat the various features on our flag means, the meaning of our national anthem, Sang Nila Utama etc etc etc... Lastly, gonna start on a report for moi project first b4 i sleep hopefully...wif a total of 4 reports by next mon...hopefully the kids at the childcare centre whom i will be seeing later will brighten up moi life. Good nite!!!

wowww....lava...u r dorminating the posting areana man...haha....sooo freeeeeee huh????

oh..juz got home an hour ago..and i'm in the state of entering the dreamland....i'm reali sooo tired man...aniway, went out in the evening again, and this time round, is a small meeting wif my fellow frens..well, juz some discussions and planning or rc stuffs...and...after that was a small and simple b-day celebration for....JIA FEN!!...HaPpy 17th BirThDaY, Jia Fen!!!!and...she's quite touched man...hehEhez...everyone seemed soooo tired, so we parted...and headed straight home...

so, this's my day....boring ritez....but, overall, it's still alrite.........*yawnz*....ok...gonna finish writing my new year cards b4...i can hit the bed...so.......wan an!

its a late evening. i should be asleep by now but tutorials just hold on tight to me that i don't feel at ease when i don't finish the leftovers. hey, the similar attitude for food. as in like can you resist the leftover of food? whether it is chips or macdonalds? for me and most pple esp viz, we cant!!! it maybe seen as a strength(finish work) underlying the weakness(finish food). shall tell my employer this when he/she ask for my weaknesses. i was thought to say your weaknesses as though it is a positive point. *peeping at the clock* and dear, its almost midnight and completely no clue what time i will slumber into bed.

on behalf of viz, i shall post something about him. viz is missing from this cozy island of s'pore. at least away from the 99.9% coverage from M1, he is out of reach. he was last heard at 1600 and there is no more news about him. well, we will wait for his return from reservist. you know, viz is never a advent fan of novels. he don't read fiction, all he read is his mars and venus book but this time when i recommended a novel by sidney sheildon which cost him $17 bucks. he started reading (i guess he felt the pinch n wanted to make his money worth). he got so engrossed that he ignores me. GUYS CANT MULTI-TASK! and, it took him only 2 days to finish the 400pages book. so amazing with this man.

enuff about him. talking about him can make me sick too. not love sick ahz. okok, a little. haha... kidding still. well, zoc, who's the MAN? the he you had been mentioning huhz? hehe.. we friends? just fooling ard with you. don't freak out. haha. kinda stress with work rightz? zoc, take care of yourself now ok? health overrules everything. and hope to bump into you soon. *wink*

hoover, vogue,moron,bunny,dan and pig have been missing. arlow? you there? hear from you guys soon k? back to workz.....

ok it's me again ... look like I am flooding this posting arena again ... <|> well Cdino ... do not mentioned it ... we are teammates right? well any questions regarding to IT ... u can feel free to approach Viz or me ... <|> this part is for Occy ... yooo man ... how's life ... managed to get a glimpse of the new revamp of your website ... I must say it is getting better ... hehe ... well ... missed you guys and gals since the last outing ... hope to meet out one day ... probably when my schedule permits me to do so ... over the weekend maybe ... do call me out when u all are out ... <|> alright ... shall stop here for the day ... if not ppl will start complaining ... I may just a get a boot out of this area ...

just feel posting again ... not because I am bored ... eh wait a minute ... probably because of that ... but seem like I am a bit talkative today ... <|> shall I sign up for a few more activities to get myself from reality? aren't sure whether it is the right thing to do ... been reading horoscopes everyday ... at least 90% of the prediction is true ... probably because I am thinking too much about it ... but somehow I don't think it is a concidence ... probably just my imagination ... been thinking a lot for the past days ... my mum told me that my hair is dropping badly ... anyway hair is a bit long ... maybe gonna give it a trim before Chinese New Year ... <|> one of my eye got infection since I came back from camp ... for the past few days ... it has been really bad ... eye almost can't open to the usual size ... blood-like-veins crawlings towards the pupils ... looks scary har? hope it gets well soon ... or wearing a sunshade to shade away from the curious pairs of eyes whenever I go ... speaking of sunshades ... I lost mine! argh ... though it is not an expensive pair ... but that was my first pair that I bought with my own money ... sighz ... alright ... enough of the craps and complaining ... shall get on with my life ... "it's my life!"

arloez... thanz lava!!! izzit like this?? THANKS A MILLION!!! heehee... *smilez* thankew thankew.....time for me to go zzzzzzzz... I continue my post tomolo k?? heehee

thanks Oreo for the advice ... anyway me refering to the html that u use in ur previous post ... and not anything to do with the "post & publish" button ... anyway ... just left it for Viz to clear it ... heh <|> been feeling down for the past few days ... not sure what is bothering me ... sch work? or other committements ... just can't seem to concentrate on one thing ... that's really bad ... shall try harder tomorrow ... probably is due to the bad weather ... that is getting me down ... <|> I missed my tennis class today ... not because of the rain ... well ... reason is simple ... been waiting for the damn printer to print out my notes from 2 plus ... and it only finish at 4 ... argh! ... stupid printer ... anyway ... it is not gonna be nice to step into the court with so many pairs of eyes staring at you ... wondering wtf why these few clowns coming down for practice late ... heck it ... so which mean I gonna miss lesson twice ... argh! ... next week is Chinese New Year ... which mean no practice! ... gonna whack the printer with my tennis racket! <|> look like I need some polishing of my pool skills ... well ... just 2 weeks ... i can feel the "roughness" of my skills ... shall see how ... tomorrow gonna be another long day for me ... gonna engage in my department event ... wonder how is my day gonna be for tomorrow ...

elloz~i'm here again!*arrrggh*..accidentally pressed the wrong key and the explorer juz closed down...duh~!!!gonna retype this post...so, it's wednesday.....gonna go for meeting later on..sux man...well, as usual, it's lunch time now..and todae's lunch..is reali yumzyumz....well, everything taste nice when one is hungry....soOo..went for a show yesterday and it's BAD BOYS....wat a lousy show man...so, dun watch it!!but, if u r those who r dying of yandaos, this is a good one...cos..there's reali lotsa yandaos acting in it....


dino...!!!!i'm not nice????u sure?????i'm actually a veri nice ger lor..juz that u dunno bout that..haha..*grinz*..well, didn't know u r interested in foundation too...wow...dinnnnoo wanna change ya image issit???cum cum,i help u..hahahha...but, thought u dun like wearing skirt...and those gerger stuffs???ehzz.z....heheh...who knows...well,diinooo...we r onli entitle to redeem one per coupon...so,,,we onli have 2...how to get alot?????????not tat i giam...it's that, the foundation that they r offering...r mixed juz for ur skin tone....sooooo....too bad lorrrr...hehhehe...ehz...i can share share wif u too...soo????hehhehahaha...lolz...

