What a night....

i couldn't remember for how long, but tonight, this friday night, i felt alone. There are no calls from friends, not even the usual ones. perhaps i've rejected them too many times. Don't feel like meeting any one, don't feel like being alone.

I felt like drinking. waiting for my bottle of white wine to cool in the freezer. 'breeze valley' is playing in the background, the harmony of nature and music seems to be the only one who could understand and sooth me.

i'm not sad. just a meeting with myself. that's all.

chill.