lava....laz laz...no need to be sooo tense up....well,she understands and know what's going on...sooo, dun worry sooo much...juz that...dun put in tooo much feelings....(same old words)....there's nothing wrong wif the html leh...juz that there's something wrong wif blogger...it always show the word "ERROR....." when i hit the [post & publish] key....duno lah dunno lah..i'm comp idoit....


okie okie....enough of all the craps....haiz...had been quite down and vexed past 3 days...maybe i'm toooooooooo sensitive????*dreaming*.....bleah!!!!.....i wanna sleep!!!!

ok.....short post here.....me still alive but still as bad as before.......have been driven to alot of mixed feelings n stress...wellwell, its tues n i just came back from a pool session not too long ago....for those who sorta knew tat i was interested to participate in some pool competition to get some experience.....finally decided to drop the idea coz i need to practice long.....today's game realli brought down moi morale.....this is the first time ever where i lost all the games i play except the last game which i think he lost on purpose....let me see....within one hour...4 miss cues, 5 ball-in-hand...balls going to directions tat i never thought will go ....realli played till moi hands trembled...for that moment, i felt that i have never played pool b4......but i must say it was a good expereince though n i suppose he shall be the next person whom i have to steal some skills from.....think that's abt it.......festive season round the corner, n it seems so quiet.....is it becoz i m older or is it that its realli quiet?? hmm.....will be back.....

Cdino ... that's easy ... just follow my steps ... it will be done in seconds ... <|> 1st> take a look at this code "<font color="yellow">Lava</font> is the <font color="orange">greatest</font>!" the result will be this > Lava is the greatest! if you can see ... the tag <font> is used to give a colour to the the words that you want to give it colours ... and a </font> is used to encapsulate until the words that you want to give colours ... <|> if you can see the part of this tag "<font color="yellow"> ... make sure that the color is spelt correctly and not colour ... for other colours ... just substitute with things like green blue lightblue red white and many others ... just try and error ... <|> in fact there are even more attributes ... we called it attributes in computer terms for things like color ... size and so on ... so bear with me ... <|> what about bold, underline or italic? well simple ... just use <b> ... </b> for bold ... <u> ... </u> for underline and <i> ... </i> for italic ... simple right? <|> alright enough of lesson 1 ... heh ... just had a group discussion on our first assignment for this year ... coming out with phrases of a Virtual College network ... and how it is implemented and expanded ... cool ... not bad not bad ... but just can't seem to concentrate ... a lot of things has been going in and out of my head ... missing Eve again ... what a thing to say Oreo ... vain? I don't think so lar ... she is just growing up ... tsk tsk ... anyway ... suddenly a lost of words ... so I guess I have to stop here ... can't wait to go for my tennis practise tomorrow ... hehe ... anyway my mum's curry is great!

arloez.. me home liaoz... heehee..reallie no PE just now.. *smilez* btw...can someone tell me how to do the colours??? puhleeeeeseeeeee.....

hey Oreo ... pls check thru ur html coding for the colours for ur words ... it disrupt the rest ... hehe ... check ur last post ... <|> that's the spirit man ... post more often if u can ... here gonna be very dull if i keep on posting ... that's goes to the rest of the team members ... stop hiding and face the reality ... i know u r hiding somewhere ... so get out of ur hole and face us! <|> Oreo ... u don't have to rub it in do u? *griN* ... anyway ... not just that i don't want to ask her out ... just that she might be feeling vexed if i asked her out all the time ... or worse ... call her all the time ... Eve ... if happened that you are reading this ... don't be mistaken that I am angry with u or something ... or probably lose my interest ... haha .. sound a bit chim ... I just don't want to make myself to become a nuisence to you ... alright ... a lot of mushy and crappy stuffs ... shall continue with my work ... time is running out ... argh! [Tears will never drop unless you lose control]

eekz!!! was typing and typing then dunno wat I pressed... the whole thing vanished!!! argh... now I've to do the whole thing again... so sick right??? aniway... yar... it's a wet wet morning... but good wat... cooling...*smilez* and PE will be indoors I think...... heehee... goodies... they ran 6 rounds round the track yesterday... *horrified* so if the rain's still on... then good wat... heehee..... eh... oreo... go collect samples also neber ask me... bleah... or at least get a sample for me mah....... or even better... get lots and lots... then give to everyone... see lah.... I knew it... you're not all that nice... hrrmmpphh! hee..just joking........eh... oreo ah... how come u've been unhappie... wanna tok 'bout it??? :) can always look for me you noe... *angelic grin* ok lah ok lah... I think I better go liaoz... my break's coming to an end... tataz... have a wonderful day!!!

wow....wat a wetwet morning todae...wat's happening to the earth??isit coming to an end???then why is the weather behaving weirdly recently???*yawnz*...feeling quite alrite and happy todae after a nite sleep....hehe...i gonna look things on the bright side. Yeah!tat's the way man~~~....
hmMm...went out wif eve(hiakz hiakz...lava) yesterday....for a short shopping trip...and we went to collect 2 samples of foundations from PRESCRIPTIVES...yesh, it's free!!and..it's sooo compact and cute..hahha...she's reali vain recently man...issit becos i influenced her???impossible!.after that, we went straight home as it's quite late......soo,basically, yesterday as a veriveri

yupz...lava...u r rite...i will definitely be posting more often.., but...no guarantee...well,i had been rather moody and sad for the past 2 days....things had been bothering me...and..i'm reali sooo stress man!!!....i juz can't help it and tahan anymore~~~~!!!!!!!!!*sob*....

good for you Oreo ... does that mean that I will get to see your posts more often? Probably right? anyway ... just keep on coming ... this place need some spice ... <|> my dear moron ... are you really that stressed up ... resulting in going to school on sunday? well ... I bet my schedule is even tighter than urs ... and I dont have to do that ... probably because I am not working ... but one thing I must stressed ... take care of your almost-deteriorated-health ... eat more my dear ... the next time I see you ... make sure you put on weight ... if not I gonna hump-dump with food ... heh <|> so what's up today? nothing much except when I was on the way to sch on the bus ... a new plan struck me ... heh ... which mean I gonna be busy again ... well I always do right? ... shall not reveal the plan yet ... wait till the time is ripe ... <|> Chinese New Year coming in just in about 1 week or so ... and I haven't got my room tidy up yet ... or gotten my new clothings ... shall try to tidy up a bit for the next few days at least ... been "hurl" with nagging by my mum ... ok my dear mum ... I promise alright? but not guarrentee ... hehe ... but don't think she gonna read this post ... *phew* ... alright alright ... gonna catch up with my emails and books ... bye folks

hey there~!!!i'm back again~!.....my computer had juz recover..which means....yahoooooo!!!!!...soooo,went back to my old sch yesterday, and met up wif most of my ex-sch mates~!!!...it's reali nice...seeing them again...haha...as usual...the asking of how's everyone r getting on...but....i saw a BITCH!!!yah...she's a f**king...bitch~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *ops*...my mood is kinda bad now...sorrie for..that...

after the orientation thingie...was lunch wif my ex-classmates...*yumzzzzz*...ate pizza,kfc and taco bell...hehe...dun be shock!!cos...it's juz a bit of here and there....and...it's pool session after that.....then, shopping at IKEA...hehe...well, yesterday is reali a bad day for me man......lotsa pple tried to contact me, but they failed...cos my batt is dead...haha...used the old batt and...didn't bring extra one out....furthermore,i can't send any sms yesterday man~!!!!!!sooo pissed off.....cos...the Scentre no. is wrong.!!!!!!*arghhhz*...but, everything r back to normal now....*phew*....


haizzz.....as for today, haiz.....sad sad day......i sobbed.......well, not in the mood to tok bout anything now....soooo....take care all~!

i dunno wat am i doing on a sunday afternoon in school... oh yeah your eyes didn't play tricks on you.. i am in school on a sunday afternoon man....no choice... have to finish up my project coz i dun have the time on weekdays coz i need to go to work straight afer school... well to lizzie...(eee.. i think the name i give you very yuck rite?) anyway.. i guess it is your turn to have a taste of how pack the schedule for module A is..it sux rite? for zoc.. haven't seen you around in school and i hope that you are doing fine coz i noe that you will be damned stressed with all the projects in hand... anyway for all's info.... i have been trying to eat as much as i can now but of course you will not see the results too soon... gimme a few weeks and i hope that i will be back to my normal size or even fleshier than that (i reali hope to) saw a neoprint i took about a year ago and compared it to one i took recently.. man do i look horrible now or wat? can't believe that i have lost so much weight..... but i am slowly trying to eat as much as possible coz my appetite isn't that good for the past few weeks....but dun worry i won't die out yet... at least not so soon....

heh heh ... managed to recuperate my sleep today ... right now ... you must be wondering wtf am I doing now ... well well ... I am with Vogue and this young sweet lady, YY ... well fixing her computer now ... before proceeding to the next one ... <|> horoscope told me that romance will build up if I relax ... sound pretty true ... shall try then ... okok ... gonna stop here ... gonna help this young sweet lady to fix her light ... bye

wow ... that's such a sentimental statement you made ... bet you r the most fortunate girl around ... well treasure it ... it probably comes only once in a life time <|> damn it ... I am still up ... trying to figure out the coding structure ... hmm ... but better than C++ ... killing man ... at least C not that bad ... < wtf? ... well me talking about computer languages ... hehe ... or am i begining to talk like a computer? "Hello Hello, this is computer lava talking to you" ... message received? haha ...

dearest all friends present, feeling tormented or is it tormentated by the overloading tutorials i have for the weekend. i have only finished two subjects. the other four are still left on my table. either too difficult or i'm too lazy to start them. i'm really tired. someone did brightened up my evening. his name is viz, he made dramatical sacrifices for me. that was really thoughtful of him and how lucky am i to have him. if we ever break up (thats of course never ever), please queue up for this ultimate guy. Man of Character---Viz. Love you, Viz. (so unlike of me to be expressive) ciaoz

I must say I am rather good today ... for being a good boy ... well I stayed at home today ... and for your info ... i can't remember when was the last saturday afternoon that I actually stayed at home ... well supposingly to get a movie - The 6th Day with someone ... but just that too bad that she can't make it ... that's why ... me stayed at home for today... hehehe ... I don't think I need to mention who is the someone right? <|> woke up much much earlier than usual ... so I must say ... that's the 6th time in a row ... darn! well ... no choice ... have to go down to my old sec sch to help out in the orientation ... seem that this year's response was quite alright ... not too bad ... hope to get a satisfactory figure ... *hope* <|> had a good sleep just now ... recuperate my lost sleep for the past 6 nights ... been sleeping late at 1 or 2 ... and woke up before 6.30 ... argh ... hehe ... <|> surprisingly that Eve called me ... hehe ... she told me that I sound rather blur ... well .. probably I missed her ... especially when I left for home when she told me that she is not free ... saw her today in fact ... hehe ... anyway ... gonna polish my c programming skills ... someone had just gave me a hard nut to solve ... damn

yup.. me posting .. but sad to mentioned that my will to post is kinda draining off.. dunno y.. maybe i'm tired.. sigh.. maybe my inspiration for words and descriptions is no longer wif me.. anyway, it's kinda weird that this Sat nite i'm actually at home.. dun feel like going anywhere.. guess the time of the year tat i landed myself in a foul mood.. am i deprive for anything ? or sufferring from some unknown, undetacted phenomenon .. i dunno know.. just bad mood .. nothing interest me.. maybe i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.. oh.. wat the fuck.. ! bye lar !

helloz~good afternoon..!!!...haiz...no lunch for me today...cos i'm on diet^...ehhe...nah..juz lazy to go out and tabao...so, maybe, will have a heavier dinner later.well, my comp is having some minor problems too. cdino 5 .. haiiz...cos it's my stewpig brother who caused the computer to go hay-wire!!!haha...such a coincidence...wif cdino...sooo,i'm not able to log online which means, i can onli post on weekends.......ohboy~....anyone can help me wif my comp?????


*sighz*....hmMm...anyone notice that i had been sighing alot recently???ehz..have no idea too...it had become a habit...hahha....so, this weekends will be a boring one for me...haiz...no programmes...so,anyone's free to go out????????do jio me along....alrite..alrite..
gonna go and grab some snacks..*stomach growling*......tataz~

Hi everyone! In school now, 4 whole free periods(now having the 2nd one) so bored...... sighz...my home comp is down 'cos my stupid brother is trying to dunno do wat to the new comp. sheesh...... few more days w/o the comp at home I think... I'm going to explode really soon.. my brother is such an idiot!!! *argh* aniway... like I was saying, I've got practically nothing to do from now until 12.10 when I'll have a maths c lecture then home sweet home... in a way, it's a wonderfully free friday right??? but all these will end next week when almost everyday I finish at 4+... sheesh... maybe I'll die real soon...oh... know wat? wednesday I signed up for 3 CCAs... plus the one I already have.... it's 4!!! wow... hee... think I'll onli appear for one of the three... *smilez*.... or should I appear at all??? *ponder* erm...any advice??? k lah k lah.. that's all... shall go back to my boring jc life....

yeah man ... I am up early again ... 5th time in a row that i woke up earlier than usual ... well ... miss sch u see ... that's why I took the earlier bus to sch ... speaking of that ... you must be wondering wtf am I doing early in the morning ... nothing much ... printing ... emailing ... downloading some softwares ... hehe ... you must be thinking that I am crazy ... well ... go ahead ... I am one if you are one ... <|> Zoc ... seem that you are burning out real fast ... how about calling me out over the weekend ... well ... when it is time to rest ... you must rest ... no point overwork yourself ... you might be finding yourself lost after that ... probably a pool session or movie treat ... that should do fine with my almost-go-backrupt-wallet ... shall see about that <|> wonder how's the rest of the team member ... really miss you people ... especially Vogue, Hoover, Bunny ... post more often ... keep us update on how you ppl are doing ok? <|> think I shall continue with my surfing ... anyway my class will only start at 10 ... damn ... hehe

ok.....back here for a short post...haven been posting coz lotsa things caught up on moi side.....u name it, i have it. N freak...wif 13 projects on hand...wonder how moi life is going to pass.....Liz> thanz for alwayz being there for me...u reali helped me alot during this period of time.... Aniwae...just came home from Victorial Hall, went there to watch a musical called "The Nutcracker". Bravo is the word for it. Walked past The Fullerton Hotel n the bridge there, it was great. Wif the full view of the sceneries, Suntec City n with the wind blowing....it was romantic n sweet though it was cold.Its simply words beyond ani description in moi 'dictionary'. Realli a good place to go dating, u'll simply love it! Its been long since i realli felt so relaxed FOR that moment :> Before i end moi post, this msg is for sis.--> i dunno if u will read this but i know that u r going thru this period of time where u r realli sad. U not saying a word when u see us realli hurts us, n we realli do hope that u will get over it soon n watever it is, we(u noe who) will always be there for u.Life is realli not smooth-sailing n not everything will come the way u want it. Learn to accept it alrite? And when u want to get over it, do it whole heartedly n not half heartedly. Love u. To the rest...enjoy while u can.....to those who aren't enjoying, REST IN PEACE coz i moi self is not able to help moiself. Till we meet again....... ........

Heyo...dropping in to say hi!..how's everyone...take care yah..;)

goodieafternoon~~...it's me....and juz finished my lunch...yumzyumzzzz...todae's lunch is delicious..yu pian mi fen...yummzz...*drooling*...and i finised the entire bowl...and...i'm eating pocky again....haha...Seems like most of my posts are associated with food...cos i'm onli free during lunchbreak....well, i'm growing another new tooth again...and it reali hurts my gum man..haiz..when will teeth stop poking out?hopefully, the process of growing teeth will stop soon...haiz...wat a boring and bz day again....and the weekends are juz around the corner...yeah~wonderful!....ehh...wat should i say????eh....dunooo...sooo, tataz~@

what a waste of my time ... half way the printing got stuck and I have to start all over again ... lucky i got half printed ... anyway i have left the place for another lab ... damn the lecturer who told me that i have to leave because she is having lesson ... well ... i just wanted to stay there and look after my printed stuff ... me now leaving it there to let it print by itself .... darn ... me bored ... all my friends are not around ... all went to this graduate guild ... must be having a good time there ... damn them ... now then msg me that there are there ... anyway ... me lazy to walk there ... though it is just a 5 to 10 minutes walk ... gonna stay here and guard my printing ... NO ONE IS SUPPOSE TO TOUCH OK? < just letting out my boredom and frustration ...

i am stuck in one of the computer lab ... well ... not just that door is physically locked up ... just that I have to wait for the stupid and slow colour laser printer to finish printing my documents ... which is like 450 pages lor ... now only hit the 50 % mark ... darn! ... how long it gonna take? it has already been 2 hrs ... oh no oh no ... me feel like sleeping already ... haven't been sleeping well ... maybe I can take this time to take a short nap ... hmm ... worth considering since i have to wait for the printer ...

muackz to everyone.. hehehe.. ok.. not that i'm back only tonite.. but i'm actually at home everynite.. have been staying out for the past few days during my reservist.. hmm.. just too lazy to post anything.. and dun feel like commenting on the ICT .. just take it as a obligation... nothing much to comment.. can see that the posts have been rather active.. hehe.. even my dear moron who has been slimming to bones posted.. heheh.. my dear Liz... have been missing her ever since my reservist starts.. ok.. still nothing to post.. bye.. tomolo is another day ..

*yawn* i'm falling asleep soon. reading lecture notes on law. woah...and i will graduate as a lawyer. cool arhz? haha, not that honourable to be a lawyer. it's been the rare days that i come home this early and i'm deprive of the better time-tables i receive last semester. this time, it's real bad, finish majority of my days after 4pm. i'm desperate for a life!!! and i need to get lots of printing done but unfortunately, my printer died of old-age. and i tried using the school laser printer but somehow or rather i have no idea which printer is my documents coming out from(btw, there was a row of printers and you have to feed the paper from ur own). i give up!. any remedies? tried contacting viz for his ultimate and effective help but somehow i guess he was buried somewhere, causing him to be the most uncontactable person!!! let me go back to books. have a aim to score well for exams just like the rest right? hey moron, saw you in school the other day, eat more!!! zoc> help of the stress you are encountering... cool down ok. i am here for you. *wink* the rest out there working, studying, slacking or whatever, chill out!

well well well ... something interesting now ... you see ... i am now in this networking lab which is isolated from other networks in school ... isolated in networking term means that your network is not connected to the main network ... but somehow ... we got to surf the Internet using our main network thru this program called the NetProxy Lite ... a very powerful software indeed ... <|> hmm ... Cdino ... sometime it is how you look at things ... and it is how you gonna make your life in JC interesting ... participate in faculty activities for examples ... or your CCA ... that should at least keep you occupied ... or you can try Student Council ... anyway ... enjoy yourself in JC for these 3 mths ... if not you may have a chance ... cos most prob after the release of the O level results ... your teachers will probably start the "rocket" running ... <|> not bad Oreo ... seem that you are having good food all the time ... well ... just watch out for the overwhelming fats like me ... hehe ... <|> alright guys and gals ... shall stop here for a while ... gonna continue to explore other loopholes in the network ... heh

*patting my stomach*...wah...i'm damm full now.juz finish my SATAY BEE HOON & a box of milk polky...and...i'm eating cuttlefish now.....hehehh...juz feel like eating alot todae....piggy me!!!well, after long hours of facing the moniter, my eyes...are veriii...tired now...in addition to insufficient sleep,i'm looking like a panda now...*yawnz*.....haiz..wat a boring day for me todae...and...i dun know what to post.....sooooooo...off i go^........5............4............3...........2............1...................*poof*

arloez!!! in sch now... so bored!!! nearly fell asleep during c maths!!!! AIYO!!!! terrible terrible!!! oh... I'm getting a new comp!!! yipeee!!!! aniway....JC life is so boring...gonna choose CCA later... sighz... still can't decide whether I should join anything! how how??? got this ultra BHB ger beside me now... claims that she's chio... sheesh... luckily it's not lunch time... would have lost my appetite...aniway... I've got nothing to say liaoz.. cyaz everione!!!

as promised ... i am back again ... wtf with my system ... just installed Adobe Acrobat 4.0 ... after distilling my documents ... it just hang down there ... damn it ... probably need to pump up another 128 mb ram to my system ... anyway ... the prices of RAM are dropping drastically ... can't wait to get my hands on them ... will be getting a 256 or 512 mb RAM after new year ... yeah man! .... and a CDRW ... 12X8X32X ... SCSI if possible ... gonna burn all my cds ... hehe ... probably you will see me at the roadside selling pirated CDs ... haha ... kidding ... <|> anyway ... can't stay up here too much ... got to spend time reading up my notes ... so gonna leave for now ... tomorrow morning ... i will be back!

alright ... moron is back from ... the graveyard? well ... guess she has been busy digging graveyards for the past weeks ... *bleh* ... kick ass man .. don't overwork yourself ... <|> still in the middle of a frustrating practical class ... hair nearly pulled out by me ... argh ... though programming practicals is one of my favourite ... god damn it ... had a hard time understanding the meaning of each codes ... shall not waste too much time here ... i will be back tonight ...

*yawnz*...it's noon now...time to have my lunch!todae's lunch is quite plain....vegetarian bee hoon~~...but,it's filled with lotsa love...fatherly love.hehe...cos my dad specially went out and tabao for me in the morning,so that, i will have something to eat, during my lunch break....wo hao xing fu worrr....hehheh~so, what's up yesterday???i bz day for me..as usual, working.....& i'm bz compiling cds and decorating my stuffs....hahah... i wasted 2 cds...but, nvm, shall re-learn it again.

later in the evening, shld be going to library....to borrow some books...cos my mind is rusty now, and need some polishing....after than, will be some work-out for me,cos i'm toooo fat..haha...haven reali excercise since my Os ended and, it's time, to xcercise again...lava...wat u said maybe rite...so, it's time to shed my fats....ahha..to prevent any more falls........well well...dan....i have no idea why i kept falling down...eh..issit becos of my "ultra" long legs..haha...or i'm juz suay and careless.....


alrite alrite...gonna finish my bee hoon...b4 it turns icy cold...(although it's alreadi cold)....sooooooo........BYE!

after a very long time here i am again.... the active tutor juz kinda walked out of my class coz we like never reali pay attention to watever she was tokkin about and best still the guys juz tok back to her when she asked why they never bring their notebooks..... but who realli cares.....juz to let you guys noe that i am still alive but not kicking.....alive but dead... mentally dead but spiritually alive.. understand.??? if u dun it dasen matter alright.....ok better make a move coz i need to eat.... anyway... is it true that i have lost a lot of weight? why is everybody saying the same thing? even the mother of a fren i have not met for months... but i tot i ate alot? weird huh?

alright having C++ practical lesson now ... anyway ... just wanna share some sweet feeling with you all ... well ... it just trigger my memory about yesterday when i was thinking of Eve ... <|> you see ... yesterday I was on the bus and sitting opposite me were this couple ... the guy is a mute ... somehow or other ... when the wife (i assume) tells him something ... he will just response with some noise ... and the wife seem understood everything ... I was like amazed ... and impressed by the power of LOVE ... somehow or other it is able to bring this 2 people together ...

hey guyz, it's my turn to share my thoughts for the day. still in school now, waiting for a great friend to finish her lessons to talk. my notebook's battery is running flat because i was too lazy to bring the charger to sch(its kinda heavy). but i shldn't complain since i'm carrying a 1.8kg one than the 3kg one. just snack a piece of cake that cost me 40 cents. i had the most boring lecture- econs. the lecturer went through last semester work which is exactly the same. ok no more battery. another day. ciaoz

too early for class < what a way to start in a brand new week ... damn ... I thought 9 am class is for even week ... in the end it was for odd ... guess I can't differentiate between odd and even week ... since I have left sec sch for a long long time ... not that long anyway ... damn it ... <|> Dan ... good for you ... time to exercise your moudy brain cells before it starts to become dead ... anyway ... 4 mth plus is very fast ... in no time I will see you slacking away agaiN ... heh <|> look like this year is like a "fally" year for you Oreo ... maybe it is true that the overwhelming fats that is growing around you probably make you unstable ... well ... damn me ... haha ... anyway ... call me out in the evening if you happened to go for a run ... me trying to get into my hyper-active stage again ... gonna attend Tennis training this wed ... geee ... so exciting ... hehe ... <|> alright ... enough of the screw up for today ... *looking at my agenda for the day* ... gonna make a trip to Queensway to get a new pair of track shoes ... if not I gonna be barred from Tennis Court this wed ... <|> oh yes ... forgotten the man ... Viz ... call us out for another pool session when you are free ... <|> alright folks ... enough of crapping and uneducational post for this morning ... will be back in the evening ... till then

sch is starting tomolo for me!!! ..... sigh..... more tutorials, stress & exams..... will be going to a totally new class so will be looking forward to make more new friends..... espescially gals..... hehe..... but I will definitely miss my previous class cos they are a bunch of wacky people..... hehe.... another 4 new subjects to clear...... another 4 months plus of studying...... sigh..... anyway had been slacking too much during the holidays & my brain had become mouldy..... so its time to warm up my brain again....... Oreo..... why u everything fall down? hahaahaha..... Viz.... when u have any stayout.... feel free to come to my hostel..... hehe..... okie dokie shall go now..... tomolo's lecture will be at 1230pm.... hahahha..... can sleep till very late..... pity those who have to wake up early..... hahahhaahhahaha

[Oreo's piggy day]

yozzzzzz~~~~!!!it's monday tomorrow...oh dear!gonna work again..haiz...life sux man!it's the second week of the year, and new year is arriving soon.Was suppose to pack my stuffs todae,but slept the whole day instead..hahahz...life of a pig...and i seem to grow fatter and fatter at the wrong place, although my in-take didn't increase. Maybe, it's becos i slept immediately after my meals todae, or was it becos of my work, which doesn't require much moving...hahha...gonna work out b4 the CNY arrive...and meanwhile,gonna tidy up my piggy sty and do some shopping.duh~!lotsa stuffs to do, but, do i have the time to complete???hopefully, there is....


so what's up yesterday???TYP, pool, and loitering....haha...i improved my skills in pool...but, still stuck at the beginner stage...hahah....practising is what i need.gosh!fell down yesterday again...LOLZ, i'm reali clumsy and carelessly recently..hahah...it's juz the first week of the year and it's alreadi the third fall.haha...ahhaha...can't stop luffing at myself~~~...wat a fool man......!!!!!!hmph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

viz....have fun...in ya trainings....and use them to shed ya flabby tyre..haha...lava..ohhhh noo...ur breakfast is tooo oily...yeeeeeeeeee...imagine all the oil...yucks!but, it's yummy rite...


alrite alrite.....i'm running out of wat to post now...so...maybe....it's time to MIA....will be back....and it all depends on my mood....soooo.....sayonarra~!:)

when was my last post ?!?!.. WoOoOoo.. ok.. this may be my last post before i report in my green sexy uniform by 8.00am tomolo in Lim Chu Kang!!.. talking abt that.. As i was taking a nap later on in the afternoon.. and was tossing and turning.. wondering why i can't fall asleep.. anyway.. eventually did though.. (<<--wtf rite?).. hehe.. anyway.. i woke up around 7.00pm and you know.. the sky was slightly dark.. and all was silent and the rest was fucked.. why?.. ok.. out of my own stupidity and half-emerge brain activity.. i mistook today (Sun) as tomolo.. (Mon).. the fateful day of my reservist!!.. and boi!.. 1 hr to reporting time.. with bags not packed.. doesn't allow mood even for solemnity... hence, faster than the speed of light.. i literally hopped out of my bed and zoom my way to get a pee which was then (during peeing).. when pee was flowing out.. thoughts and sense sets in.. hehehe.. :Þ .. i began to realise all these was nothing but the actions of my imagination and paranoid soul.. however all was then relieved (bladder and mind) .. and no injuries were inflicted.. heheh..


anyway, bought a novel today.. yesyes.. i did it anyway.. heheh. ."The Stars Shine Down".. by Sidney Sheldon.. this will be my soul companion throughout the dark and lonely nites in camp.. a intelliect offering to appease my withering soul without the pesence of Liz.. hehehe..
so.. with a potential 12 days of non-post... and lava is back.. hehe.. i think he would once again be able to terrorised the crowd.. hehe.. the rest of the team.. wake up u sleepy heads and get online.. (opps.. u already are.. heheh.. ) .. and post !.. i love you Liz.. hehe.. :)


I'm hungry.. (<<-- last words).. :Þ

seem like sunday is no different from other days ... was just wondering why ... could be too used to the normal routine ... and you just can't bring yourself to sleep a bit longer ... heck anyway ... had a heavy breakfast ... and i mean heavy ... Nasi Lemak, Fried Mee Hoon and Fried You Tiao ... damn ... *looking at the mirror* ... i seem to have grown wider after the camp ... and darker too ... gd food in camp of course ... *shreddd* <|> not much for today except gonna pay a visit to my friend ... haven't see him for a long time ... <|> seem like Singapore is still sleeping ... just drop by at the IRC ... no one was in ... probably still in dream valley ... alright ... not gonna waste my time to prepare for my visit ... shall bid you folks a goodbye first ... will be back here tonight ... so catch me if you can ... *bless*

alright folks ... I am back in one piece from camp ... in actual fact I am back since Tuesday ... god damn the blogger ... i lost all my post that i wrote for my 6 days camp ... argh! ... frustration ... i shall write again when i got the time ... anyway ... for this post ... gonna make a short and sweet one ... cos I am feeling tired and eyes had a problem of opening ... just had another round of pool session again! ... before I came home ... power relight ... energy restored! ... shooting laser is my power ... <|> wtf? well ... LaserMania ... haven't been touching it for a long time ... about 1 year? around there ... skills seem to be a bit rusty compared to the time I played in competition ... still not so bad ... but me not gonna take up again ... just gonna play once a while ... <|> according to my "dream" agenda ... should know what's my next step right? ... you all should know who i am gonna dream already right? ... you know I know can already ... :) alright ... shall kiss you all good night ... *muackz*

[*~*~*~It'sssssssssss TGIS~*~*~*]

mOrning~!!!it's Saturday!!!!!!the day i'm looking forward to...yoz~my uncles are in my house now, collecting his CPU...haiz...been having mixed feelings recently...feeling quite lost, and worrying bout these and tat....it's becos...hMm...hmph!!!i shan't reveal it here...if u wanna know, juz tok to me...


wat's up todae????a TYP, but b4 that, i'm going for the SAF exhibition in Suntec.Gonna take a look at the exhibition, cos i went there previously, and, it's not up yet....duh~ended up, having a fall there..hahaha~
so, it's kinda weird going back there...haiz...probably, will have a fill rounds of piano session there...too...and, this will bring back the happy memories...of...me and A....hahah...*dreaming*...


alrite, my breakfast are crying out for me now...ciaoz & have a great weekend!......tataz~

Arloez everyone!!!!!! heehee... so long neber post ... WQ sir so lucky... got sharkfin to eat still complain so much.... aiyoyo... sheng1 zai4 fu2 zhong1 bu4 zhi1 fu2....some pple... tsk tsk tsk....anyway..... *grinz*... JC orientation is SOOOOOO FARN!!!!!!!!!! *jump up and down in glee* heehee....since I've nothing much to say... I'll tok 'bout my orientation... *smilez* bear wif me lah.... for a bit bit....heehee...have a wonderful bunch of councillors... *smilez*....orientation...orientation... hmm... oh... of course got stuff like cheers and singalongs lah... but hey... we do that almost all the time right?? in sch... in course... nothing special..... but then....their mass dance was really fun...even for someone like me who can't co-ordinate hands and legs and can't dance for nuts... me so tired now... aching all over..... aiyo..and I look at my teeshirt I wanna cry... all the mud, the ink and a bit of flour..sheesh.......poor washing machine...... ladida..... tomolo is campfire night!!! YIPEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! and think I'll get to noe my CG... hope I get the subj combi I want....*pray hard* ....ladida...oh....shan't bore u anymore lah.... bye byezzzz... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! (keep on posting it can't get up.... 3rd time posting same msg)

Wah.. have been busy since the morning office clock strike 8.45am.. *stretching... *.. so much so i missed my morning call to Liz.. and she turn out to be kinda pissed off... heheh.. sorry dear.. :) ..and yup.. yesterday's drviing lesson was a mere 10min ordeal.. !!?.. yup.. the instructors mentioned that my PDL (Probation Driving License) was expired since SEP and so.. i end up signing up some renew form and can only commence the gear shifting tonite.. hehe.. hmm.. ok.. tomolo shld be a buzy day for me as i have to rush from places to places to apply or reapply for watever i lost in that wallet... damn!.. dun tok about that.. hmm.. the week's look out seems to be rather easy.. of cos till my reservist of cos.. argh.. i hate it... not that i hate to serve the nation or something.. but aiya.. you know rite ?.. hehehe.. hmm.. rite.. should get back to work now..

SUPER RINGS *munching*...super!!!!!!!...yumzzzz...yumz...it's show time!tataz!

Happy New Year to All!!! ..... I know I am a bit late but I cannot post cos I was in Malaysia since Jan 1st..... was attending my cousin's wedding..... shall tell u all some of the details ( tat I can remember ) later.... Zoc, Liz dun be too sensitive lah..... & dun make a fuss out of tat thing...... take it easy..... I guess tats the way some of us celebrate tat day..... I mean.... its perfectly alright.... maybe u 2 still cannot take it yet..... Oreo ..... u really very poor thing.... injured again..... Pig ... next time dun drink too much till u got hangover the next day lah..... the feeling is damn bad.... & I dun wanna see a drunken pig too..... hehe..... Viz .... finally started your 1st practical..... hehe.... FINALLY... after like.... dunno how long rite?

Well Well..... back to the my cousin's wedding..... let me think..... think...... think.....

Did not have enuff sleep for the past 2 days.... 4 hrs in total? I can see the dark rings around my eyes now.... but gonna finished this post b4 I forgot everything.... hehe..... this wedding served as a gathering for my relatives..... & this is wat I hate..... becos.... they kept bombarding me with the same usual questions..... "Do u have a girlfriend? When R U getting married?"...... Grrrrrr...... shall not tell u all the answer tat I told them...... hehe.... The bride is pretty.... congrats cousin! The wedding was a traditional one..... the offering of tea to the elders..... the outdoor photo taking..... the dinner..... During the wedding dinner..... saw a few chio gals..... hehe.... but never go & know them..... hehe.... There was this elderly guy who was sitting beside me during the dinner..... he was quite irritating..... cos he would sometimes call me Xiao3 Nan2 Hai2 or Shuai4 Ge1..... & was the one who forced me to finished the leftover food by saying " A young man should not say no" or " A young man can eat a lot"....... In the end.... I had to finish 3 bowls of sharks fin & lots of other food.... I feel like a rubbish dump.... Worse of all..... I will definitely gained a few more pounds & a bigger spare tyre around my waist..... Grrrrrrr...... Another elderly lady was complimenting me tat I look like an actor..... hehe..... shall not say who he is cos all of u will definitely luff..... but wat I can say is the actor is damn handsome & cute.....so its really a compliment to be compared to him..... hehe..... the dinner was not really delicious though & my cousin said to me just now tat one of the guests found a nail in the first dish!!!
WTF? But overall.... it had been a rather enjoyable 2 days in Malaysia..... shall go sleep now..... tomolo may be going back to NTU to shift back to my hostel...... bye.... btw..... this is my longest post...... hehe...... I shall disappear again from the zone.... hehe

Year 2001 is reali a bad year for me.Two injuries in two days..ohmegod! --> 010101 <<-- fingers injuries....haiz... 020101 <--..... leg injuries.oh duh~!Was @ Carrefour and walking down the escalator, singing First Love, when ,out of a sudden,i flew!!!!!!!....and...b4 i know what exactly happened...i came crashing to the railings of the supermarket.oh dear oh dear....no one offers any help...most of e passers-by juz stood there, watched my show...and laughed..(typical Singaporeans' reaction)..haha.but, there's this kind lady who was stunned, but still asked if i'm alrite. Thanx alot~!argggghhh...thanx goodness it's nothing serious...if not, life will be miserable man...haiz...i'm damm suay this few days.Gonna be more cautious in future...and hopefully, the third injury will not arrive that soon.....[pray pray pray...100 yrs later k...]...


*sighz*...another day of work tomorrow...another blublu day...for a blublur ger...haiz...time to sleep.......tataz...

*yawn*, me real tired. Just came home, suppose to have a pool session but ended up watching moi friend play CS @ CounterStrike instead. Argh........was asked to play but it is a sure nono. Shan't break moi record just like i haven played LaserQuest before. :) Now i knoe y Lava is able to spend such long hours playing it. Its a little exciting though.


Aniwae, today school suxed like shit. Woke up an hour late, missed 2 buses coz it was packed like sardines n worst of all, did not bring moi phone along. Today was sure feeling lost. Only the first day of school n datelines of projects, common tests' dates n exam dates are out for certain modules already. Super stressed. Work got work stress n school got school stress. Saw lots of new class politics today but thank god moi resolution for the year so far is Anithing can siam, Siam!!!!!!!! Me shall come n go like the wind. Guess moi sense of humour hasn;t got me involved yet coz i m just so lovable???!!!?? Hehe....


Toking abt driving license, heard the system changed again. Most prob, I m able to get mine this year too..... but muz wait till moi b.day first..??? Think that's abt it, happie working to those working, happie schooling to those schooling n happie holidaying to those holidaying. Me shall hiz moi books now.......buozibuoiz.

Just in case you guys have the impression that my dear Liz and friend, Zoc is referring to me as the deluded one.. consider someone else again.. cos.. i'm not.. hahahaha.. yup.. but i'm not saying who.. heheheh.. for the simple fact that I dunno ! .. hehe.. anyway.. it's kinda peaceful on this first working day of 2001.. nothing drastic.. hmm.. kinda bored and it driven me to type this post without anything in mind to post.. hmm.. oh ya.. i'm having my first practical lesson for my class 3 license this Wednesday nite.. heheh.. finally.. after months of talk only no action.. i've managed to save up enough to commence the lessons.. phew.. hahahah.. hopefully.. i dun bang on anything alive.. haha..


ok.. just let this new year flow us by peacefully.. oh yes !.. i'm going for my Reservist from 8 - 20th of Jan .. kinda long.. 13 days.. wat a lucky number.. heheh.. so.. guessed i gonna miss my dear Liz while she will start to place brisk effort in school and forgot about my existence.. hehehe.. :Þ.. life moves on. ..

Liz......i totally feel the same as u. How u expressed it out was great, realli great. I suppose as we grow older, things definitely will change whether you like it or not. Sometimes, you urself might have to change a little so as to be able to adapt well. Well, in the ugly society out there, trust me, everyone is wearing a mask. Can you not change? Its a pity that ur loved ones change but pple do change. As a friend, sometimes, you will just have to accept it becoz u urself might have also changed subconsciously. If things go to an extend where both party can't do anithing, that's prob where u have to distance urself a little from him/her. Its sad but pple realli do just walk in n out of ur life like that.

This year's new year eve was a little boring though. I was at AMK having a bbq . Instead of waiting to be served, i ended up being the cook. Din knoe alot of pple there so prob hiding aside n cooking was not a bad idea. Thanx Mr R for keeping me companying the whole nite though i thought silly boy would :) Later was down at Marina, was sure bored initially. But din bear to fly moi friend's aeroplane. Played pool for a while n bumped into moi relative. Wat a small world. Later was at the beach feeling the breeze n suddenly in a state of mixed feelings too. Sang some songs with moi good friends n finalli, i realli did break down. Reaali sorry that i just cldn;t control. Luckily, boookkk saved that day by having a mini performance which cheered me up again n followed by this game with a grp of good pals which had no meaning but brought lotsa fun.

Well, time flies, its now 2001. Stll trying to accept tat i m 1? n now, its 1?.A year older. I realli dunno if its good or bad. I realli do not wish to go back to school to coz i will be facing pple wearing masks again. OKi,,,knoe that's quite lame. Suddenly, just can't realli make up wat i m thinking....will just end here. An apology to those pple i might have offended by scholding the word ***k last nite......sorry. Din mean to. Thanz to those being there last nite too.

Heyo! HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone;). All of u must have had a great time celebrating right??!! hee...spent countdown at Pasir Ris Chalet. Had a great time...There's zhong1 guo2 wa2 wa2 entertaining everyone...lots of pop songs played to get everyone into the mood of celebration..everyone danced...screamed...with news of lost child constantly announced over the microphone at certain intervals..haha...except poor me who got my right ankle bandaged and could not jump much...but had great time with my friends. Felt totally overjoyed coz it's my first stayover my mum allowed after my operation but sad at the same time too coz dun wish to part with 2000. Well, at least I learnt a lot of things which i would definitely not do in the new year...experiences of hangover etc. But anywae, wish that everyone have a good start and lots of goals to aim for etcetc in the new year...take care yah. =] *oink*

time flies... i can't believe in my own eyes when i spot newspapers dated year of 2001. Celebrations weren't as magnificent as the year before. i lived my hours before the new millienium in a similar location as the year before. many feelings build up within me that i was totally lost and dispirited. downright from my heart, i felt petrified by the ugly world out there. do you think it's necessary to change to suit the environment of the ugly society? i witness love ones around me changing drastically and disappointment engulfed me spiritually. are there solutions to help these love ones? i do hope so.....



apart from the despairing moments, i vowed that i will not want to spend my new year eve's the same way as before. stubbornly, i can't accept the way it was. people forcing one another to get more drunk. i believe it's not cheering for a celebrations with complements with alcohol but drowing themselves with alcohol and whoever is most sober wins! will you be embrassed to annouce that you spend your new year drunk and hangover thereafter? at least, i will ... it's over now. pointless to mood over such lifeless incidents. at least, i confirmed my resolutions and ways to help myself archive them while enjoying the breeze of the first new of 2001. However, i enjoyed one specific moment- the games we played in a group. although dumb but i felt true and great laughters...



surely, next year's new year will be more eventful one. at least i assure the people i gonna celebrate with arent stepping to the route of damage liver so that the celebration will be a fulfilling one, right my dear good friend, zoc? do you feel mutual with my thoughts?

[Happy New Year ?!]



Well, last nite was a nite that left mixed feelings harbouring in everyone of us.. or at least me.. the day actually began with hope and very much looking forward to all the fun that gonna be installed for us.. 6.15pm.. i kick off the evening by travelling to Ros place and along with Roy's hailed transport.. Merz Cab, (wat a stroke of luck eh?).. hehe.. anyway, we were carrying bulky stuffs.. the presence of the Merz Cab did merge in flawlessly.. hehehe.. so, dinner was at Marina South, wat else but streamboat buffet rite?.. the cost was a little steeper than normal days as it includes in every heads a tiny winnie cup of champ.. friends.. introductory, for the table i sat, we drank a jug of beer through the dinner... and the food was of cos.. normal.. hehehe.. beyond our fill, we carry our weighting scale raping bellies.. ok.. or at least I was carrying it.. heheh.. yup.. we headed for our usual sport.. pool.. it's where i break the virgin of my pool cue too... hehe.. the place was cool and dark, the music was loud and hip.. most of us were meddling with the pool balls and carressing the pool table with our cues.. when a little rest of us, who were obviously not into the game of pool, played video games or was embaced by boredom.. but not for long .. as the countdown drew nearer by the minutes.. somehow.. loads and loads of crackers.. (those with a string that if pulled would caused serious cardio arrest to the faint hearted).. began to flood in with the loud music and the cracking of pool balls.. some enjoy doing it near to the ears of other people.. some into the air.. but in all cases.. things seems to get a bit off-handed when the people start to combine four-five crackers and bang it in watever way they could find it entertaining.. mostly, very near ears some even faces.. though no harm was done.. personally, though guilty of that.. I was rather pissed-off at the overwhelming and oh-ah of the cracking.. hence, i stopped popping those crackers after a while and concentrated more on my games of pool..


so.. countdown was done in the a fast and unsincere manner but i mean.. in a pool centre.. wat else right ?.. 10 secs before the clock strike.. all lights were off and the so-call DJ mumbled something and all i could make out was, "5..4..3..2.1.... *pop pop pop pop* .. happy new year.. blah blah.. " then it was back to pool ball cracking.. hahahaha.. kinda weak... but it's ok.. festive mood ..festive mood.. everything seems to be ok.. rite? .. eh..


so, some of us who had a curfew left us shortly after that.. and we too soon proceed to our next destination.. the Marina South Beach.. kite flying area.. the wind was strong and cooling.. and that's where i saw the first dead body of the year.. the carcass of a dead animal floating and drifting on the waves .. hitting by the rock stone coastline.. kinda freak out.. we transit to the clear area.. further on the right.. once settleed down.. soft drinks, wines, liquors and beer rained on each and almost every individual.. me too was toasted with a fare share of alcohol.. and played guitar (tried).. and trust me.. battling with the hovering wind and rowdy drinkers isn't actually a perfect place for a performance !!!.. hahah.. anyway.. it was sort of self-entertaining.. heheh.. things got a bit out of hand when WE gets a bit tipsy or is the word, high, the exact desrciption?!!.. the guys got childish, rowdy and just can't keep the bloody mouth shut, and constantly irritating the girls who have to nursed and pacified most of us.. hehehe.. well, that wasn't actually fun but was definitely disgusted by most of the girls.. and the rest of the night was accompanied by loud screamings and songs, bet if the authorites came to know about it.. we probably end up in some mental insitution for brain damages and police station for public nuisances.. and i would like to express my apologies and a very big Sorry to those whom i may had caused unwanted trouble to.. and trust that it would include in my resolutions not to drink to the xtend of drunk anymore.. at least to induce a bit of comfort to my Liz who was worried and hurt..


Morning came as it should and in the cold wind.. i shivered and pathetically witnessed my first sunrise of the year.. and in the date of 010101.. hopefully it will break a new beginning for me.. and that everything can be given a chance to renew and make new .. though, this year i was not as drunk as last year.. but the unshakable fact was that.. it was not at all enjoyable nor romantic nor entertaining new year countdown but, it was also unshakable that we do have true frends and love ones willing to care and its their love makes the new year worth it's sunrise and my new year.. a year worth striving for.. love you guys ! and Liz.. :)

3.33pm...and the raining is stopping...here i am, after eating maggie mee..yummzzzz yummz...my first meal 2001,and it's soooo pathetic...nvm...can't tahan the hunger any more. Anyway, had a great nite out having fun with TD pple and...the it's sooo high and shoik man...haha...had the first injury of the year, and sheded the first tear..cos someone stepped on my innocent finger and thumb!!#$@^&$^#$ it'ssss sooo painful man!!!nv felt this pain in my life b4 and they r still bruised,numb and sore now...guess some of the nerves are damage..but, nvm...minor injuries come and go veri fast...


Well, went for steamboat yesterday evening, b4 having a game of pool, and counting down to the brand new year in the pool stadium.The steamboat is yummy~~~and i actually ate a bowl of small prawns..and the birthday cake tasted marvellous too!!!..ahha..after the countdown, was a stayover @ the Marina South Beach...all the way till sunrise. Looking at the sunrise, i can't imagine it's 01-01-01 now.time juz flies...and..soon, i'll be 17...soo fast man...